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The loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly.

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Certain things are hard to write and never come out right and you can’t say it out loud and it just burns to even think it and I’ll never do it justice so it just sits in my brain.

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”You’re a disgrace Charles. How you can call yourself a man, is beyond me. You think I came all the way here from Philadelphia for this? This life? This house?”

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TFiOS first poster!

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Some favorite photos of Stevie Nicks, for anon :)

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American medication commercials are HILARIOUS

slow motion shots of white people smiling while the narrator says stuff like may cause erectile disfunction, stomach bleeding, explosive diarrhea, death

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This minute.

So recently, more than ever this year, I've been thinking. This year is coming to a close, and with each passing day we're more close to saying goodbye to another year. But it's not just months or days that we are saying goodbye to, no. Those are just names and dates that will all come again this coming year, but with a different number attached to the end. '2014'. Thinking about this makes me sad, because I can remember when it turned 2010, 2011, 2012, and so forth. I remember it all. What I have a hard time remembering is if I did anything, in all those years, that I am content with myself over. I'm not talking about good deeds. Those things are installed in people, whether they don't do them all the time or not. I'm talking about something that I will go to sleep on New Year's Eve, and wake up the next morning feeling like I've truly accomplished something. Right? Wrong. This is a tendency off a lot of people, and here's what I think about that. We all wish for a better day, but we do nothing to make it a better day. And I would be the biggest hypocrite on the face of the planet if I said I was really content with what I've done this year. Because I'm not. This year in particular has been horrible for me, in all honesty, and even though I try to keep a lot of my personal life, in fact, personal, I won't sugar coat things and make all of my followers believe I live this amazing carefree lifestyle, because let's face it - none of us do. We all wish we did, but we don't. Time really is our greatest enemy, because let me tell you this. I've had so much loss. So much loss that makes me think about death more than people probably should. But I was raised to believe that death is a part of life and we all start dying from the moment we are born. And I say to myself, if you died today, would you be happy with who you are and what you have done? The answer is to that is yes and no. Yes because I've changed for the good, from the person I was last year. And no, because I need more than ever to have a life goal, because there is some people in this world who are content with growing old and never caring about whether or not they leave some kind of legacy. I envy those people. But then there are people like me. The ones who feel like that their life has to have a greater meaning. I've searched far and wide, believe me - but make no mistake, I am still learning that it's best to take one day at a time, and to not worry about who you are this year, or next year, or twenty years from now. Because why should we worry about those, when we are not even promised tomorrow? Work on today. Better yet, don't even work on today. Because that's not promised either. Work on this minute. Work on how what is going on in that beautiful mind of yours, and what you are going to change so if that SOMEDAY, you have the opportunity to scold yourself about how crappy your life turned out, you won't have the chance to because you thought about how to change it in this minute.

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I hate when computers send you a message and it's like "The back-up did not complete successfully." No duh, bitch. It hasn't completed successfully in three years what makes you think it's going to start now?

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London Eye | Pentax ME Super | Lomography 100

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collections that are raw as fuck ➝ valentino spring 2013

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For unravelingstars