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when i pull out a mature response after an argument and they straight up ignore me

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I made this quite awhile ago. Three years of Preacher's Daughter. ♡

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"What that mouth do?" Go nonverbal.

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THE "VOID STATE"

What is the Void State?

The void state, aka pure consciousness or the "I am" state, is simply you being your true, original self: pure consciousness, nothing more. It’s not a magical place. It’s your natural state, your home, where you always return because it’s what you are.

You are pure consciousness, an energy experiencing the universe. Right now, you’re in a physical body with a name, experiencing senses like touch, smell, sight, taste, and hearing. But in the void state, none of that exists. There’s no body, no mind, no thoughts, emotions, beliefs, traumas, or labels. It’s just you: pure consciousness, existing. You’re simply you in your natural state.

This isn’t strange or special. When you’re not playing the role of a human, you’re just consciousness. There’s nothing more “you” than this state.

The void state or pure consciousness is NOT:

• SATS

• Falling asleep

• Meditating

• Floating in nothingness

• Having a sleeping body and an awake mind

• Being in theta, beta, or gamma states

• Deep relaxation

• A manifestation method

• A transition from conscious to subconscious mind

• The center of your mind

All of the above are completely incorrect. The void state is simply BEING consciousness. You’re not floating, you’re not in a place, you’re not asleep, you’re not meditating, you’re not in nothingness—you’re just consciousness.

What is the void for? What are the benefits?

• You fully connect with who you’ve always been.

• Absolute peace.

• You can manifest anything instantly.

Examples of things you can manifest:

• Eliminate depression, anxiety, or any mental disorder.

• Change your past.

• Change your appearance.

• Alter your genetics.

• Manifest waking up in this state every night.

• Manifest your future.

• Shift instantly to another reality.

• Have lucid dreams.

• A magical notebook where everything you write comes true.

• A magic word for manifesting or shifting.

As you can see, these are things you might never have imagined you could manifest. And as mentioned, anything you manifest in this state happens instantly. When you return to 3D awareness, you’ll see it. If it didn’t manifest, you weren’t in the void. You can’t fail in this state—your beliefs or assumptions don’t matter. If you truly entered this state, what you manifested is guaranteed to happen.

Why is manifestation instant in this state?

Because in this state, there’s no separation between you and what you desire. There’s no body, no mind, no time, no beliefs, no expectations, no limitations, no blocks, no resistance. It’s just you: pure consciousness, being.

In everyday reality, when we manifest, we do so from the mind, from an identity that believes it “needs something” or that “it will be reflected soon.” This creates separation: you here, your desire there. That distance creates the “process” or “waiting time” because you see it as something to achieve, something separate from you.

But in the void, there’s no distance. There’s no doubting mind, no beliefs, no resistance, no mental filters—nothing interferes. It’s just consciousness. The moment you decide, affirm, or desire something, it becomes part of you. You don’t attract it or wait for it—you ARE it. And by being it, it manifests. What you say and what you are become one.

Main characteristics of this state:

• No sight, hearing, smell, touch, or taste.

• No labels, nothing has form or definition.

• No traumas.

• No time—no past, present, or future.

• No body.

• No emotions.

• Only peace, calm, and neutrality—not because you feel “good” or “happy,” but because you simply ARE, and nothing is missing.

Is it dangerous?

No.

What does pure consciousness look like?

It doesn’t “look” like anything. You have no eyes, you’re not anywhere, there’s nothing to see—you’re just consciousness. This scares some people. But if you want, you can visualize landscapes or galaxies.

How do I know if I’ve reached it?

You’ll know the moment you enter because you’ll have none of your five senses and feel absolute peace. Don’t worry about not noticing—it’s unmistakable.

How do I manifest in this state?

You can manifest by affirming, visualizing, deciding, thinking, or simply desiring something. For example, to change your eye color, you could say: “My eyes are green.” And that’s it.

So, how do you “enter” in this state?

You don’t “enter” it because you’re already there. You simply stop paying attention to everything else: the world, your body, your worries. It’s like watching TV and lowering the volume to hear silence. The silence was always there—you just had to turn down the noise.

How do I put this into practice?

Focus on being aware that you exist, without adding anything to it. Do this in a way that works for you.

Think about how you learn or enjoy daily activities. Are you a visual, auditory, writing, or tactile learner? What resonates with you? What works?

• Visual: Did you learn best with mind maps, diagrams, or imagining lessons as stories?

Methods: Visualization, imagination, creating scenarios.

• Auditory: Did you learn by listening to explanations, recording lectures, debating, or memorizing out loud?

Methods: Subliminals, affirmations, affirmation tapes, inner dialogue.

• Writing: Did you benefit from detailed notes, summaries, or lists to organize your studies?

Methods: Scripting, journaling.

• Physical: Did you focus better by highlighting books, using flashcards, or moving while studying?

Methods: Meditations, tapping.

There’s no “right” way, and you can use more than one.

My favorite method: The Law of Assumption

It’s not a method per se, but it’s essential and won’t fail you.

What is the Law of Assumption?

Whatever you assume to be true or false is reflected in your reality.

How to assume?

You can assume by visualizing, imagining, deciding, thinking, acknowledging, saying, accepting, or affirming that something is true or that you already have it.

How to manifest?

• Choose your desire.

• Assume it’s already yours.

• Done—it’s yours.

To apply it to the void state, simply assume you’ve already entered, that you enter every night, that saying a phrase gets you there, or that affirming once is enough—whatever you want.

After assuming, stay firm in it. Keep choosing thoughts aligned with your assumption and don’t contradict it. You’ve already succeeded��don’t betray yourself by thinking otherwise.

Inducing this state is easy. It’s as natural as sleeping, breathing, or your heartbeat. One reason people don’t achieve it is because they overthink it.

When you understand that pure consciousness is literally just being conscious, you’ll see that complicating it is pointless.

What if I don’t succeed?

Don’t overcomplicate it. People don’t “enter” because they think it’s super complex, like learning to fly. But it’s as natural as sleeping or breathing.

Overthinking creates resistance. Think of it like floating in a pool: relax, and you float; tense up, and you sink.

You don’t have to follow anyone else’s steps or fit into a method. They’re just ideas to find what you enjoy.

If you prefer sitting with your eyes open and listening to music, do it. If you like imagining while listening to rain, great. The key is to stop looking outside and focus inward on what works for you.

It’s your home. You don’t have to “go” there because you never left.

So, relax and try it your way. It’s like being a kid and playing without rules.

The next time you hear “void state” or “pure consciousness,” remember it’s not a place, a ritual, or a method. It’s your natural state, before any thought or identity. Just consciousness. Just you.

And when you recognize yourself as that consciousness, there’s nothing you can’t be, have, or experience. Not because you found a cosmic “trick” or universal secret, but because you’ve always created your life. Now you know it.

There’s no right or wrong way—only what feels natural to you.

It’s not about doing it "correctly"; it’s about being.

You are consciousness. You already know how to return to yourself. Trust that.

The most important thing is to do what truly feels good to you, not just copy what others do.

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make you mine 🧎🏼‍♀️

Nishimura Riki - 05 line!

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what they don't tell you about making friends is you gotta be a lil annoying. you gotta push past the fear of "what if they don't want to talk to me" and simply ask someone how their day is going, send a meme. you cannot connect to people if you're both just awkwardly waiting for the other to start.

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scrolling down to remember i got 200 followers from making kpop moodboards is very nostalgic and brings me back to times when i wished i was dead

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RECLAIMING DISCIPLINE CAN LOOK LIKE:

• keeping small + manageable promises to yourself daily

• healing your attention span (ex: reading books, watching movies without scrolling, letting yourself be bored)

• moving from "I'll try" to "I will"

• reframing pain + difficulty as often where the growth happens

• showing up as the person you want to be

• making mindful & nourishing choices VS choices that result in instant gratification

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ways to live: h. iwaizumi

he’s depressed. she’s depressed. it’s all they ever talk about. she’s willing to try anything to feel better. he’s less optimistic

pairings: iwaizumi x f!reader

status: completed, uploading all the chapters today & then disappearing again

tags/warnings: online friends to lovers, blended smau (every chapter has written parts), university au, mini-series, happy ending, hurt/comfort, lots and lots of frank discussions on mental health, depression tweets, casual discussions of suicidal ideation (no death or sh), disordered behaviors, recovery

taglist: i’m not doing one please do not ask to be added

prologue: the list

chapter one: exercise

chapter two: nurture yourself with good nutrition

chapter three: connect with a support system

chapter four: help yourself by helping others

chapter five: demonstrate gratitude

moodboard by @causenessus

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☆ on repeat ☆ t. kageyama smau

⋆｡°✩in which yn just got out of a bad breakup, and the only thing helping her is this one song on repeat ⋆｡°✩

main masterlist

tags: tobio kageyama x f!reader, university au, strangers to friends to lovers

warnings: foul language, gross jokes, sexual jokes, conflict, violence, cringe; everyone probably will be out of character, please note warnings may change as story progresses, and to check each chapter for individual warnings

rules: blank blogs will be blocked !! minors dni

taglist: closed

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status: complete

pinterest board by @garden-of-bri

yn style guide

introductions: oh my god they were roommates | roommates to lovers

part one: is she hot part two: body shots [✐] part three: pathetic men part four: girl time part five: blood oath part six: breakfast part seven: bed bugs part eight: my bisexual prince part nine: linked up part ten: tsukkinoyahinyamyn [✐] part eleven: something shifted part twelve: a bet part thirteen: weird and serious part fourteen: antonios part fifteen: bothered. unmoisturized. anxious. part sixteen: toothpaste and iodine [✐] part seventeen: okay i love you part eighteen: mini epilogue

daily click for palestine 🇵🇸

moodboard/description for on repeat from @causenessus

"the actual definition of domesticity. just pure love. definitely love languages are in this aesthetic. i'm getting a lot of gift giving vibes. BUT AGAIN DOMESTICITY!! just kageyama being in love and a sucker for y/n. he's behind her at every moment in case she needs anything, holding her bags for her and always there to be a scary guard dog to anyone looking despite being a sweetheart and melting the moment y/n is looking at him or asking something. the kind of people who would both come up to a grandma and help her cross the street or carry things for her <3 they're happy as long as they're together. they remind me of this one video i've had saved for years in my phones that goes along the lines of "when you're a kid you think your parents are soulmates. my kids are going to be right about that." (ik that isn't always applicabale to family dynamics like i would rather die than have kids but i personally think it's even more impactful thinking about it as "my parents were so messed up but i'm going to meet my soulmate. i'm going to be with someone that people see us together and think that we're soulmates. i'm going to find someone that loves me.") songs that come to mind are the cuco's wannabewithu and songs4u albums but also work song simply bc of how lovesick it is and loverboy"

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“i can’t do this anymore” says a girl who is not only going to do it but do it well

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why do i keep getting attracted?

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the sound of crashing waves, your laughter

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heuning kai packs

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pop, pop, pop, you want it?

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the girl you’ve been hearing about, that’s me, Jennie!

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៸៸ ㇏ ᩠͡♡ IU – P ⊹