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May 21, 2016: no title Why do I continue to let you torture me, As if I'm nothing to you? Is that what I am to you, nothing? Just another thing to fill your empty soul with? Without me, you're nothing A lot of things you do aren't fair But I let it to go because I care Stomachs in knots Mind is racing Thoughts are polluting Heart is crying Eyes are worried Body is being left in the dark

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Here we go again.

May 21, 2016: no title I'm out here like a dog out of breath From a long play date at the park Drooling and gasping for air How can I not feel like a fool? You tell me I'm yours Yet you act like I'm a stranger to you You call me by my name Yet you have no clue who I am I'm knocking at your door And you invite me into your home But I'm still a visitor to you There's nothing familiar about this How many times do I need to knock, Before you give me away? It's as if I'm being stripped of my clothes In front of an audience Humiliated, and confused Might as well take my heart out of my chest And give it to you Might be better off in hands That are not my own The hands that I have are full of aches & grievances It'll be easier to distract myself with someone else's torment So please take me out of this misery By clasping my heart And have it alleviate (ease) the pains of your past into a forever serenity

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It's been a while, tumblr.

May 21, 2016: no title

It’s as if my heart and my mind repel Like the two opposite ends of a magnet There’s no middle, no beginning, no end Just an area of fuz that doesn’t make sense It’s not black, or white, or grey It’s just a realm that cannot be put to terms My hearts telling me to go While my minds telling me to stop It’s a game of red light, green light With no yellow light to slow down

Staggered living is all I know now Nothing’s steady, nothing’s constant, nothing’s stable No matter the effort No matter the plea or the cry No matter the step or the walk It all ends the same So what’s the point of trying anymore?

“You have arrived” Where is that, exactly? No matter how many steps are steered to the left It goes to the right No matter how many steps are steered to the right It goes to the left (It’s like a fallen leaf dancing in the wind)

A broken compass is considered an antique Or maybe it’s the traveler holding the compass That needs a tinker

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Misunderstood 01-27-2016

People don't understand my desire for you They don't understand my passions Oh how alone I feel In a crowd of people who claim to be like minded

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It's okay to look back at the pain and sadness As long as you don't stay there Just a glance to remind yourself Where you came from And where you no longer reside Its not okay to dwell and torture yourself Of the mistakes made Because without those mistakes, You wouldn't be who you are today Look back in confidence Knowing that you grew from that experience, That you know better A lot of people wish they knew better But, how can you know better if you never learn from it first? "Knowing better" always comes with a companion named mistake You can always look back And make a greater outcome

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I found myself walking without direction Looking but not seeing Wondering but not searching Waiting and hoping for someone to see me, Notice me, Pinpoint me SOMETHING

It felt as if my soul and my body Screamed and squeezed out the obvious But.. found it to be a conspiracy created by my mind I was walking in a place where Everyone claimed to have this love This everlasting love yet They did not use it Where is this love that you so pridefully wear on your sleeve? Or could this be confused with arrogance? That you, yes you The one who has all the answers The one whom everyone looks up to Turned your head away from the broken hearted How can this be?

I found myself smiling in a crowd of people When really all I wanted to do is cry

It’s so easy to feel alone with company Almost as easy as fooling an audience into something you’re not

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When you involve someone in your life, for whatever reason.. Whether it's opening up to them from a struggle your having, or even simply just inviting them to having lunch with you.. You act upon that involvement. Even if other people are already coming to the lunch. If someone involves you, it's because they need you and your support. It's as simple as that and it's not rocket science.

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Lolol

Friends Merchandise: http://bit.ly/1hr0rsz

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LMAO!

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It’s funny how Christians are so focused on unbelievers that they forget about their own family.

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November 03 2015

There’s always going to be someone who doesn’t feel loved enough Someone whose got their feelings hurt Someone whose afraid to be them self Someone who doesn’t like you Someone who isn’t easy to love Someone who feels unappreciated Someone who has bigger pride than humbleness Someone who lied

There’s always going to be some type of division Whether it’s obvious to the eye, Or hiding in the dark It’s there

But the question is Do you see it? And if you do What are you doing about it?

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I don't want anyone or anything to come before my savior. I'm sick and tired of giving myself away to serving, without thinking twice about it. Who knew serving can be used as a substitute of our relationship with God. Often we fall into this lie the enemy feeds us about actions over ruling our personal time with Christ. That's for lazy people .. But that's the thing about the enemy, he only has to feed it to us once as an escape route, to use it subsequently and continuously. I want to be filled with His love completely so I can move forward in my calling and my walk with Christ. I want to really know who He is, I want to be closer than ever before. I can't continue my walk with Christ genuinely and authentically if I'm not completely filled with His love. I don't want to be one of those fake Christians.

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😍

I “strobed” today & realized it looks exactly like highlight/contour minus all the effort lol

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10.08.2015

Have you noticed how easy sin is? It’s so accessible and mixed up like scrambled eggs. You can’t tell right from wrong anymore. It’s never black and white anymore. No one wants to find the truth anymore. What’s the point anymore?

Instead we take a pretty painted picture of a pretty bird with wings singing freedom that might look like the truth, that might set you free. But that’s the thing, this world promises you a whole lot of “maybe’s” and a whole lot of guarantees with a catch of prison food.

& By the time you notice the cage surrounding the pretty singing bird, it’ll be too late.

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