muhammedkhaled

[muhammedkhaled]

اشمعني حبيتها واتجوزتها علي طول؟

التقدير ؛ اعمل اي حاجه؟ بتقدرها. معملش حاجه خالص؟ مقدره ، و واقفه معايا.

بس؟

عملت مصيبة؟ مقدراني اكتر ما مقدره حجم المشكلة. عملت هي مصيبة؟ مقدره زعلي وخايفه عليه. اتخانقنا؟ مقدره ان البيت ده مكنش بالساهل. اتصالحنا؟ عارفه ان مش كل الناس بتتصالح بسهوله و مقدره ده وان حياتنا سهلة. نزلنا مع صحابي؟ مقدره اللمه. ننزل لوحدنا؟ مقدره اننا مع بعض. ناس عزمونا؟ مقدره مجهودهم. عزمناهم ومجوش؟ ولا يشغلها. كل واحد يستحل في حياته ، بره عننا خالص. بص ، اي حاجه في حياتنا مقدارها. مش شايل هم بقي اي حاجه في الدنيا. برجع البيت عارف اني مليش غيرها و اني مش هلاقي حد مقدر كل حاجه هعملها قدها ، ومش محتاج اعمل مجهود في إثبات حاجه.

مريحاني.. فا حبيتها.

[muhammedkhaled]

وعيوبك إن عابوها الناس، أنا أبوسهالك.

[muhammedkhaled]

[muhammedkhaled]

The Timing of My Life..

Timings; it was all about timings..

Good Intetions; and bad behaviour.

I spent forty-nine days working tirelessly to make someone's dream come true. I had a fucked up sleeping pattern, 3AM meetings, nonstopable work, hours of calls to achieve an only one thing. A damn one thing that wasn't even for me. I wasted 70,560 minutes to achieve someone's desire and dream.

I "had" a girl whose her fairytale dream is a blowing mind proposal. I addressed every single contact I know to make a big step on mena's most reputable concerts'. We designed a concert of well known local and international singers and bans.. it should have been done on the stage, Infront of 500,000 I was about saying how much I want this. Now, I am tweeting about how foolish I had been infront of the 7 followers I have or smth hahaha.

The funny part is that the moment when everything was settled perfectly and they just have to receive a confirmation about our attendance, she was continuously rejecting the calls, I yelled, she ignored. Not even this, the moment I was thinking of doing this, she crossed over the limits. Not just a single limit. She swam in a river of sins. Although, I am super proud for knowing how capable am I for achieving big things. But, i never thought myself going extramiles for a blurry future. However, the funny thing.. she spent years and years waiting for this, she waited so long for a fairytale proposal; the moment when the universe called. She rejected the calling. She didn't even know that was the moment. (Till now btw). After Recapping so much memories, I always had thoughts about why does everything bad happens to her? I figured out that she is the one who choose. She is the one who insists on living with misery. She could have just hours and hours of happiness. I was trying to help out, she rejected the help. She decided to let me sink with her instead of getting rescued.

Wishing her the best, wishing her inner peace..

She standardised irritating me with my mom's death. She was extra harsh. I will never forgive. I will never forget; I really don't ask for revenge or bad karma. I just wish to never hear from her again. Never listens to her "مبرارات فارغه" or the way she insists on saying "انت مش فاهم قصدي". She is a person who never says sorry. Never feels sorry. Never control her feelings while being angry. I just need her to have a blessed life.. away from me. Won't interfere in my life ever again. If she is really insisting on messing up her life, her call. My life? Not acceptable.

She doesn't just accept her past, or living her present, or valuing her future.

Salute.

[muhammedkhaled]

[muhammedkhaled]

“‏قُبلة لِعينيك وأخرى لمكانها المُعتادُ”

— (via mvsh2)

[muhammedkhaled]

“Smooth out your skirt and do not look at him.”

— Advice for those who love people they shouldn’t  (via tropiczs)

[muhammedkhaled]

“you think everyone has the same heart as you, and thats whats gonna fuck you up”

— (via im-sad-lets-have-sex)

اه و الله

(via nada-3arfa)

[muhammedkhaled]

[muhammedkhaled]

‏قلّل ناسك وكثّرني .

[muhammedkhaled]

double text me, annoy me, give me your attention. i love that shit.

[muhammedkhaled]

if you want flowers on february 14,die on february 13

[muhammedkhaled]

‏"خَيْرُ القُلُوبِ أَحَنُّها."

[muhammedkhaled]

‏اللهٌم راحة بال لاحدود لها.

[muhammedkhaled]

if i get my feelings hurt or made to feel unwanted i will lash out badly

[muhammedkhaled]

تايه.

ضايع.

غريب.

[muhammedkhaled]

“She’s not just my girl”