musingbycandlelight

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Longing

I want to be loved

To the point I feel like I’ll burst.

I want to feel the sun on my face

Every time I am near another.

I long for the feeling of someone in my arms,

Their head on my chest as they succumb to sweet sleep.

It’d be peaceful.

I miss being in love.

I want to have a stupid smile

Plastered onto my face as I think of them whilst we’re apart.

I want that excited feeling in my stomach

That builds until I explode from how enamoured I am.

I long for their perfume to linger

On my skin for hours after we depart.

Their perfume smells like home.

I miss being in love.

I want to stay up all night

To text you and plan our life together.

I want to make you playlists

Just to show you how much I adore you.

I long to be with someone.

To be wanted.

To be craved.

I long to crave them, to beg for their loving embrace

For to be loved is the greatest thing a human can experience.

It is an experience I lost memory of far too long ago.

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Satan, Art by Gustave Doré

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Imagine 1

Glancing at each other from opposite ends of the room, often enough for the other to know, but not too often so others don’t catch on. Feather light touches as we pass by each other, subtle reminders of our devotion to one another. Running off for a few moments to ourselves to embrace and whisper an ‘I love you’ as the sun watches on and the flowers listen in. Returning soon after and then it’s back to being strangers, at least until night falls and the moon shields us from the prying eyes of the world. Cloaked under the night we share moments so sweet the stars shine just a little brighter for us.

All for the cycle to start again when dawn breaks.

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A graceful jump

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I’m taking no fucking chances anymore I’ve had writers block for ages pls duck

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He didn’t say anything racist for ten minutes and they checked up on him

things i think killed prince philip

montero by lil nas x

christopher eccleston

royal necromancer overslept

down with the cis bus

“songs that would kill prince philip on the spot” playlist

the inherent combined power of lil nas, gerard way, and kristen stewart’s birthdays being on the same day

happy birthday lil nas, gerard way, kristen stewart

world too gay

he’s been dead for a while they just decided to check today

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Could have said that at Sarah Everard vigil instead of attacking them

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Oh dear god

Daddy Fizz

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Ten of Pentacles came THROUGH YESSS

May the 10 of Pentacles bless your account with more money than you can spend. 💵✨

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Have a meme

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If we can’t stop or reset the clock.

Can we eat the clock?

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Please

May the 10 of Pentacles bless your account with more money than you can spend. 💵✨

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Yeah, a whole jar

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Reblog if you think asexuality is a legitimate sexuality.

I’m trying to prove something.

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yall are so fucked with your cancel culture shit. and i dont mean like the james charles and pewdiepie and projared drama or anything like that.

i mean when yall bring up shit from 5+ years ago that people never had repeat offenses on after they immediately apologized after being told they were in the wrong. 

you seem to forget people grow and change over time. you seem to forget switching your opinions and growing and doing better and becoming a better person is part of being human, part of being a person. like, not to be that guy but a year ago i was an aphobic transmed. am i now? hell no, because i grew up and realized i was in the wrong and changed. 

holy shit. people are humans. dont fucking idolize them and rip them apart when you dig up shit they said 5+ years ago that they have never done since. dont place people on pedestals and expect them to be flawless. nobody is. and this isnt even about violent racism, transphobia/homophobia, or predatory behavior either so dont try to twist my words.

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So I was eating my dinner with my parents and a pea falls onto the floor. My mum looks me dead in the eye and says ‘it’s an esca-pea.’ I have never wanted to laugh so hard and slap someone at the same time.

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You know how there’s different positions in hospitals. I feel like this could be the same.

Plague Doctor masks based off of different birds