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Started some shipping discourse in the apothecary diaries fandom so i offer this moon fairy Jinshi fanart as a peace offering 🫡🤍

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I love a good floppy leaf. The floppier, the better, am I right??

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Just started apothecary diaries and i love it but i have one critique with the maomao/jinshi ship,, im surprised ive seen no one else mention this but why did they have to make maomao look 12 and jinshi look 24😞

I like the ship, and I think it’s very interesting to see these two very different characters connect romantically, but that height/size difference and the stark contrast in their features really ruins it for me,,, plus i’ve seen no fanart thus far that bothers to make them appear the same age.

I really enjoy their dynamic as friends and even read it like a father/daughter vibe initially. Also the headcanon of maomao being aroace (which makes so much sense with her monotone attitude, reserved nature, special interests in poison and complete lack of romantic interest throughout the whole series) makes it so much harder to believe and connect with them as romantic partners.

I love their overall character dynamic and I can accept their romantic relationship, but the way they’re portrayed in the manga/anime ESPECIALLY with the existing themes of child marriage in imperial japan, it makes the ship feel borderline pedophilic..

I really want to be able to enjoy the ship but it’s so hard with the presentation of their characters and gaps in their maturity (jinshi behaving more like a child than maomao lol)

Sorry for the ramble guys I’m a really visual person so these things bother me,,

maybe i’m just crazy don’t come at me

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i LOVE me some painterly mystical landscapes

Art by Adriano Bugnotto

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Hi guys I’m a very impulsive spender (especially at overwhelming spaces like conventions or markets) so this is a little acronym I made for myself to limit my purchases:

HSM!

H: do i HAVE something like it/ that fullfills its purpose

S: Do i have SPACE for it

M: Can I MAKE it

(aka the High School Musical method lol, happy saving :3)

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sometimes i think i grew up too fast

but maybe there’s no true way to escape the existential dread that comes with the little steps you take to grow up

driving and talking to cashiers will never NOT feel like a weird shifting point in your life,

where you can’t tell if the feeling you have is freedom or missing your childhood

I don’t think there’s any true way to smoothly transition to an adult. You gotta get weird man.

and hey maybe the feeling of satisfaction with your growth is the food we ate and the friends we made along the way :)

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i enjoy this a lot :}

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NO LITTLE MOTH BOY DO NOT PARTAKE IN THE AMERICAN EDUCATION SYSTEM

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finally got back on the art grind (in the midst of finals oops) god bless webtoon <33 ☘️🤍🦋

@sonderfairy thanks for giving me a reason to procrastinate my work and draw something pretty :p missed this

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a world without trans people has never existed and never will

prints

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hi guys it’s been a minute! here’s a poem i wrote about growing up!!😇

my dolls would drive cars

and buy clothes all by themselves

and get gas and groceries and food

my dolls would seem so old to me

that life was miles away

i couldn’t wait to be in their tiny plastic shoes

now suddenly i’m in them

and boy are they tight

and the gas pedal is harder to press than anticipated

i buy the things and play the part

and the world seems so manufactured

no different from the dollhouse i created

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Stars in full bloom.

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My train was late. AGAIN.

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So i couldn’t find the original post, but this very quote inspired a divised scene i wrote for my drama class, it was a farce called “Wedunnit” and it was the funniest shit ever

This would make an interesting fic…

“A murder mystery where every character believes themselves to be responsible for the death, and tries their best to cover it up. Plot twist: dude just died of natural causes…”

That’s it, ima just leave this here.😂

LMAOOOOO imagine if The Clocktown Mystery ended like this

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i keep thinking about this quote “in another universe i’m easier to love” and it shaves off a little piece of my heart every time 🙁

like a little woodsmith shaving away his sculpture.

but actually hes shaving my heart into something more lovable i think

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the tinkerbell movies are so beautiful and so well written🙁 i miss when artists were paid well

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i bet they didn’t have tariffs in pangea