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why am I tired...hmmm...lets think. Maybe it's because my writing is more taxing than any sport I've ever played and it makes me think harder than any math I've ever had to do and I swear I'm fine I just can't figure out why i'm so tired

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it's so hardcover –> we're so paperback

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i love this character so much bro. now show me how they’d look shaking and sobbing on the floor after their entire worldview and sense of self and worth has been shattered, all alone with no one in the world who cares enough about them to even politely ask if they’re okay

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This blog is my adult version of cutting pictures out of magazines and glueing them on to paper

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hey u missed ur shift on tumblr.com why aren’t u reblogging

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Reblog and put in the tags a TRULY unpopular fandom opinion that you have that you’re sure would get you tarred and feathered in most fandom spaces.

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i wish we had seen more done with the symbol of Bella Swan as the lamb. Edward got his "lion & the lamb" scene. i wish there was a point where Bella was reflecting on this with Jacob.

"the wolf & the lamb." how sick it is that the lamb always finds herself in the company of predators. how beautiful it is that the lamb has the courage & tenacity to seek them out.

"the wolf & the lamb." how wise it is that the little lamb who the lion teased for being so delicate uses her softness to cozy up to the warmth of yet another natural-born predator.

"the wolf & the lamb." the lamb has left the flock only to be abandoned by the pride; now, here is the lamb running with the pack as if her claws are just as sharp & her canines sink just as deep.

here is Bella Swan, the "wolf in lamb's clothing."

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i HC that since in the books it is mentioned that bella and her mom had to basically scrape together money to supplement a winter wardrobe when she moved to Forks, that Bella just ended up wearing a lot of Charlie's old stuff. Like his oversized flannels and his jackets, something comforting to have during her first days of school and to change into when she got home because her current clothes were soaking wet from the rain. she didnt really ask him if it was ok, she just kind of started doing it and he never said anything since he is in his work uniform most of the time anyway.

And all the stuff Bella wore that fit slightly better but were still too big, were Jacobs. When he first heard Bella was moving to Forks, he gathered up a bunch of his old clothes he outgrew to give to her while he made fun of her arizona clothes. "you cant wear that here, chica! You'll freeze!"

And that is my explanation of why Bella's wardrobe is so vastly different in style from Arizona to Forks. because none of the clothes she wears are hers

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may all your favorite fanfic writers never lose their hyperfixation and love for your blorbos so they keep writing fanfics about your blorbos forever

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I've gone fifteen years on this website without absorbing any information about homestuck and I'm not about to start now

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It’s crazy how being in the fandom of a silly vampire romance series entails learning about Mormonism against your will

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if you werent here in 2013-2015 idk what to tell you. it was a different world. sometimes my sherlock gifsets would get 100k+ notes. it was the gilded age of tumblr.

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what a beautiful day to not be in high school

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me, covered in my blorbo’s blood after I wrote a fic about them