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Sorry it's taken so long but I'm so tired...the movement never stops. I just wish for help with this pregnancy. Though ask me how it's going at times, I appreciate the connections

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Oh no. Oh no. I watched that show. I'm terrified. It seemed so normal. He was massively overdue like 13 months in total and sported a massive stomach, he was just showing his current way of life and explaining how he wound up like this but does not even remember sleeping with anyone. And apparently drunk nights aren't possible as he never did, the same as me. This man went into labour midway through which I thought was fine as I'd get to see how another like me births what was then contorting my swell. But everything went wrong. Horrible wrong. Oh I'm terrified the same will happen to me.

His normal labour assisted by the news crew shifted horribly. His stomach soon started to show the extreme movements of an angered child...no monster. It wasn't right. I could see the outline of the same four monstrous legs that were circular at the end, clawed hands dragging along the inside. He was screaming, screaming loud and thrashing in agony. Screaming with a raw throat for a doctor to cut out this thing, the thing inside ramping up the movement as it fought it's way out. I saw blood...where the should have been emerging was blood. His stomach around the navel became red raw. Then I saw teeth. That thing started to also chew it's way out. I don't know what had happened. All I remember was him screaming and thrashing his massive stomach around, seeing the desperate pushing of a man trying to get that thing out of him but just because it cut off, I saw his stomach rip open and the child partially claw it's way out. A massive tendril a top it's head.

That will happen to me won't it? I don't want it to. I haven't even been able to date someone, I haven't lived my life. What monster put it's offspring in me?! Would being with someone help?

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At least when I woke up today this thing inside was calm. It actually let me sleep well for once. Only downside is that I couldn't keep down my cereal, the only thing I could eat was a plate of raw meat. It's changing my eating habits. And loves making weird noises.

But apparently there is special news thing this morning about another man and his sudden unexpected pregnancy. I might watch it, he sounds like he's the same as me.

(included audio of the stomach gurgling and weak "clicking and growling" sounds)

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Okay okay I managed to remember I needed to prove it. And I'm not just in a state of madness or fever since I do feel warm at times. That's movement. That painful movement is real. I hope someone else believes this. It's weird tho. It feels like tendrils and four stand limbs..and small claws. What is in me.

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I need to have somewhere to write this but something isn't right. I dunno how it occurred but it turns out what I thought was a regular bug is pregnancy. I'm already swelled...6 months. That shouldn't be possible but it grew so quickly. At least it's stopped. There's movement I'll try to record it.