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“uhm the ship is cannon 🤓☝️”

uhm actually, the only cannon ship is me x whatever character i’m into. stop being delusional.

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WITH THE DELICACY OF A FLOWER

Reblogs and Comments are greatly appreciated!!

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Fandom(s): Demon Slayer

Pairing(s): Shinazugawa Sanemi x Reader

Word Count: 0.7k

Genre(s)/Tag(s): Gender Neutral!Reader, Reader is kind of implied to be shorter than Sanemi (He leans his head on theirs)

Notes: I’m writing this instead of my requests, but the last episode of Demon Slayer has me in a CHOKEHOLD

This takes place immediately after Sanemi v. Tanjiro in season 1!

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You could tell the moment Sanemi walked through the doors that he was mad. This in and of itself wasn’t unusual. In fact, if he came home in a good mood, you had cause to worry.

But he seemed extra prickly today, so you washed your hands after making ohagi, dried them on your apron, and headed out to the front living area, where he was slipping off his shoes.

“How did the Hashira meeting go?” You ask as you approach him, and he scowls, baring his teeth in frustration. You notice he has some tissue stuffed up both nostrils and slight bruising around his eyes.

Did he get in a fight? Was his nose broken?

He notices you staring and sucks in a breath through his teeth,

“Some punk-ass kid headbutted me.” He finally grumbled, and you cocked your head, raising an eyebrow and studying his hunched shoulders. 

“Well, did you deserve it?” You ask, and his eyes dart to bore into yours. 

“When have I ever deserved it?!” He snapped, and you roll your eyes good-naturedly. 

“Love, I can think of several times when you deserved it. I guess I should be asking if you are okay?” You say, and he just grumbles, pushing past you gently and stalking off to your shared room in a huff. 

You watch him go. Guess he was in a worse mood than you thought. But you weren’t worried. He’d come to talk to you when he was ready. 

At least you weren’t concerned until it was time for bed, and he still had yet to speak with you. 

So, you gathered some of the fresh ohagi you had prepared onto a plate and knocked quietly on the bedroom door. 

“What.” Came his curt answer. You ease the door open and see him staring out the window, watching the moonlight illuminate everything in a stark white glow. 

“You didn’t eat dinner.” You say gently, but he doesn’t turn to look at you.

“I’m not hungry.” Another curt answer. But it doesn’t deter you. In fact, you are almost emboldened. Had he screamed and shouted, maybe you would’ve reconsidered. But he wasn’t angry at you. No… It seemed he was furious at something else. The Master, maybe? Maybe whoever this “punk-ass kid” was?

“Sanemi,” You eventually say, and he finally turns to look at you. His expression changes as soon as he spots you, a plate of food in hand and a soft expression. Any anger melts away, and he holds out a hand for you to take. You set the plate down by his side of the futon and step into his side. His hands are calloused as they wrap around your shoulders, and he leans his head on yours. 

“I’m guessing you’ve heard the whole situation?” He mumbles, and you hum, nodding slightly and relishing in his affection. It wasn’t often he allowed himself to hold you like this.

“Your crow told me the Master is allowing the Kamado siblings to stay in the Demon Slayer Corps.” You reply, and he grunts, pecking your forehead as he mulls over the decision. 

It was difficult for him. That much was obvious. He hadn’t told you everything, but you had gathered from his nightmares and the odd snippet of conversation why he was so hesitant to allow this to happen. 

Which was completely understandable, considering his backstory. 

After a few moments of silence, you take your head off his shoulder and lean your chin on it, studying your partner as he listens to the crickets outside your window. It wasn’t often he was home overnight with you like this. But the meeting had supposedly ended early, so he had the rest of the night to spend with you. 

You eventually lead Sanemi to bed but stop him before he lies down to close his eyes. You stop him by leaning down and pressing a kiss to his lips. He readily accepts the kiss, tangling his fingers in your hair to keep you there even a moment longer. You can feel the heated emotions under his skin and his heart thrumming in his chest. But he remained gentle. 

Always so gentle. 

He was always so gentle with you. No matter what he was doing, he treated you with the same delicacy as a flower. 

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✿ 》 Will you talk to me again?

╰⧼ 🪻 note.. ⧽ ; I don't expect this to do well because its not smut but it'd be nice !! reblogs appreciated, support your creators :)

╰⧼ ☀️ features.. ⧽ ; @saelique angst collab!! dazai x gn!reader, WC ; 784

╰⧼ 🌙 contents.. ⧽ ; angst, reader isn't alive, letter from dazai. he's trying very hard to keep himself stable but it's not working™.

To my dearest ______ .

It's been a while, hasn't it? I hope you don't mind me writing to you like this, it's simply been too long. I'm sure you're still angry at me, so seeing you physically isn't my best interest right now! haha, I'm sorry. you know I'm just joking around, don't you? I'd love to see you in person. I'm sure you would've punched my arm if you heard me out loud right now, wouldn't you? I'm glad I'm spared of the bruises.

what does someone put in a letter? that's what I was asking myself before I even began writing. I decided that the best way to do something like this was to just write whatever I feel true as pen touches paper. I hope it makes sense to you, at the least. if I'm pouring my heart out on some paper only for it to be misunderstood, it feels like a waste, no?

though, i'd be lying if i said it wouldn't be rather cute to see you try to fathom what I mean. did you know you scrunch your nose like a bunny sometimes when you're reading? I'm sure you're doing that now too. you'll get wrinkles very at this rate ..

but anyway, I managed to prank kunikida the other day! you remember that hair dye trick I'd told you about? I managed to break into his apartment and swap out his shampoo, at last! he came into work the next day with black hair, it was hilarious, you should've been here! he was so angry with me. beat me black and blue!

oh, _____. I got a new heated blanket for our bed, you know? it took a while to save up for it, and I had to cut out some other necessities, sure. but it makes everything so much better! I hate cold beds, I'm sure you know that better then anyone. haha, back before we moved in together when I'd break into your apartment and crawl into bed with you. I'm sorry for the amount of locks I broke, but your place was so cozy!

... you know, it's been really hard without you here. I miss you so painfully, and I don't mean to call into the void without even an echo, but its killing me to pretend I'm fine about any of this. I'm not fine with this, how am I supposed to be? I wish it was just a bad dream.

I don't want to have to write letters to you anymore, ______. I don't want to have to buy heated blankets to try and stop my arms from aching for your warmth. I don't want you to be angry with me, I'm sorry I didn't apologise to you before you were gone. I shouldn't have been so stupid.

i had so many words on my mind that I was too afraid to say. maybe if I faced myself and told you 'I love you' it would've stopped you leaving.

have you met odasaku yet? has he told you any stories of his time? I wish I could hear your voice again. I wish you could answer my questions. even to hear you scoff at my stupidity again would heal me. I'm sorry I was annoying, I just wanted your attention. it stings knowing I'll never get it again.

I can't keep repeating to myself that you're not gone. I can't keep buying your perfume and pretending that you're in the next room over. your pillow doesn't smell like you anymore.

I wish I could apologise properly. I wish I could've stopped you from leaving the house that night. I wish I could kill myself to join you and yet I know we won't cross paths again in the afterlife. you were always too good for me, ______. i was nothing compared to you.

i picked up a homeless dog yesterday. you'd always wanted a puppy, I'm sorry I never let you bring one home. I named it after you. im trying to get used to them, I promise. if I couldn't save you, I'll save your name.

I'm sorry. if I continue writing, my throat will hurt more. its strange, isn't it? crying makes your throat sore. I forgot what it was like for a while, I remember laying in your arms wondering if I'd ever have a reason to cry again. now I can't seem to help myself.

keep your wings clean for me, white looks good on you. its a shame you couldn't wear the wedding attire i wished to see you in one day. you would've looked amazing.

I'll write again, missing you is the greatest honor.

sincerely, your osamu.

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the nice and accurate prophecies begin

bonus:

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"kill them with kindness” WRONG!! THUNDERCLAN, ATTACK ⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️🐈🐈🐈🐈🐈🐈🐈🐈🐈

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I want to be greedy! Can't I be a little greedy?

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reasons i haven’t replied back:

- i’m socially exhausted - i don’t have the time right now - i don’t know how to reply - i have a bad memory and got distracted - i’m having a depressive episode and don’t have the energy to socialise

not reasons i haven’t replied back:

- i’m ignoring you just because - i hate you - i’m fed up with you - i don’t want to be your friend anymore

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save me spring... trees blossoming again save me... save me days getting longer and sun shining brighter... flowers blooming everywhere save me....

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and she's like one of the sweetest things out there are you kidding me.

Out of all the boys in hq I can’t believe this asshole actually has a girlfriend

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hi! I'm excited for what you have up for writing!

thank you so much! majority of my time is spent on Pinterest looking for inspiration haha. I'm having so much working on your request! can't wait to post it <3

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ugh this theme already eats so hard. slowly working through it, pretty much a little more than halfway done. I wanna take a break and write a little bit but I must persevere

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REQUEST RULES !!

˚ what I will write for

→ heavy themes (such as mental health) , death , blood/gore , fluff , angst , suggestive/nsfw content , character x reader , anything listed in my master lists , any form of writing (fanfics/oneshots . drabbles . headcannons .)

˚ what I won’t write for

→ extreme kink / fetish content , illegal pairing (incest, illegal age gap- one is minor, other significantly older) , rape/non-con/dub-con , character x character , character x oc (for now…) , multi-part stories (as requests!)

✦ I cannot stress this enough- you must be 15+ to request/view my profile! I'm flattered you enjoy my work, but if I find out you're under that requirement, you will be blocked

on that note, to suggest suggestive content, you must be 17+

(when request box is open) as long as my motivation and my inspiration allows me, I strive to get to everyone's requests! the most it'll take for your request to get done is a week-two weeks. I'm very busy with school and work, but still want to write!

(when request box is closed) I won't be accepting any new requests- simple as that!

(when request box is closed pt.2) sometimes I'll pick through requests and write a few, but that's only if I have time to spare- or just want to get the creative juices flowing!

I reserve the right to deny any request if I am not comfortable writing it

please, please, please read my do's and don'ts before requesting!

requests -open [ ✗ ] closed [ ]

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!! ALL ABOUT THE BLOG

˚ this blog is 15+!! due to some of the content here, I don’t feel comfortable anyone under the age of 13 viewing my blog

˚ this blog is mainly sfw!! however, I do write suggestive content (02.18.24). please be aware of this when pursuing my profile

˚ I mainly write for feminine / gender neutral readers— mainly because it’s how I identify / most confident in writing. if someone suggests a masc/masculine reader, I have no problem doing so!!

˚ my masterlists hold every interest / fandom I will write for. however, if you're curious who I am more likely to write for in each fandom- refer to this page. don’t hesitate to suggest for any of those fandoms, even if I don’t frequent it as often :]

˚ my ask box ("mon amour") isn't just for requests! if you just want to send a message for a little chatter, a means to ask to get on my tag list, etc... feel free to!

˚ if I do change my theme (which happens quite often) I will not be going through old posts to fix them! I also change layouts of posts quite often,, heads up for those who are ever curious!

˚ please please please!! do not copy, steal, take inspiration from, or translate any of my works

˚ I have a very bad habit of now proof reading my works for grammar, punctuation, writing mistakes- and overall writing errors. please excuse those!! I try to get to all of them at some point in the future

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I need to refresh my feed if I’m gonna write again. that’s how I get my inspo

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howls moving castle was right. a heart is a heavy burden.

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I literally love poppy's playtime chapter three was so freaking cool. No.1 catnap fan call me basic idc, I love that little bugger

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me when I'm going to be seventeen in a day ew ew gross I don't want to grow up. I want to be a silly teenaged girl forever.