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i feel like i'm literally living some cliche-rich, trope heavy, fanfic life because i have a guy best friend now and we've contested several dating allegations up until this point and i do NOT want to date him... but the moment he starts acting a little sappy and kind around another girl i feel a twinge of jealousy and an overload of cringe? idek how i feel at the moment and it disgusts me lol

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sorry i haven't been posting lately guys, i've been busy getting bitches 😎 (dating allegations with my male best friend)

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i’ve been obsessed w this man since middle school btw

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hi, sorry for disappearing guys.

i had a boyfriend, things were great. we broke up and while it was clean, it was painful. today marks two months since that happened... yeah. no more dating, maybe when i'm 42 or something i'll try again.

uh, perhaps unsurprising news, but my fixation has shifted again. i still LOVE jjk and all my boys, but i'm tempted to change my layout because i've recently remembered i LOVE bucky barnes. so if you see that, errrrr yeah. i'll try to post about both if i happen to.

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sorry for literally dying for two months... i had a boyfriend and then he broke up with me. it's been sorta rough

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my 1 year, 1 month dry spell has officially been reset!

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having a cat is great. there's a small little animal wandering around. effervescent

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richard sutherland's ( 🌽 ⭐️) body is like, a near perfect sukuna comparison (imo)

there's some vids on twt if anybody wants to go check that out :p

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NSFW, MDFI, umm freaky? (a little uh, violent. blood mention. pain. you get it.)

w/c: uhh short. 400 words?? (total guess)

maybe i'm too far gone but...

sukuna who doesn't need love, or want it.

at least, its what he tells himself of course. it's what he had always thought.

up until the fifth time you laid together, feelings evolving on either end, but only one of you would maybe accept them.

and sukuna, the poor, unwanted child he is, he doesn't believe in love. no. love is a thing parents came up with to keep their children docile and complacent. love doesn't exist, and even if it did, it would hurt.

so imagine the surprise both of you face on this fifth night.

you, in pain, adrenaline starting to course through you as fresh blood and cum leaks from your stuffed hole.

sukuna, in shock, as his eyes wander, finally landing on where the both of you are connected. chest heaving at the sight of blood and a heavy, exhilarated breath pours from his lips. the hot air dispersing across your stomach.

in a small, experimental pull, he tries backing out, gently. only to be met by your cries as the barbs on his cock hook themselves deeper into the velvet walls he had so thoroughly ravaged.

it was in this moment he realized he didn't love you, no, but he did need you. your body. perhaps your annoying quip every now and then. his heart knew that, and now even his body did, long before he came to realize it himself.

and now? now you could never leave, solely his to enjoy at his own leisure.

at least, up until he got bored of you, but he suspects his body will be sure to let him know if that ever becomes the case.

then after a quiet, introspective moment on his part, he sighs almost happily before leaning forward. eyes closed as he rests fully atop you, content, pressing his face to your neck as he listens to the sound of your shallow breaths.

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need him to smirk at me like this while i squirt on his fingers

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had to write smtn for class today about nature and not my skrunklies... BLEgh. it turned out like ass

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NSFW, MDFI, umm freaky? (a little uh, violent. blood mention. pain. you get it.)

w/c: uhh short. 400 words?? (total guess)

maybe i'm too far gone but...

sukuna who doesn't need love, or want it.

at least, its what he tells himself of course. it's what he had always thought.

up until the fifth time you laid together, feelings evolving on either end, but only one of you would maybe accept them.

and sukuna, the poor, unwanted child he is, he doesn't believe in love. no. love is a thing parents came up with to keep their children docile and complacent. love doesn't exist, and even if it did, it would hurt.

so imagine the surprise both of you face on this fifth night.

you, in pain, adrenaline starting to course through you as fresh blood and cum leaks from your stuffed hole.

sukuna, in shock, as his eyes wander, finally landing on where the both of you are connected. chest heaving at the sight of blood and a heavy, exhilarated breath pours from his lips. the hot air dispersing across your stomach.

in a small, experimental pull, he tries backing out, gently. only to be met by your cries as the barbs on his cock hook themselves deeper into the velvet walls he had so thoroughly ravaged.

it was in this moment he realized he didn't love you, no, but he did need you. your body. perhaps your annoying quip every now and then. his heart knew that, and now even his body did, long before he came to realize it himself.

and now? now you could never leave, solely his to enjoy at his own leisure.

at least, up until he got bored of you, but he suspects his body will be sure to let him know if that ever becomes the case.

then after a quiet, introspective moment on his part, he sighs almost happily before leaning forward. eyes closed as he rests fully atop you, content, pressing his face to your neck as he listens to the sound of your shallow breaths.

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changed my layout a little, dunno if i like it

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building off of this, the heian period was one of ELEGANCE.

if anything about you was inelegant (prose, vernacular, dress, posture, etc) in this aristocracy, you ran the risk of losing your advantage in society & all that. (for example, if men couldn't write in chinese characters or if they weren't up to date on poetry of that time, they would fail in their attempts at gaining leverage in the government, or struggle with courtship and in pursuing a romantic partner, so on).

the poetry of the era we covered today pertains mostly to seasons, love, travel, mourning, and some various other themes. its so silly to imagine sukuna tearing up over a 5 line poem, or blushing at the taboo nature of an unwed, inner-court affair.

i love when things come full circle

(my classical japanese literature class is covering a lot of heian era prose and poetry. which i can use to further develop my understanding of sukuna, his character, and topics prevalent in his time.)

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i love when things come full circle

(my classical japanese literature class is covering a lot of heian era prose and poetry. which i can use to further develop my understanding of sukuna, his character, and topics prevalent in his time.)

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@goxjo

i know we're recently mooted, but i feel as though you need go see this.

bedtime sketch. dont take it seriously i just wanted to do arms and that specific shirt cut