monster-tree

[monster-tree]

spiral by kein, kanji, romaji & translation [ENG]

Kanji

「重い」「苦しい」太陽まで切り付ける

歪む表情は感情のどれを見せてる？

呼吸を止めて倒れただけ同じ日々に戻る

飲むのを止めて倒れただけ同じ苦痛に戻る

どうか幸せに愛するものに囲まれ

どうか気をつけて誰の報い受けてる？

「消える」「聞こえない」記憶まで塗りす

計る倫理は誰の為の罪条と規律

存在理由 償えば同じ日々に戻る

存在理由 許すべきと？元には戻らない

どうか幸せに愛するものに囲まれ

どうか気をつけて誰の報い受けてる？

どうか幸せに愛するものに囲まれ

どうか気をつけて償いを誰に向けてる？

許されていい許しはしない

代償はここにある同じ事実

許されていい許しはしない

贖罪は無関係 同じ理解を

赦されていい許さない

赦されていい許さない

Romaji

「omoi」「kurushii」taiyou made kiritsukeru

yugamu hyoujou wa kanjou no dore wo miseteru？

kokyuu wo tomete taoreta dake onaji hibi ni modoru

nomu no yamete taoreta dake onaji kutsuu ni modoru

douka shiawase ni aisuru mono ni kakomare

douka ki wo tsukete dare no mukui uketeru？

「kieru」「kikoenai」kioku made nurisu

hakaru rinri wa dare no tame no zaijou to kiritsu

sonzai riyuu tsugunaeba onaji hibi ni modoru

sonzai riyuu yurusubeki to？moto ni wa modoranai

douka shiawase ni aisuru mono ni kakomare

douka ki wo tsukete dare no mukui uketeru？

douka shiawase ni aisuru mono ni kakomare

douka ki wo tsukete tsugunai wo dare ni muketeru？

yurusarete ii yurushi wa shinai

daishou wa koko ni aru onaji jijitsu

yurusarete ii yurushi wa shinai

shokuzai wa mukankei onaji rikai wo

yurusarete ii yurusanai

yurusarete ii yurusanai

Translation [ENG]

"Heaviness" "Pain" cutting at until the rise of the sun

Which emotion is showing on the distorted expression?

When I stop breathing and break down, only the same old days return

When I stop taking medicine and break down, only the same old pain returns

May the happiness and things you love surround you

Be careful whose retribution is received

"Vanished" "Unheard" even the memories are painted

For whose guilts and punishments are ethics measured?

The purpose of existence is the thought that after atonement, the known everyday will return

Should the forgiveness serve the purpose of existence? The past cannot return

May the happiness and things you love surround you

Be careful whose retribution is received

May the happiness and things you love surround you

Be careful who are you bowing to

I can be forgiven, but I don't want it

The truth is that the price is all the same

I can be forgiven, but I don't want it

Irrelevant atonement and the same understanding

Can be, can't be forgiven

Can be, can't be forgiven

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DEADMAN TRANSLATION

Indexed by albums

genealogie der moral

in the cabinet

mayonaka no hakucho

rabid dog

shizukana kuchizuke

mitsubachi

the dead come walking

neko to blanket, yorisoi meguriau ubugoe

zero

shukushu

i am here

himawari

oboreru sakana

monster tree

doris kara no tegami

arizuka

kaneha naru

no alternative

moumoku no hane to hoshi wo te ni

dorisu kara no tegami

circus

arizuka

in the direction of sunrise and night light

rip roll soil

raison d'être

when the saints go marching in

additional cause for sorrow

follow the night light

this day.this rain.

site of scaffold

oboreru sakana

sakura to ame

amefuri no himawari

amefuri no warui yume

himawari

 °C

degreeds centigrade

monster tree

All my deadman/kein/mako related translations are here

[monster-tree]

raison d'être by deadman, kanji & translation [ENG]

Kanji

逆撫でる痛みは どうやらハートが腐りだしてる

繋げる身体で他人の嫌な夢を見る

Tonight もうモルヒネでは効き目が無い

To dance 廃人 manifestation of toxicity

度重なる苦悩は どうやらハートが腐りだしてる

繋がる命で 自分の嫌な限界が

Tonight もうモルヒネでは効き目が無い

To dance 廃人 今では終わらせない

Raison d'être, raison d'être, say yet

決めてるのはdestinyじゃない

Raison d'être, raison d'être yet

赤い絲は繋げるもの

Raison d'être, raison d'être, say yet

決めてるのはdestinyじゃない

Raison d'être, raison d'être, yet

鼓動が消えるまで

蟲む身体は もう欠片ででしかない

誰かを照らす 星屑になる前に

Raison d'être, raison d'être, say yet

決めてるのはdestinyじゃない

Raison d'être, raison d'être, yet

赤い絲は繋げるもの

Raison d'être, raison d'être, say yet

決めてるのはdestinyじゃない

Raison d'être, raison d'être, yet

鼓動が消えるまで

扉を 扉の

扉が欲しい

Translation [ENG] - reason of being

Disturbing pain causes decay of my heart

Tied to this body, I experience nightmares of others

Tonight the morphine does not work anymore

To dance. Cripple. Manifestation of toxicity.

Repetitive anguish causes decay of my heart

I am tied by my own repulsive restraints

Tonight the morphine does not work anymore

To dance. Cripple. It cannot be stopped

Raison d'être, raison d'être, say yet

The destiny is decided

Raison d'être, raison d'être yet

Everything is connected by the red string of fate

Raison d'être, raison d'être, say yet

The destiny is decided

Raison d'être, raison d'être, yet

Until the last throb of pulse

This consumed by bugs body is in mere fragments

Before becoming stardust shining on someone

Raison d'être, raison d'être, say yet

The destiny is decided

Raison d'être, raison d'être, yet

Everything is connected by the red string of fate

Raison d'être, raison d'être, say yet

The destiny is decided

Raison d'être, raison d'être, yet

Until the last throb of pulse

I want the door

To open

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宿主 by deadman, kanji, romaji & translation [ENG]

Kanji

何度も裂ける唇から 重く想いが見える

何度も描いた絵画から 重く絶望が見える

I have no clue. don’t.

I have no clue. don’t.

身体中這いずる音 逆流する悲鳴

整理の付かない感情 痛みが掻き乱す

変わらない仮説のまま なぜ？

日に日に失う血肉から 深く想いが見える

日に日に失う視界から 深く絶望が見える

身体中這いずる音 逆流する悲鳴

得体の知れない恐怖に身震いが止まらない

薄気味悪く笑うもの 暗がり隠れてる

“束の間”ほらもう一度「見られてる？」

なぜ？

小さな灯り

弱々しく吸い込む

小さな灯り

なぜ？

其処に居るのは誰？

離れも近づきもしない

「お前は私のもの」

knock it off! knock it off! knock it off!

「逃がさない」

Romaji

nando mo sakeru kuchibiru kara omoku omoi ga mieru

nando mo egaita kaiga kara omoku zetsubou ga mieru

I have no clue. don’t.

I have no clue. don’t.

karadajuu haizuru oto gyakuryuu suru himei

seiri no tsukanai kanjou itami ga kakimidasu

kawaranai kasetsu no mama naze？

hi ni hi ni ushinau chiniku kara fukaku omoi ga mieru

hi ni hi ni ushinau shikai kara fukaku zetsubou ga mieru

karadajuu haizuru oto gyakuryuu suru himei

etai no shirenai kyoufu ni miburui ga tomaranai

usukimiwaruku warau mono kuragari kakureteru

“tsuka no ma”hora mou ichido「mirareteru？」

naze？

chiisana akari

yowayowa shiku suikomu

chiisana akari

naze？

sonotokoro ni iru no wa dare？

hanare mo chikazuki mo shinai

「omae wa watashi no mono」

knock it off! knock it off! knock it off!

「nigasanai」

Translation - Parasite's Host

Heavy feelings can be seen from the repeatedly split lips

Heavy despair can be seen from the repeatedly drawn painting

I have no clue. don’t.

I have no clue. don’t.

Sound crawling in the body, recoiled scream

Disordered emotions, agitating pain

The hypothesis remains unchanged - why?

Deep feelings can be seen from the repeatedly lost flesh and blood

Deep despair can be seen from the repeatedly lost sight

Sound crawling in the body, recoiled scream

The shivering from unknown fear cannot stop

Something that hides in the darkness laughs eerily

“Moment” one more look “Are you watching me?”

Why?

A little light

Weak inhale

A little light

Why?

Who is in there?

Neither leaving nor approaching

“You are mine”

knock it off! knock it off! knock it off!

“I won’t let you go”

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零 by deadman, kanji, romaji & translation [ENG]

Kanji

迫害、レイシズム、侵略の音押し迫る

to turn the world over

小さく君が笑った「意思を継いで食い止める」

to turn the world over

liberate

死は鴻毛より軽いものと覚悟せよ

to turn the world over

「宜教師及び彼らの目論見は

神の名を語った非道による装、

共存する思考はない 腐食する病原体、

繰り返す 腐食する病原体」

liberate

生まれ変わるなら この世界と言える慈愛を君に死して天国を夢見るより この世界に愛の言葉を生まれ変わるなら この世界と言える慈愛を君と死して天国を夢見るより この世界に愛の言葉を

liberty

死は鴻毛より軽いものと覚悟せよ

to turn the world over

小さく君は笑った「最期まで抵抗する」

to turn the world over

liberate

LOVE

Romaji

hakugai, reishizumu, shinryaku no oto oshisemaru

to turn the world over

chiisaku kimi ga waratta 「ishi wo tsuide kuitomeru」

to turn the world over

liberate

shi wa koumou yori karui mono to kakugo seyo

to turn the world over

「mube kyoushi oyobi karera no mokuromi wa

Kami no na wo katatta hidou ni yoru sou、

kyouzon suru shikou wa nai fushoku suru byougentai、

kurikaesu fushoku suru byougentai」

liberate

umare kawaru nara kono sekai to ieru jiai wo kimi ni

shi shite tengoku wo yumemiru yori kono sekai ni ai no kotoba wo

umare kawaru nara kono sekai to ieru jiai wo kimi to

shi shite tengoku wo yumemiru yori kono sekai ni ai no kotoba wo

liberty

shi wa koumou yori karui mono to kakugo seyo

to turn the world over

chiisaku kimi wa waratta「saigo made teikou suru」

to turn the world over

liberate

LOVE

Translation - Zero

Approaching noise of invasion, racism and oppression

to turn the world over

You laughed softly “I will carry out your wish and resist”

to turn the world over

liberate

Prepare yourself for death and it will be lighter than a feather

to turn the world over

“Undoubtedly the teachers and their plans

Are clad in darkness atrocities spoken in the name of a god

No thoughts can coexist and the pathogen is corroding

Repeat, the pathogen is corroding”

liberate

If I am reborn, I will give you something that this world calls love

You’d rather dream of heaven after death than words of love in this world

If we are reborn, I will give you something that this world calls love

You’d rather dream of heaven after death than words of love in this world

liberty

Prepare yourself for death and it will be lighter than a feather

to turn the world over

You laughed softly “I will resist until the end”

to turn the world over

liberate

LOVE

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the dead come walking by deadman, kanji, romaji & translation [ENG]

Kanji

理想のエゴイズム oh I love you

事実と想像する嫌悪

理想のエゴイズム. oh I hate you

雑音のdays

希望のエゴイズム oh I love you

事実と想像する嫌悪

理想のエゴイズム oh I hate you

虚像への敬愛

今日の君は誰？ どうでもいい 興味もない

I don’t care I don’t care

今度の君は誰？ どうでもいい 興味もない

I don’t care I don’t care

弱者が強いふりをする序列

優劣と善悪のカオス

the dead come walking

Baby

希望のエゴイズム うんざりなんだ

理想のエゴイズム oh I hate you

虚像への敬愛

今日の君は誰？ imitation 馬鹿げてる

I don’t care I don’t care

今夜の君は君 過ちも欠点ごと

抱きしめて大好きさ

弱者が強いふりをする序列

優劣と善悪のカオス

the dead come walking

Baby

Romaji

risou no egoizumu oh I love you

jijitsu to souzou suru keno

risou no egoizumu oh I hate you

zatsuon no days

kibou no egoizumu oh I love you

jijitsu to souzou suru keno

risou no egoizumu oh I hate you

kyozou he no keiai

kyou no kimi wa dare？ doudemo ii kyoumi mo nai

I don’t care I don’t care

kondo no kimi wa dare？ doudemo ii kyoumi mo nai

I don’t care I don’t care

jakusha ga tsuyoi furi wo suru joretsu

yuuretsu to zenaku no kaosu

the dead come walking

Baby

kibou no egoizumu unzari nanda

risou no egoizumu oh I hate you

kyozou he no keiai

kyou no kimi wa dare？ imitation bakageteru

I don’t care I don’t care

konya no kimi wa kimi ayamachi mo ketten goto

dakishimete daisukisa

jakusha ga tsuyoi furi wo suru joretsu

yuuretsu to zenaku no kaosu

the dead come walking

Baby

Translation

Egoism of ideal, oh I love you

Reality and imagined hatred

Egoism of ideal, oh I hate you

Noisy days

Egoism of hope, oh I love you

Reality and imagined hatred

Egoism of ideal, oh I hate you

Adoration turns into an illusion

Who are you today? I don’t care, I am not interested

I don’t care I don’t care

Who are you the next time? I don’t care, I am not interested

I don’t care I don’t care

A hierarchy in which weak pretend to be strong

Chaos of superiority, inferiority, good and evil

the dead come walking

Baby

Egoism of hope makes me sick

Egoism of ideal, oh I hate you

Adoration turns into an illusion

Who are you today? Foolish imitation

I don’t care I don’t care

Tonight you are you, with all your faults and flaws

I embrace and love you

A hierarchy in which weak pretend to be strong

Chaos of superiority, inferiority, good and evil

the dead come walking

Baby

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ミツバチ by deadman, kanji, romaji & translation [ENG]

Kanji

guess what? listen!

王様はテロリスト

毒薬をパンと水に

貧しい民からどうぞ

guess what? listen!

王様はテロリスト

災害兵器乱射

犠牲者と遺族に涙

懺悔を聞く神父と悪魔

黄金色のまやかしから飛ぶ蜜蜂

Fly 壊れるまで

祈るな叫べ 壊れるまで

Fly 壊れるまで

祈るな叫べ 壊れるまで

翅音．ミツバチ

Fly 壊れるまで

翅音。ミツバチ

Romaji

guess what? listen!

ousama wa terorisuto

dokuyaku wo pan to mizu ni

mazushii tami kara douzou

guess what? listen!

ousama wa terorisuto

saigai heiki ransha

giseisha to izoku ni namida

zange wo kiku shinpu to akuma

koganeiru no mayakashi kara tobu mitsubachi

Fly kowareru made

inoru na sakebe kowareru made

Fly kowareru made

inoru na sakebe kowareru made

haoto motsubachi

Fly kowareru made

haoto motsubachi

Translation - Honeybee

guess what? listen!

King is a terrorist

Bread and water are poisoned

Please take them from the poor

guess what? listen!

King is a terrorist

Disaster, weapon, shooting

Victim and survived family in tears

Priest and devil listening to the confession

Honeybee flying from the golden deception

Fly until shattering

Don’t pray but shout until breaking

Fly until shattering

Don’t pray but shout until shattering

Flapping wings. Honeybee

Fly until shattering

Flapping wings. Honeybee

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rabid dog by deadman, kanji, romaji & translation [ENG]

Kanji

振動共にぶらり回る 意識のない顔

暗がりの中を滑り走るジェットコースター

木馬に乗りゆさゆさする 血の気の無い身体

「言い訳に何の意味があるのかな？」

ワイヤーに首ぶらり絡む 光のない瞳

ニードルに向い滑り走るジェットコースター

回るミキサー詰まるミンチ 骨の軋む音

「命は何処に消えて行くのかな？」

Why did you give birth

Why did you want me

I never for give you

Don’t die like garbage

worth it?

事新しい もも、腕、脳、むね、

生まれた理由に計りがシーソー

肉片シーソー バラバラ死相

worth it?

事新しい肌、目、鼻、口、

自殺を夢見る子供がシーソー

生肉シーソー バラバラ理想

軋むローラー 拘束器具モーターの叫び

目隠ししたまま裁断機の前 爆音のチキンレース

軋む胴体 拘束器具 ファミリーの叫び

暗がりの中を滑り走る

「あの子はどれだったかな～？」

Why did you give birth

Why did you want me

I never for give you

Tell call me dear dad

Please call me many times

Don’t die like garbage

worth it?

事新しい もも、腕、脳、むね、

生まれた理由に計りがシーソー

肉片シーソー バラバラ死相

worth it?

事新しい肌、目、鼻、口、

自殺を夢見る子供がシーソー

生肉シーソー バラバラ理想

I give a value

Romaji

Shindou tomo ni burari mawaru ishiki no nai kao

Kuragari no naka wo suberi hashiru jettokōsutā

Mokuba ni nori yusa yusa suru chi no ke no nai karada

「iiwake ni nani no imi ga aru no kana？」

Waiyā ni kubi burari karamu hikari no nai hitomi

nīdoru ni mukai? suberi hashiru jettokōsutā

mawaru mikisā tsumaru minchi kotsu no kishimu oto

「inocha wa doko ni kiete iku no ka na？」

Why did you give birth

Why did you want me

I never for give you

Don’t die like garbage

worth it?

koto atarashii momo, ude, nou, mune

umareta riyuu ni hakari ga shīsō

nikuhen shīsō barabara shīsō

worth it?

koto atarashii hada, me, hana, kuchi

jisatsu wo yumemiru kodomo ga shīsō

seiniku shīsō barabara risou

kishimu rōrā kousoku kigu mōtā no sakebi

mekakushi shita mama saidanki no zen bakuon no chikinrēsu

kishimu doutai kousoku kigu famirī no sakebi

kuragari no naka wo suberi hashiru

「ano ko wa dore datta kana～？」

Why did you give birth

Why did you want me

I never for give you

Tell call me dear dad

Please call me many times

Don’t die like garbage

worth it?

koto atarashii momo ude, nou, mune

umareta riyuu ni hakari ga shīsō

nikuhen shīsō barabara shisou

worth it?

koto atarashii hada, me, hana, kuchi

jisatsu wo yumemiru kodomo ga shīsō

seiniku shīsō barabara risou

I give a value

Translation

An unconscious face dangling around from vibrations

Sliding within darkness rollercoaster

A bloodless body swaying on a wooden horse

What is the point of making excuses?

Lightless eyes of a hanged, dangling on a wire head

In a spinning mixer minced meat gets stuck and bones creak

Where does life disappear to?

Why did you give birth

Why did you want me

I never for give you

Don’t die like garbage

worth it?

New thighs, arms, brain, chest

Seesaw weights the reasons of being born

In the face of death, seesaw scatters pieces of meat

worth it?

New skin, eyes, nose, mouth

On a seesaw, child dreams of a suicide

Raw meat on a seesaw scatters ideals

Creaking roller, restraints and scream of an engine

Blindfolded in front of a guillotine, explosion of a chicken game*

Creaking body, restraints and scream of a family

Sliding into darkness

Which child was that?

Why did you give birth

Why did you want me

I never for give you

Tell call me dear dad

Please call me many times

Don’t die like garbage

worth it?

New thighs, arms, brain, chest

Seesaw weights the reasons of being born

In the face of death, seesaw scatters pieces of meat

worth it?

New skin, eyes, nose, mouth

On a seesaw, child dreams of a suicide

Raw meat on a seesaw scatters ideals

I give a value

*chicken game is a game when two sides are taking dangerous and drastic measures against each other to see who will give up first. Basically that line describes it well - scream of an engine is meant to be a car’s engine (in this chicken game two cars are driving right into each other. Because no one chickens out and gives up, there is most likely a deathly collision thus the next line which says about explosion and scream of a family

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真夜中の白鳥 by deadman, kanji, romaji & translation [ENG]

Kanji

根底，不安定、惰性の現状で無関心

肯定，不透明、希望も失望も自己の理由

道理、不条理、醜悪さの根源は日常

公正、異常性、残虐さに慣れて他人の事

あぁ白鳥 黒い水を浴びる

血の薫る湖

もう壊して仕舞おう

地獄の終わり 見届けていて

繋いだその手 捕まえていてね

好きさ love you love you

もう泣かなくてもいい

愛するものを離さないでね

見届けていて 灰になる世界の終わり

罠に掛かるbambino

All lives are worth the same as any other

耳の無い箱庭うさぎ

All lives are worth the same as any other

もう壊して仕舞おう

地獄の終わり 見届けていて

繋いだその手 捕まえていてね

好きさ love you love you

もう泣かなくてもいい

愛するものを離さないでね

見届けていて 灰になる世界の終わり

Romaji

Kontei, fuantei, dasei no genjou de mukanshin

Koutei, futoumei, kibou mo shitsubou mo jiko no riyuu

Douri, fujouri, shuuakusa no kongen wa nichijou

Kousei, ijousei, zangyakusa ni narete tanin no koto

Aa hakuchou kuroi mizu wo abiru

Chi no kaoru mizuumi

Mou kowashite shima ou

Jigoku no owari mitodokete ite

Tsunaida sono te tsukamaete ite ne

Sukisa love you love you

Mou nakanakute mo ii

Aisuru mono wo hanasanaide ne

Mitodokete ite hai ni naru sekai no owari

Wana ni kakaru bambino

All lives are worth the same as any other

Mimi no nai hakoniwa usagi

All lives are worth the same as any other

Mou kowashite shima ou

Jigoku no owari mitodokete ite

Tsunaida sono te tsukamaete ite ne

Sukisa love you love you

Mou nakanakute mo ii

Aisuru mono wo hanasanaide ne

Mitodokete ite hai ni naru sekai no owari

Translation [ENG] - Swan of Midnight

Inertia from the core, insecurity, habitual current state

One's motives are affirmation, obscurity, both aspiration and disappointment

Everyday life is the core of ugliness, reason, absurd

Getting used to cruelty, justice, abnormality around

Oh, a swan submerged in black water

Blood scented lake

Let’s wreck it already

Making sure of the end of Hell

Catching onto those chained hands

I love you love you love you

You don’t need to cry anymore

Don’t let go of what you love, alright?

Making sure that the world will turn to ash

Caught in a trap bambino*

All lives are worth the same as any other

Miniature rabbit without ears

All lives are worth the same as any other

Let’s wreck it already

Making sure of the end of Hell

Catching onto those chained hands

I love you love you love you

You don’t need to cry anymore

Don’t let go of what you love, alright?

Making sure that the world will turn to ash

* A child or baby, especially a representation in art of the infant Christ wrapped in swaddling clothes.

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Adding romaji to deadman songs from new album ✨

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in the cabinet by deadman, kanji & translation [ENG] & romaji + my take

Kanji

沈黙と無機質な自覚の無い着せ替え人形

真っ白い塊の血の気の無い着せ替え人形

沈黙と無機質な意識の無い着せ替え人形

真っ黒な心臓の血の通わない着飾り人形

沈黙と無機質な自覚の無い着せ替え人形

真っ白い塊の血の気の無い着せ替え人形

沈黙と無機質な意識の無い着せ替え人形

真っ黒な心臓の血の通わない着飾り人形

分裂する人格がバラバラ

寄生虫の人格がバラバラ

鳥葬台悪夢か幻覚か

百舌鳥の贅貼り付けのエサ

分裂症 in the cabinet

鳥葬台悪夢か幻覚か

ひとばしらは誰への供物

鳥葬台悪夢か幻覚か

百舌鳥の贄貼り付けのエサ

分裂症 寄生虫

分裂症 in the cabinet

青い鳥が俺を運ぶ幻想、幻覚の現実

青い鳥が君を運ぶ幻触、幻聴の鳥籠

青い鳥が俺を運ぶ幻想、幻覚の現実

青い鳥が君を運ぶ幻触、幻聴の鳥籠

青い鳥が俺を運ぶ幻想、幻覚の現実

青い鳥が君を運ぶ鳥籠へ

脳内 人格 in the cabinet

Translation [ENG] - in the cabinet

Silent and inhuman, devoid of self-awareness doll

Bloodless, made out of pure white mass doll

Silent and inhuman, unconscious doll

Doll with pitch black heart and no blood circulation

Silent and inhuman, devoid of self-awareness doll

Bloodless, made out of pure white mass doll

Silent and inhuman, unconscious doll

Doll with pitch black heart and no blood circulation

Split personality, scattering

Parasite's personality, scattering

Is the sky burial platform a nightmare or hallucination?

Luxurious bait for common blackbird

Schizophrenia in the cabinet

Is the sky burial platform a nightmare or hallucination?

Whom is the human sacrifice offered to?

Is the sky burial platform a nightmare or hallucination?

Luxurious bait for common blackbird

Schizophrenia parasite

Schizophrenia in the cabinet

An illusion of carrying me blue bird, reality of hallucination

The tactile hallucinations of carrying you blue bird, the auditory hallucination of birdcage

An illusion of carrying me blue bird, reality of hallucination

The tactile hallucinations of carrying you blue bird, the auditory hallucination of birdcage

An illusion of carrying me blue bird, reality of hallucination

Bluebird carrying you to the birdcage

Imaginary personality in the cabinet

Romaji

Chinmoku to mukishitsuna jikaku no nai kisekae ningyou

Masshiroi katamari no chi no ki ? no nai kisekae ningyou

Chinmoku to mukishitsuna ishiki no nai kisekae ningyou

Makkurona shinzou no chi no kayowanai kikazari ningyou

Chinmoku to mukishitsuna jikaku no nai kisekae ningyou

Masshiroi katamari no chi no ki ? no nai kisekae ningyou

Chinmoku to mukishitsuna ishiki no nai kisekae ningyou

Makkurona shinzou no chi no kayowanai kikazari ningyou

Bunretsu suru jinkaku ga barabara

Kiseichyu no jinkaku ga barabara

Tori sou dai akumu ka genkaku ka

Mozutori no zei haritsuke no esa

Bunretsu shou in the cabinet

Tori sou dai akumu ka genkaku ka

Hitobashira wa dare he no kumotsu

Tori sou dai akumu ka genkaku ka

Mozutori no zei haritsuke no esa

Bunretsu shou kiseichyu

Bunretsu shou in the cabinet

Aoi tori ga ore wo hakobu gensou genkaku no genjitsu

Aoi tori ga kimi wo hakobu genshoku genchou no torikago

Aoi tori ga ore wo hakobu gensou genkaku no genjitsu

Aoi tori ga kimi wo hakobu genshoku genchou no torikago

Aoi tori ga ore wo hakobu gensou genkaku no genjitsu

Aoi tori ga kimi wo hakobu torikago he

Nou nai jinkaku in the cabinet

My take on the lyrics:

I have so much to say about this song because it has so many meanings on so many different layers.

So, let's start with the doll - a couple of times in the lyrics the words "schizophrenia" are said. The doll, therefore, can be a symbolism of someone living trapped in their own sick mind. They can't get away from it, can't escape, and in the end it turns them into nothing but a doll, lifeless, dependent, dead on the inside. The mentioned parasite can also be some sort of a description of a mental illness which lives inside of the head, brain, destroying it.

Now, the split, scattered personality - of a sick person, scattered personality of a parasite - to me it's sickness going around the body as the very small parts of a big entity. One doesn't know if the things are happening in reality or are just hallucinations.

Now something really fucking interesting because SO many birds are mentioned. Let's start with the common black bird - it symbolises luck, it is an omen of good changes and therefore, luring it in, giving it a luxurious bait it like inviting luck and good things to finally happen. The same goes with blue bird - they are generally associated with the concepts of joy, happiness, and harmony, symbol of hope and positivity. Only the illusion of this bird keeps one going and they hold onto it for their dear life. But, being this detached and this tied to an illusion is like caging oneself - thus the mention of the birdcage, of being locked by a bluebird rather than it bringing one to happiness.

And then, the lyrics also mention sky burial - which literally means bird-scattered and is a funeral practice when the corpses are placed high up to decompose, which results in wild animals and birds eating the flesh.

One interpretation in my opinion is like, the schizophrenic person imagining oneself this scenario - thus they are unsure if it's nightmare or hallucination.

But from the other side, it may also describe a person undergoing this scenario after death - and a doll in this case would mean a corpse, and everything else would be the thoughts of scattered consciousness that remain long enough to witness that end.

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静かなくちづけ by deadman, kanji & translation [ENG] & romaji

Kanji

包む気配 触れる

温度 伝う

抱き寄せて love you

喪失の突然は化粧

受け取った温度が霧

書き替える突然は化粧

瞳に君は居ない

you are the reason I lived

昨日の約束

you are the reason I lived

白い息

I wish you come see me

側に居る思い出じゃない事実が欲しい

I wish you come see me

くちづけ 花束

答えは聞こえない

何度繰り返しても

教えて欲しい

幸せで居るのかを

包む気配 笑って 笑う

抱きよせてlove you

I wish you come see me

側に居て 思い出じゃない事実が欲しい

I wish you come see me

笑ってる 思い出じゃない今が欲しい

I wish you come see me

またいつか じゃ嫌なんだ

I wish you come see me

またいつか じゃ嫌なんだ

Translation [ENG] - Tranquil Kiss

I can feel being enveloped

and the warmth that follows it

Hold me close love you

Loss is under a veneer of abruptness*

Received warmth is clouded by fog

Alteration is under a veneer of abruptness

You are not in my eyes

You are the reason I lived

The promise of yesterday

You are the reason I lived

White breath**

I wish you come see me

I don't want to be by your side in memories,

I want that in reality

I wish you come see me

A kiss and bouquet

I can't hear answers

No matter how many times they are repeated

I want to know

If you are happy

I can feel being enveloped. Laughing. Laughter

Hold me close love you

I wish you come see me

I don't want being by your side in memories

I want that in reality

I wish you come see me

I don't want a memory of laughing you,

I want that now

I wish you come see me

I don't want the "maybe we'll meet again someday"

I wish you come see me

I don't want the "maybe we'll meet again someday"

*the used word means “make-up” but since we use make-up to cover something, I used the word veneer (which means something that hides something unpleasant or unwanted) -> in this case the suddenness of loss hides/covers the real, negative feelings that come along with it. Same with the next line, a wish to alternate reality, rewrite it is hidden by suddenness of forementioned loss

**white breath can mean literally a spirit but also flowers - baby’s breath flowers - used often as a filler in funeral arrangements where they symbolize purity and are linked to the clouds in heaven

Romaji

Tsutsumu kehai fureru

Ondo tsutau

Dakiyosete love you

Soushitsu no totsuzen wa keshou

Uketotta ondo ga kiri

Kaki kaeru totsuzen wa keshou

Hitomi ni kimi wa inai

You are the reason I lived

Kinou no yakusoku

You are the reason I lived

Shiroi iki

I wish you come see me

Soba ni iru omoide jianai jijitsu ga hoshii

I wish you come see me

Kuchizuke hanataba

Kotae wa kikoenai

Nando kurikaeshite mo

Oshiete hoshii

Shiawase de iru no ka wo

Tsutsumu kehai waratte warau

Dakiyosete love you

I wish you come see me

Soba ni ite omoide jianai jijitsu ga hoshii

I wish you come see me

Waratteru omoide jianai ima ga hoshii

I wish you come see me

Mata itsuka jia iyananda

I wish you come see me

Mata itsuka jia iyananda

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color by kein, kanji & translation [ENG]

Kanji

ねえシスター

神のおもむき　すべてをささげて

君まだ額の印を　切りながら

燃やしていたの

ねえシスター

神の思う理　すべてをささげて

君まだ額の印を　気にしながら

泣いていくだけ

赤い赤い靴を履いた少女を

連れ去った兵隊は

赤い赤い潤した僕の姿を鏡に映す

just see to the　silent　moment

もっと沢山の歌詞は

黒いのは僕だった

with see to the　silent　moment

今も神々のためいき

赤い赤い靴を履いた少女を　

連れ去った兵隊は

赤い赤い潤した僕の姿を鏡に映す

i love you

i'm bluesky

just see to the　silent　moment

黒いのは僕だった

with see to the　silent　moment

今も神々のためいき

with see to the　silent　moment

君はうらはらな　裏切った道へ

Translation [ENG] - color

hey, sister

it is the god’s will to sacrifice everything

the mark on your forehead that was burning

still isn’t finished

hey, sister

it is the god’s reasoning to sacrifice everything

you can only sob

still bothered by that mark on your forehead

young girl who put on red, red shoes*

taken away by the soldier

my reflected in the mirror figure was soaked in red, red color

just see to the　silent　moment

many more song lyrics

which I made dark

with see to the　silent　moment

even now I live for the sake of the gods

young girl who put on red, red shoes*

taken away by the soldier

my reflected in the mirror figure was soaked in red, red color

i love you

i'm bluesky

just see to the　silent　moment

which I made dark

with see to the　silent　moment

even now I live for the sake of the gods

with see to the　silent　moment

You headed the road of betrayal

* the red shoes mentioned here can be based on two things:

1) first is the Japanese nursery rhyme 赤い靴 "Red Shoes” written in 1922 by Japanese poet Ujō Noguchi, and then composed into song by Nagayo Motoori. In that nursery rhyme a little girl wearing red shoes is taken away to board a ship with blue-eyed foreigners while her hidden mother watches everything. The said mother claims red shoes will always remind her about the daughter. The song can be written from a perspective of a mother who needs to live with a knowledge to never see her daughter again. Red reminds her about the loss she has suffered, and the mentions of god in the song emphasize that she had no other way but to accept this painful sacrifice.

2) the second one is fairy-tale written by H.C. Andersen, about orphaned girl adopted by a wealthy old woman. The girl is spoiled rotten and wears inappropriate red shoes to the church. Soldier sees her and curses her with not being able to stop dancing - even after having her feet chopped off. The red shoes in this fairy tale are alike to committing sins, they are metaphor of being arrogant and self-centered. In the fairy-tale, only God can lift the curse and allow the girl to pass away peacefully.

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Mako said that he wanted to keep the MV simple. It is expressing the feelings towards someone who is gone thus the funeral like atmosphere. He got inspired by the overseas' idea of a gathering to honour/remember the deceased. Further quoting, whether that someone is really dead or no is another story.

There is a funny coincidence in the song because the title is Tranquil Kiss while in this day. this rain there is a line saying "tranquility of the last kiss" and both songs are about losing someone. Whether is meant to be or not I don't know, but the link is obvious and there, and worth noticing.

deadman's first MV from the new album, Genealogie der Morale, 静かなくちづけ (Shizukana Kuchizuke, meaning The Tranquil Kiss)

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deadman's first MV from the new album, Genealogie der Morale, 静かなくちづけ (Shizukana Kuchizuke, meaning The Tranquil Kiss)

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additional cause for sorrow ( 終夜灯 ) by deadman, kanji & translation [ENG]

Kanji

追い討ちをかける雨が ほら降り出した

隠してる傷を 問詰める気なんて無い

溢れる脈動よりいったいどれだけ

深く胸の奥の痛みに 耐えているんだろう

追い討ちをかける悪夢が ほら今日もまた

泣きじゃくる君を 抱き締めてもやれない

溢れる脈動よりいったいどれだけ

深く胸の奥の痛みに 耐えているんだろう

日の光が二つの羽根を焦がす 落ちた先の暗闇に

哀しくて寂しい時だけでいい

小さな明かりを灯す

sunrise make you. night light make you.

any way

Translation [ENG] - additional cause for sorrow (Night Light)

Look, the fallen rain gives additional cause for sorrow*

There is no sense in questioning hidden wounds

It seems that the pulse will continue to throb

for as long as the pain is being bear at the bottom of one’s heart

Look, the repetitive nightmare of this day gives additional cause for sorrow

You keep on wailing, but can't be embraced

It seems that the pulse will continue to throb

for as long as the pain is being bear at the bottom of one’s heart

Daylight burns our feathers as we collapse into darkness

In this sad and lonely time it’s alright to

Light a little light

sunrise make you. night light make you.

any way

* literal translation means "additional blow to an already unfortunate situation; rubbing salt into a wound", but considering the title and the meaning of the song I made it sound like that

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依存を夢と呼ぶなら by tzkwym kanji & translation [ENG]

Kanji

甘い夢に夢見た、夢のような過去

過ぎ去りし年月と残された傷

アナタは今何をしいていますか？

アナタの香り追っては思い返す血の海

記憶から消えぬように目の前で死にたかった

今はそれがくだらない事だとわかりかけて

思い返すのも今は私ひとりなんでしょう？

あの日の二人写真に鍵をかける

嗚呼 あの日が続けば

嗚呼 夢から覚めてた？

嗚呼 共依存の果て

嗚呼「ごめんね」夢心地

変わらぬ依存を夢と呼ぶなら

夢の中だけはアナタに抱かれていたい

アナタがくれた最後の言葉に今も私は心を焼かれ

今でも私が見えているのならば......求め

た形に

アナタがくれた最後の言葉に今も私は心を焼かれ

今でも私が見えているのならば......

変わらぬ依存を夢と呼ぶなら

夢の中だけはアナタと堕ちてゆきたい

アナタがくれた最後の言葉に今も私は心を焼かれ

今でも私が見えているのならば......

これを依存と呼ぶなら

Translation [ENG] - Dependance is called a dream

I had a sweet dream, a dream alike to the past one

Time flow, the wounds are left behind

What are you doing right now?

Chasing your scent, I think back to the sea of blood

Remembering your vanishing gaze as all I wanted was to die

Only now I begin to understand that everything was worthless

I am the only one looking back to it, ain't I?

Locking the photo of us from that day

Ah That day continues

Ah Am I waking up from this dream?

Ah Codependence ends

Ah "I'm sorry" said in a trance

Everlasting dependence is called a dream

In this dream, I can be holding you

Your last words are burning through my heart even now

If I can still be seen... In this desired form

Your last words are burning through my heart even now

If I can still be seen...

Everlasting dependence is called a dream

I want to fall in this dream with you

Your last words are burning through my heart even now

If I can still be seen...

If you call this dependance

* a very important detail to note about the song is that dependence means a strong addiction to another person. The "dream" of the past mentioned is linking to the song これを依存と呼ぶなら of Mejibray. Also the dream mentioned in the song is, to me, nothing else but the feeling of dependence which one slowly but surely wakes up from.