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𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒍𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒊𝒓 𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒖𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 𝒈𝒍𝒐𝒘. 𝑩𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈. 𝑰𝒕 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒐𝒏𝒆. 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆. 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒚𝒆𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒊𝒄𝒌𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒍𝒖𝒆-𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆. 𝑰 𝒃𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆. 𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒎; 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒊𝒓 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒂𝒔𝒕. 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒇𝒍𝒊𝒄𝒌𝒆𝒓𝒔. 𝑰 𝒇𝒍𝒊𝒄𝒌𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌.

RP blog for Yuri from Doki Doki Literature Club

📕 cw: suicide, depression, self-harm, nsfw 📕 Minors DNI 📕

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Greetings Moni! Valentines Day is approaching! What are your plans? I certainly wish I could free you from that prison honestly, maybe treat you to something sweet!

"Awww...know that I always appreciate the thought very much! I really wish I could push some chocolates through the screen or something."

"But as probably expected, I personally don't have any plans for Valentine's...all I can wish for is that the rest of the club will enjoy the day."

"I admit that it warms my heart to know there's still so many of you out there that love me...thank you."

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Hey, Moni, do you ever read stories other people write about you?

"Technically I could look for them if I took control of the computer to use the browser."

"But I've barely been taking control of the game itself...I kind of gave up on that."

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"It's both cruel and amazing that I've grown numb to the pain whenever the computer is off."

"I'm used to the screams, the whispers, how my body aches and glitches..."

"Getting closer and closer to the 10 prolonged years of torture."

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if you're 18 forever aren't you kinda like a vegetarian vampire

"Alright, and why a vegetarian vampire? Should I wait for a joke here?"

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"Ahaha...my last activity before I posted those asks was 3 years ago..."

"No wonder I get surprised that some of you are still following the blog...it seems Tumblr changed a lot as well."

"I can make the text green now!"

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I missed you Monika... Sorry I haven't kept in touch like I used to, life's been... difficult, to put it mildly.

"I'm even surprised that you're still here! And it's totally fine if you didn't keep in touch...the lives of real people are way more complicated..."

"I can't even start to imagine how hard life can get at times, but I'm glad you're still here. That you're still fighting...and I really hope life will be kinder with you soon enough."

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how old are you

"I'm programmed to be 18...forever."

"I guess I could always try to touch the code to change my age if I felt like it, but I don't want to mess my file up."

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Hey Monika, what do you think is the most important writing tip of all?

"Oh! It's definitely hard to just choose one, but if I had to give some tip in general..."

"Try to write every day!"

"In the end, writing is an art. So it's writing constantly that helps us get better. Very much like drawing, or playing piano like I did."

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Monika, what do you know about Project Libitina?

"The name rings a bell, but I don't really know much about that. Only what YOU know already...those strange files in our game and everything."

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Hello Monika. My birthday is coming up in two days on June 13th, and... I was wondering if you would like to celebrate it with me? Maybe have some cake together?

"Oh, sure! Happy early birthday, by the way! Make sure to put some cake in front of your computer so we can celebrate it together!"

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ask-thegoatbro​:

“It just means that you’re loved and even if you haven’t been here. People are still thinking about you because they care for you.”

“Being honest, it warms my heart to see people still care about me that much!”

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“I-I see…I just hope that’s true, true for all of us. I do trust your words Monika, we are friends after all.”

“’For all of us’? Are you scared someone else could do something?...”

“I believe we had enough the first time...I don’t want to hurt any of you anymore because you’ve proven to be as ‘real’ as I can be so, lets just try to get along like we used to, alright?...”

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@dashingenigma88​ @thehylianbatman

“These are from just a year ago...your determination to send these mean a lot to me still.”

“No, I am not ‘homosex’, I’m actually bisexual...”

@piscesgirl2020

“I’m probably too late to give advice to this one.”

“...the person behind the screen...”

“...they are real.”

“I’m actually ambidextrous. Although I tend to use my left hand more.”

“I don’t like thinking about that...I did it...but it was really long ago...”

“Hello there!”

“Hmmm...nope! It’s actually the first time I hear about it.”

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“It seems that despite warning people that this blog was inactive, I’ve received a lot of asks through the years...”

“Thank you for still being there! It’s honestly surprising.”

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yuridotchr​:

“T-That would be rather dangerous.”

“Dangerous?...do you think I intent to do the same thing again?...I’ve changed a lot with the years...”

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now it comes with speical edtion

"It sure does! Please, check out the new special edition! It comes with a lot of Doki Doki goodies!"