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“Golden” Official Lyric Video | KPop Demon Hunters | Sony Animation

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Nothing Real Can Be Threatened

We have been friends since this boy was 18, this year he turned 40! We were so happy to celebrate his surprise 40th birthday party. After 22 years of life together we still love eachother to the fullest. We are not perfect but we are the perfect trio.

A brother from another mother! We had to give a speech in his honor because we are so honored to have him in our lives. TBH we don't care whatever the crowd thinks we care what we think & we are here for eachother until the end of time. All night long 🌙

Cholas are forever! We Dina Hynas!

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“Fearlessness is the first requisite of spirituality. Cowards can never be moral.”

— Mahatma Gandhi (via purplebuddhaproject)

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Happy Virgo Moon 🌙 🧿🍄🌈🦋♍️

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New POV

Last year at this time I decided to embrace my silver strands and age gracefully. Last week I decided to start a new chapter in my nursing career and agency. My POV has changed in such a short amount of time because I realized how important education & Elevation is for me.

I have more upcoming changes I have decided to incorporate into this new project that is my growth. I will keep that to myself for now until it's time to reveal. Even today I have changed so much, my hair is shorter & I'm embracing the blonde a little more. I've been having so much fun with all the little shifts.

Here's to a brighter & more beautiful POV. I'm excited for my future even though things are getting a bit chaotic and corrupt around me. I will always stand in my truth, integrity and light always. I will continue to chase my dreams & watch them come true before my eyes!

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Beware of Unearned Treasure - Lessons from 'The Alchemist' by Paulo Coelho

It’s time to chart uncharted and dreamed of land just like the shepherd in The Alchemist.  God or the universe speaks through code, through alchemy and through spiritual awakening.  Lately I have seen and felt the signs that it is time to move forward to the next chapter in my life.  The cosmic order is clear to me.

I found this video in just the right moment of my life. I remember reading this amazing book that speaks deep to the soul of any human being.  It’s time to search for my treasure that has been so clear in my dreams.  Getting comfortable these last 14 years has been so beautiful and such a treasure.  So now it’s time to move forward towards my dreams.  I will always cherish the moments that have made me into who I am today.

It’s time to step into the unknown to continue to learn about myself and make my dreams come true.  Regardless of what might come, trials or tribulations I know that I will find my next treasure.  Forging forward to become the next version of myself all while treasuring all the chapters that came before.  The alchemy of finding my deeper self that needs to be evolved and revealed is magic.  I am ready to see and feel the magic I have seen and felt before.

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Happy Heavenly Birthday 🎂

Today you would be turning 49, but as life would have it you'll be forever 45. Seeing our father turn another year older is bittersweet because of losing you. This weekend we did a family getaway in your honor. The year you passed you started this trend so we will continue it.

Hopeful that you are always here in spirit with us during these beautiful family gatherings. Our father was super happy and blessed to have us all under one roof. Of course not everyone was able to make it due to financial or job constraints. We will always love you and live life to the fullest as you always wanted us to.

I miss you dearly and hope you are proud 👏 Keep us in your guidance and look out for us all. One love forever ❤️

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Eligh (feat. Luckyiam and Paris Hayes) - Love Ov My Life

I tapped into this amazing album on my getaway to the central coast.  It was like finding a buried treasure that you came back to find.  I was always on a pathway to growth and alchemy of my soul.  Just remembering how much this album helped me find the beauty within my soul and the journey of life I was on.  

Looking back now I know to trust myself and to just enjoy the journey even the darkness and grief I may find myself in.  The metamorphosis of my soul is the beautiful butterfly I enjoy watching in my garden.  Even if the cocoon era is hard and painful the beautiful transformation is too hard for anyone to deny.  

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Capricorn Moon

The shifts are clear and very present. Luck will be on our side, and I can feel that in my soul. Pluto in Capricorn era was very heavy and a warrior path. It definitely helped my character development, but I feel aligned and like energy is making a way for me to succeed in my goals. I am very grateful for surviving all the chaos.

I recently finished a series I was watching. I had a dream about a plane crash and then one happened in India where all but one person died. For some reason I was led to this series called Lost that had been very popular 20 years ago. Now I understand why it was so popular and how much character development I missed out on. The timing for its significance in my life is epic. Then I found that the executive producer was the same person from my favorite show Fringe. It's a beautiful thing how all things connect at the right time.

Also, how the source communicates to each and every one of us on this island we call the world. Most people want to be told what to do but those of us who know who we are, and our purpose is know it's our priority to understand the message in our life's circumstances. So we will await with open arms the future and what it may bring.

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KAROL G, Manu Chao - Viajando Por El Mundo (Visualizer)

This was the song I was waiting for.  La cancion del Verano Feliz.  

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Summer ☀️ Love ❤️

It's been a full twenty-four hours that we have been home after an emergency turmoil. One week since we've returned from our San Diego getaway. Sometimes it's necessary to take time off for your mental health and relaxation because you never know when life is going to life again. Feeling refreshed and invigorated from seeing my best friend achieve his forever home I was ready to take on the world.

Then an iceberg almost sunk our ship, so glad I took the helm and steered us away from a titanic moment and saying I'll never let you go Jack! It would have been so tragic but luckily, I responded quickly and understood that my love needed some emergency help. It was such an intense and dire moment in our lives. To see him so unresponsive and out of it, I was not going to let him slip into a coma. So, I am happy how I responded and how everything has turned out.

The road to full recovery is hopefully not too long. We will definitely stay on top of each other's health and wellness. So, I will return to work later this week and hopefully the rest of the week is easy breezy. Things in this country are going from bad to worse and I understand that it's better to be prepared than unpredictably unprepared for life. Here's to hoping for the best and always prepared for the worst.

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Mac Miller - Self Care

Your body, mind and soul will remind you of self-care and the need to take care of yourself.  So, I play this song on repeat because it’s my motto this week. Things are looking up and I should be returning to work soon.  I just have to remember to put myself first more and not let bullshit surround me.  I’ll use that shit for fertilizer to plant the roses that will bloom soon in my life.  

At the end of it all we all get buried in a coffin and placed into the dirt.  Nobody is better than that, that is what awaits us all. I will continue on my path doing what I still need to do to achieve all of my dreams. Just happy I can provide some stability and guidance for those who I love and feel the same about me.  Everyone else is none of my business and I truly don’t care what they think. Tomorrow I will take care of me and remember self-care.  RIP Mac Miller

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Memorial Day

Yesterday was Memorial Day and I couldn't help thinking about you sis. Thank you for all the sacrifice you made for not only our country but our family. It's so unreal that you are no longer with us and some days are harder than others, but I know how strong you believed in me and my ability to carry on.

This whole week I have been struggling with a shingles outbreak that is very painful, and it wasn't until yesterday that I actually realized what my body was asking for. The body really keeps the score so I will return to see my doctor today and discuss what's next in my progression towards health.

Also, I have made a decision I know you will be proud of. Actually, as I was getting ready to meditate you sent a mourning dove to remind me that you still protect us even in death. In many native cultures the mourning dove represents peace, love, and hope and I took the message to heart. I know it's an affirmation of your support and love from up above. I miss you so much and was so happy as well as shocked to see you in my dream. I was so vivid and real that I was awakened from my sleep. May you always protect & guide us!

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America is having its Ming Dynasty moment - Asia Times

I love reading and learning about history. So many people are afraid of the future because they hate change. It's inevitable, and fearing change only holds you back. Formal education doesn't teach much about Eastern civilizations for reasons we may all know. I love learning not only about my own civilizations but those of our ancestors who roamed the lands in their own fashion.

What I find inspiring about Eastern Asian history is that the philosophies of those lands is beautiful. Simple and easy to digest. Very easy to understand and complicated to know if you don't find interest in learning about different cultures. Honestly since I was a young child I have always had an interest in learning Asian history because of the beautiful people of Asian descent I have known.

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Spiritually Savage

My power is my spirit ✨️

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Glowing and Growing ♡

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Exactly ♡

So true, I have lived through this kind of bullshit way too many times to GAF what people say about me. Like wtf if you are real then you aren't a coward about what you are saying. In this day and age, the number of cowards that pretend to be real is laughable. I will not go back and forth with these bitch ass cowards!