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I'm on s1 e6 of the l word, and I just want to say I fucking hate jenny with all my heart and soul

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How cool people learn programming lol

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I had my first wholesome wlw dream but she ended up eaten by a Japanese lake monster with feet fetish 💀💔

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A hot mess 💅🔥

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it's the bisexual lighting for me

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gay people asking their husbands to run away with them in order to escape imminent danger and protect the other from potential harm

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I'm literally an apologist to all the characters in the AMC IWTV show. They all can do no harm in my eyes idc idc.

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Shout out to Jacob Anderson and Sam Reid for ruining my life today

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Fr i have to wait a day or two to watch it :(

Before the new episode comes out can we PLEASE wait ATLEAST 12 hours before posting anything, some of us gotta pirate that shit 😭

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Lestat vs Claudia - The boy is mine

Something that I noticed but that I see no one talking about – maybe because it's super obvious but, I find it fascinating that Lestat seems to view Claudia as a romantic rival rather than in any parental way.

Lestat resents Claudia for having Louis' love and attention while he is desperate to get Louis to notice him, to the point of considering lighting himself on fire.

We see this again in the scene where Louis is wallowing about Claudia (again) whereas as Lestat, an adult with "considerable considerables" as he says, is being completely ignored by him.

Lestat is close to tears, but he also seems resigned to the situation and he leaves to go see Antoinette who will, no doubt, give him a bit of that tlc he's not getting from Louis.

When Claudia comes back, the minute she says she's there to take Louis, Lestat goes full Brandy vs Monica in "The boy is mine."

He starts insulting Claudia, trying to diminish her in Louis' eyes. He calls her "a destitute little girl destined to live an inconsequential little life." but Claudia sees through his tactics and calls him out.

You can see the look of sheer panic on Lestat's face when he realizes that none of his pleas to Louis are working and Claudia is about to essentially steal Louis from him.

His violent outburst is very much a "if I can't have him then no one can" type of thing. He is frustrated that Louis would leave him so easily for someone he considers lesser.

Then you have that gut wrenching scene where Claudia says "let him go, it's me you want." and calls Lestat uncle Les again but he laughs it off because he does not see Claudia that way, he never really has.

She's always been a rival threatening his place in Louis' heart. Like he says, he never chose Claudia, he only tolerated her because she was a means to an end, a way for him to keep Louis.

I'm curious to see how Lestat will try to win over Louis again after his violent display, and what Claudia will be willing to do to stop him.

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cant believe something fucked up happened in the fucked up show about fucked up people :/

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Iwtv ep5 spoilers

The acting in this episode was just a masterpiece.

I'm speechless, I don't know what are the right words to choose to express what I felt

Jacob Anderson's acting specially when he was falling made me cry even though I know he was alive, I felt his pain his fear, the fear of death even though he can't die I was scared.

I was genuinely scared of lestat the way he hurt Louis, Claudia and her fear in that moment, it felt like I was part of both of their experiences in the moment the violence the emotional and physical abuse and the assault. I even felt lestat's anger and understood where those sudden emotions were coming from.

All those different emotions felt it at once just shows you how much they are great at acting and understanding their characters.

Plus this just proved me what I noticed in the previous episode, lestat never thought of Claudia as his daughter, not even a family member, and her being closer to Louis and calling dad and lestat an uncle made that even worse, he felt like an outsider knowing that they share a special bond, the bond of hearing each others thoughts, the bond that he had with Louis and lost it.

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Take a look at my beautiful laptop's background :(

I love it so much literally keep smiling every time I see it.

I know the quality is shit but is my favorite.

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What Lestat doesn't understand is that Louis has no desire to divorce himself from his blackness or 'his people'. Lestat thinks if he embraces being a vampire, he won't have to be limited by his race anymore, which Lestat does see causes Louis pain and discrimination, but Louis doesn't want to be removed from his humanity. And his humanity is inherently entangled with his race.

Louis doesn't just want to remain a man. He wants to remain a black man.

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Just finished "midnight club" and I liked it, I know a lot of people compare it to "midnight mass" and it's not as good but without the comparison and seeing the story and what it's about i loved it, I think is more about death and chronic illness then its about horror.

So yeah it's good I enjoyed it a lot, and loved every story and every character.

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Just for once I wanna see two gay people in love who talked about "running away" and it actually happens, please I'm so fucking tired and scared that it'll never happen not for me or anyone else

All this is because I just finished the last ep of "vida" and all I kept saying please just go with nico cause Emma deserved it but also I needed them together i really did.

Emma deserved so much better and at they end she is stuck with lin, I fucking hate linn how many times she screwed over Emma and still expects and want Emma to stay with her and fix her life after her shitty decisions.

I really wish Emma and Nico are end game they are good for each other I want them to be so happy.