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green's my colour.

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making friends (especially after you’ve lost a couple or several ones) can be hard and incredibly isolating. finding people we can connect and be vulnerable with is no easy task, so often we feel like it’s a moral failure when things don’t work out between us and someone else. just know there are so many people in this world you have yet to meet who will love you and it’s okay to drop all this heavy relationship baggage now. you’re not defined by the people you’ve lost.

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I feel so stupid sometimes because I fantasize too much about the people I like; I invent stories with them, I imagine entire days with them and how nice the future will be with pictures and letters and other tender things that makes a lot of sense in my mind. then the reality turn to be so much different and meaner and maybe the reason why it’s so difficult for me to accept it and letting people go it’s because I just want my future to be happy. in all my stories and castles I build inside of my mind, sadness just does not exist

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constantly wanting to be a completely forgettable person then getting absurdly emotional when i think people are starting to forget me then starting to forget the fact that i am a person because i have spent far too long isolating myself from the idea of myself 

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don’t worry moomin you know enough to be happy

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I get really irritated when people do not tell me the truth of how they’re feeling. if I did something to hurt you, please do tell me. because if you don’t i’m not gonna continue to recognize my behavior that displeased you. it’s apart of communication.

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None of the comments on the right work anyway. EVER.

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we should get together and have a seminar on the differences between being conceited and being confident. a confident person says “I am beautiful!” a conceited person says “I am the most beautiful.” a confident person says “I am a hard worker” a conceited person says “I am the hardest worker” a confident person says “I am kind” and conceited person says “fuck everybody but me” people run around calling eachother conceited for being comfortable in their skin. friendly reminder: your low self esteem is your problem not random strangers fault & you can’t find ur way to self love through destruction. comparison is the enemy of progress 🤷🏾‍♀️

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treat yourself like a good friend…be kind to yourself… yes, u can critique your behavior but don’t be ruthlessly mean…don’t say what you wouldn’t say to a close friend…cherish yourself and cut yourself some slack…it’s gonna be ok

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dissociating is kinda like: sorry, i’m not feeling well at all to the point where i’m not exactly here, please leave a message and someone will get back at you eventually

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i know i haven’t been doing enough

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when my mental health is suffering and my friends ask if i need anything

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sucks when you’re just sitting around having an okay day and suddenly a wave of I Wanna Die™ hits you