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                  “  𝐡𝐞𝐲,  𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐞.  𝐢’𝐦 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠.  𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠. ” ( con @payaza​ )

❛ ¿realmente puedes oírme con la música tan fuerte? ❜ inquisitiva abandona sus labios mientras observa a su alrededor y es que apenas logra escuchar sus propios pensamientos. ❛ mejor lo dejamos para otro día, vamos a bailar ❜ sugiere a modo de evitar conversación que no está preparada en tener.

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                   “   𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧?  ” ( con @skywavlkcr​ )

❛ sí... ¿no? ❜ interrogante va dirigida hacía si mismo mientras boca de la botella descansa sobre sus labios por unos segundos antes de engullir lo que le queda. situación familiar no es una que le emocione en demasía compartir, ni cualquier otra en realidad, mas lengua parece desprenderse de sus inhibiciones al encontrarse en compañía ajena. ❛ creo que nunca estuvieron bien, pero a este punto, nada me sorprende... ❜

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                    “  𝐢 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐢 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬.  ” ( con @artemivsa​ )

❛ la soledad es un sentimiento que te termina carcomiendo... ❜ hombros se alzan y caen con rapidez mientras son falanges las que juguetean con cigarrillo que no tiene intención alguna de encender. ❛ lo hayas escogido o no, la verdadera pregunta está en... ¿te continuas sintiendo así? ❜ mirada se centra sobre facciones impropias en espera de respuesta.

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EUPHORIA 2x04 — You Who Cannot See, Think of Those Who Can

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SEBASTIAN STAN ENDINGS, BEGINNINGS

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PROMPTS   FOR   THE   HEAVY   HEARTED

the burdened:

“  being alive is exhausting.  ”

“  i ruin everything i touch.  ”

“  no one ever helped me when i needed it.  so,  i just.  try to do my best to keep others from feeling that kind of loneliness.  ”

“  i feel like the pain is all i am anymore. ”

“  i wish i remembered anything other than loneliness.  ”

“  i’m not a particularly good person.  but sometimes i wish someone would think i am.  ”

“  i’m just always the one who gets left behind.  ”

“  i never seem to belong anywhere.  or to anyone.  ”  

“  i’m alone.  and it’s my own fault.  but it doesn’t make it hurt any less.  ”

“  i don’t know how to just live.  i constantly feel like i’m waiting for the other shoe to drop.  ”

“  i always expect people to hurt me.  because they usually do. ”

“  i don’t know how to let go of my trauma.  i don’t know what i am without it.   ”

“  it’s better if i’m alone.  i can’t hurt anyone if there’s no one close enough to get hit by the debris of my fuck ups.  ”

“  there are just too many people depending on me.  i can’t rest.  i can’t let them down.  ”

“  i don’t have anything or anyone left anymore.  ”

“  i’m not strong.  or brave.  i survive ‘cause there’s not really any other choice. ”

“  i tried to give up before.  but the universe just didn’t let me.  ”

“  i just want to be done.  i’m tired.  i’m so,  so fucking tired.  ”

“  i know it’s selfish.  but i wish someone would just take care of me.  ”

“  every time i start to feel like things are getting quieter and i can feel safe,  something bad always happens.  ”

“  i tend to love people more than they love me.  and it’s okay.  i don’t mind but…it can be lonely.  ”

“  i just don’t feel like my life makes any difference to anyone.  i’m just here.  ”

the comforter: 

“  hey,  look at me.  i’m listening.  you can tell me anything. ”

“   how can i help you feel less alone?  ”

“  i’m here and i’m not leaving or letting you change the subject.  now talk to me. ”

“  i know you feel like you’re alone and i’m not going to invalidate that.  but i can tell you that i’m here.  and i know there are people who want to care and help if you’ll let them.  ”

“  whatever it is you’re struggling with,  i want to help and it’s not going to make me look at you any different.  ”

“   i like having you around.  and not because of what you can do for me or give to me—  i like you.  i value you as a person.  ”

“   i just need you to know that you’ve never been ‘nobody’ to me.  you’ve never been nothing.  ”

“   you’re important to me.   you hear me?  you’re important.  and that’s never gonna change.   ”

“  i’m not going anywhere until you get some sleep.  ”

“  i want to take care of you.  please,  let me.  ”

“  no one is meant to be all alone.  that’s not how humans are built.  you don’t need to do all this on your own.   ”

“  you don’t deserve the bad things that happen to you.  you never did.  ”

“  i can’t promise you aren’t going to have any more hardship.  but i can promise i’m gonna be right here to get your through it. ”

“  you make a difference in my life.  i’m not just saying that.  it wouldn’t be the same without you here and i don’t want to find out what it’d be like to not have you around. ”

“  next time it gets this bad,  you call me okay?  now you just sit there and i’m gonna make you some tea and soup and we’re gonna talk this out. ”

“   is it getting bad again?  ”

“   you are so much stronger and braver than you think.  ”

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*               𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐮𝐭𝐨, veintidós, francesa, recepcionista en una funeraria / instructora de ballet para niños. buena para los engaños desde pequeña, le sigue el ejemplo a su madre, promete la mejor leída de tarot de la vida cuando no tiene idea de la que habla. ladrona.

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*               𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐛𝐧𝐞𝐲, veintitrés años, francés, estudia un magister de ingeniería informática. hacker, proveniente de familia con problemas que todos desconocen su verdadero origen, hipocondriaco. inteligente al punto en que no sabe como usar la cabeza.

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*               𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐚 “𝐩𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐚” 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧, veintidós, oriunda de boston, estudiante de letras. nieta de un aclamado autor de novelas de misterio y futura heredera de una editorial.

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*               𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐚 "𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐞" 𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐭, veintiuno, oriunda de nueva york, estudiante de marketing. llega al mundo con la finalidad de ayudarle a su padre en las campañas políticas. buena en varios deportes, pero algo torpe, un poco fifas.

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* by clicking the source link you will find 163 gif icons ( 80 x 80 ) of simone ashley, a indian-british actress in bridgerton s2. all gifs were made by me from scratch, you may edit them only for personal use, but  don’t repost and claim as your own. before use please read my rules !

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every time i watch derry girls i am reminded of this video we watched in school about the troubles. a tv journalist was talking about being on assignment in derry and one night she met a girl who was about 16 or 17 in the women’s bathroom of a pub. they were chatting and when the girl realised she was a journalist she said, “what are you doing here? sure, nothing ever happens in derry.” the journalist was so struck by that statement, but then she realised that this girl had lived her entire life under the shadow of sectarian violence, it wasn’t that she was ignorant or apthetic towards it, she just didn’t know any other life. and thats what makes derry girls such a special show, you have this group of teenagers who are just living their lives and being idiots and then every now and then we as viewers are forced to acknowledge the true horror of the world they are living in.

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*     𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿.

❛ i’ve  heard  it  all  before. ❜      /     @moodrivng​         ♡

‘ ¿estás hablándome de nuevo? ’ suspiro pesado abandona sus labios en cuanto le escucha, defensas hasta arriba en cuestión de segundos. ‘ creí que no ibas a dirigirme la palabra otra vez. ’

❛ ¿sabes? para ser alguien que suele verse reacio en el momento que digo que no volveré a hablarle... ❜ guarda silencio por unos segundos pensando en sus siguientes palabras cuando minutos atrás sabía que el simple hecho de acercársele sería una mala idea, una pésima idea. ❛ pareces ser feliz recordándomelo una y otra vez. bien. que te vaya bien ❜ se despide sin moverse mientras ladea la cabeza fingiendo indiferencia ante presencia impropia.

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🌈 💖 ✨ Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome ✨ 💖 🌈

ayyyy !! muchas gracias por este bello mensajito bb, significa mucho !! digo lo mismo de ti 🥺🥺🥺

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te amo y te extraño. 🌻💖

yo te amo y te extraño más, ok ?? ok.

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* ♡            𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐥𝐞𝐲  ,  interviews   ◞       by clicking on the source link you will be able to access to # 151 gifs of simone ashley. all gifs were created from scratch by me. if you plan on using or find this useful please give a like or reblog, it will be very much appreciated !

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