my-wandering-rabbit

[my-wandering-rabbit]

Why is it that out of all the people in this world, you that I found, is the one person I can not love?

[my-wandering-rabbit]

What can I do? You're still you.

[my-wandering-rabbit]

Your words are like the highest flame that leaves embers that never fade.

[my-wandering-rabbit]

Even tattoos fade. Why do you think feelings won't?

[my-wandering-rabbit]

May my heart rest with yours. Both tired and weary, but not alone.

[my-wandering-rabbit]

"This might not happen again."

I can see my happiness forming colors in my eyes. This fluttering feeling, the laughter in the air. I like the version of me in this moment.

"This might not happen again."

I might change in the future. The people gone. Sadness reigns. No moment can be recreated exactly the same. Not the view, not the ambiance.

"This might not happen again."

I whisper those words repeatedly, like a curse.

I know, I accepted it.

But, for now, I will live in this moment and wallow in it. I'm happy now, this is the present. If I should starve tomorrow, at least I am full now. I'll take it all and wish that someday I'll have another precious moment that will never happen again.

[my-wandering-rabbit]

I remember, I remember it all clearly. But they don't, so I'm the liar. How unfair, how lonely.

[my-wandering-rabbit]

Stupid moment.

Me: [Sees a plane in the tv]

Me: "Oooh, a plane. (Proceeds to do train sounds)."

Brain: .....

Me: .....

[my-wandering-rabbit]

It's hard to be kind when every fiber of my body screams havoc.

[my-wandering-rabbit]

The only person who can judge if it's love or not is the person receiving it.

[my-wandering-rabbit]

I'm the one who remembers everything

The one stuck in the loop

Seeing it play back again and again

The poor soul that hurt

A fool that couldn't escape this curse

I'm waiting for a moment to change

Even just a minute, a second

Just to give me hope

Feed this thirsty soul

Help me wish to move on

Come back to me

Take me away from this insanity

[my-wandering-rabbit]

I believe you both are meant to be. God saw that you both were lonely and put you together. He said, "I'll make you both the closest thing anyone can be. No space in between, no room for others to squeeze in." So now breathe, and let your doubts go. If even the heavens said so, what use can others judgment do. Love gets blurred in the face of doubts, so just face it head on and indulge.

[my-wandering-rabbit]

I like the way you

care for her

The way it fits

No reason why

The way it's her

and the way it's you

No labels

No confusion

Even if others ask

They wouldn't understand

Because it's only her

and only you

[my-wandering-rabbit]

"I'll take over now, dear rabbit. Great job, love."

[my-wandering-rabbit]

"She was too quiet, or she was too loud. She took things too seriously, or not seriously at all. She was too sensitive, or too cold-hearted. She hated with every fiber of her being, or loved with every piece of her heart. There was no in-between for her. It was either all or nothing. She wanted everything but settled for nothing."

[my-wandering-rabbit]

Love... love is too much for this world, and yet not enough for you.

[my-wandering-rabbit]

It's ok, I knew at some point you'd have to let go. I just thought that before that day would come, I'd already have. Too stupid, too weak, we loved too much, and we love still.