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     “ I used to admire you. Now I see you for what you are. WEAK. ”

     There is no mistaking the prominent notes of agitation and disappointment in the Supreme Leader’s eyes, as he looks darkly upon the thin apparition of the man beneath the mask. Anger courses hotly through his veins as he recalls the hours spent staring into the hollow black eyes of the distorted mask, wondering about the man beneath it - his grandfather. I WOULD FINISH WHAT YOU STARTED. Kylo would have been Vader’s heir, his true successor. But Kylo realizes now that Vader is no man to aspire to; to be the heir of. Vader was merely another hapless Skywalker in the end. WORTHLESS.

     “ I suggest you get out. I’m not going to listen to whatever you have to say, ” Kylo snarls, spinning on his heel to STARE into the eyes of his grandfather. Lips now curled into a feral sneer, the Supreme Leader’s aching madness seems to etch through. Madness. Or, perhaps, his weariness. When was the last time he slept ? Maybe his grandfather was only an illusion.

sc. ;;  @brokenspaceprince

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That you will never be a strong as Darth Vader.

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     What does he want ? That’s simple in its own right - he wants what’s HIS. He wants to have power in his clutches, to thwart the greater evil threatening him ... to rise up. How he tires of being a slave to others, to the demands of his family and the demands of Snoke. Damn them. DAMN THEM ALL, as far as he is concerned. But they will all be surely damned if they do not stop what’s coming. And he knows this, loathe as he is to admit it.

     “ I don’t know. Go back to trying to stop your Resistance ... claim the galaxy ... die with it. I’m undecided. ”

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❝ if we make it out of this alive… what do you want? ❞ she asked softly, looking up to ben. they’d been training hard to defeat the unknown power in the galaxy, the disturbance in the force they’d both felt. whatever it was, when it revealed itself, they had to be ready. but moments like this - when they sat side by side & recovered, drenched in sweat & catching their breath - made it easy to forget about what was just over the horizon.

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   was it that some part of her HOPED that her brother would wish for forgiveness ?? or was it the remnants of her uncle’s stories about his hope for their grandfather that had her thinking such a thing was possible ?? she wasn’t sure - nor did she really think she would EVER be sure. “ you have tried to stop us before - you have not been successful - and you will not be now. “

     With a cool gaze, Kylo looks with CONTEMPT upon his sister, dreading the inevitable speech - honorary words, mirroring that of Skywalker, or Solo, or even their own mother. His skin BEGINS to crawl, as if nails dig and drag across the fair but tattered flash of his being. “ Your Resistance is weak now, dwindled in numbers and resources. You’ll all be dead soon enough. ” Kylo’s eyes narrow, WILLING her to hesitate. “ Even you. ”

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“I’m clearly lucid, Kylo, so you might want to check your own delusions, though I wouldn’t mind being given the privacy to sleep.”

What stood in the shadow of a little boy she’d loved was now a genocidal monster. The student she once had was gone now and dead, carried with the winds and currents of the universe.

But it seemed her time was running out now, in the clutches of the First Order with no escape plan. He wouldn’t kill her yet, of course, he was too cowardly for that, but the Jedi had too much pride to beg for her life.

“Or you can do me the favor of looking me in the eye and murdering me so I don’t have to listen to you drag on.”

     “ Murdering you is a mercy, Adiri. ”

     There is a STRANGENESS in saying her name, as it is foreign and bitter upon his tongue. Certainly the Supreme Leader cannot understand why. After all, her name is MEANINGLESS, spat at her with such contempt. But to say it alone brings a flood of memories, even a small voice he has long since tried to maim scolding him for how he speaks so informally to his mas -

     “ I want you to see the empire I build. It won’t be like the first ... the Emperor made MISTAKES, as did my grandfather. They didn’t harness true potential, not the way I’m going to, ” Kylo goes on, noting the irritation indifference across her features. 

     React. Do something. Be angry. FIGHT BACK. His jaw tightens. 

     Kylo wants to KIILL her. Truly, he does. Nothing would bring him more pleasure than driving his saber, crackling and crimson, through her chest; watching life leave her eyes. He wouldn’t blink. He would want to SAVOR every moment of her passing, to be liberated - freed from the burdens of memories, just as he was freed with his own wretched fath -

     “ You’ll live long enough to WATCH what you have left die. ”

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“Y'know what, Ben? Never mind. Let’s just pretend I didn’t say anything.”

     “ ... it’s Kylo. ‘ Ben ’ is the name you give a punk ass bitch too lame to not even make it into canon. ”

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     “ MY MUMMY NEVER PAID FOR MY SHIPS ! SHE STOLE THEM AND CRUSHED THEM JUST LIKE SHE DID MY DREAMS ! ! ! ! ”

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❝ i built mine from scratch, my mummy didn’t pay for mine! ❞

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... full disclosure ... I lost the blog password for this blog and the password to the e-mail I used for this blog. The universe, my bad memory, and my computer’s inability to properly save my document containing this critical information conspired against me. Now ... I thwarted them all. And I am back. And I am going to write, because the universe won’t keep me from writing for my most emo ass bitch boy son.

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How very foolish one would have to be to assume that Jaina’s capture would come so easily. Whilst Hux finds himself into a celebratory state of having captured the Princess’ precious daughter, Kylo finds himself staring DARKLY outward. What was the meaning of this capture ? Jaina would not allow herself to be so easily taken in such a manner. Surely this was a trap of some kind, or Jaina was wired, or sent here to kill HIM. But could she be capable of such an atrocity ? To murder her own brother ? Kylo had slain Han Solo in one devastating plunge, but would Jaina be capable of such a thing ? Whatever the case, the opportunity will not be hers.

Not yet.

Rather, Kylo advances forward, retreating into the lower decks of the CELLS, passing the eerily quieted cell doors ( muted for convenience ), until he pauses outside of her own. He can feel her presence stirring within there. It is a presence he remembers all too well. The hours spent playing Jedi, smacking branches against one another. The tedious hours of meditation. Looking back to see her face one last time. HE REMEMBERS EVERYTHING.

With a steadying breath, Kylo straightens himself before opening the doors. His dark eyes find her in the artificially lit room. He almost sneers. “ This doesn’t suit you, Jaina. Being in a cell. ”

sc. ;; @destinedtwin

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Back straightened, weighed by a black cloak across his figure, expression equally frigid, there comes an unseen wave of relief across the new SUPREME LEADER. Standing there, a meager few feet away from Ben Skywalker, Kylo finds himself finding comfort in Ben’s lack of features bearing similarities to LUKE SKYWALKER. Save for his eyes, Ben’s features are more akin to Mara Jade ... his contempt for her is less than that of Luke. ( May she stay in her hiding. ) But Luke, however ... had Ben presented any such resemblances, Kylo suspects his anger would have flourished in full. To be reminded of that damned day.

See you around, kid, breathed Luke Skywalker, before his illusion had faded like DUST in the wind. His life Force had followed, but he is always lingering; a damned parasite to Kylo’s back. His spawn was the same. Ben Skywalker. Hidden by the Force. A COWARD in his own right. Cowards deserved death. As did traitors. Traitors. All of them -

But Ben is still powerful in the Force, enough so that Kylo is able to staunch the urge to coil his fingers around his saber, to plunge it through his cousin’s chest.

“ I have a proposition for you, Ben. ”

sc. ;; @graymoralled

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TURN ON YOUR LOCATION BEN, I JUST WANNA TALK

come try to kill kylo (always accepting) || @destinedtwin

*AGGRESSIVELY HIDES IN ELEVATOR*

“ SHE’LL NEVER FIND ME IN HERE ! ”

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when your rebel traitor mom says to turn Evanescence down

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i lie AWAKE at night  with these MEMORIES  of feeling POWERLESS  and they’re HAUNTING me 

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Most people with their muses: Oh I love my muse so much!! I would die for them!! Do you see how much I love them?? My precious babes!

Me with Kylo: SHOW OF HANDS WHO WANTS TO KICK THIS GUY'S ASS?????

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Forgiveness. It is a word lost to the wind now, as empty as the air. It is not forgiveness he craves, for he knows he will not FIND it here, nor anywhere. “ I’m not here for your forgiveness, Jaina. If you think that’s why I’m here, you’re as much a fool as our father was, ” Kylo breathes, dark eyes flashing to her. “ No. I’m here to SNUFF out your precious Resistance and every traitor residing within it. ”

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    “ if you seek forgiveness, you’ll find none here. “

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