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oh btw, I switched back to my s22 ultra baby. got myself galaxy watch too. 🫡 yeahhhhh

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After all this time, I still believe in love. I will wait for my true love. And i know in my heart, that day will come. ❤️

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life update : just got into Google and switched to iphone 15 (still sucks btw)

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can and sanem. what a epic love story btw, just rewatched 20-30 episodes probably. i didnt do any office work. just thinking non stop what if i would have someone just like can who will loves me endlessly.

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i m eagerly waiting for my google interview result. i dont know why. i mean i have put the hard work but still it feels like i can never be the perfect self that i always want to be. why is it so difficult to have self confidence. i dont feel i deserve anything. everyday i check leetcode interview experience to see what other candidates are going through. i m very scared i feel this could be my only chance to crack google to work in a good company. to earn a lot of money. i dont know why i dont trust myself enough that even if i fail this, i can crack it again. btw, this is for the first time i cracked google onsite interviews. i remember i gave google interview for the first time when i was in college. but probably i didnt work hard that time. i have given my everything this time. and i dont want to be rejected

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One day you think: I want to die. And then you think, very quietly, actually I want a coffee. I want a nap. A sandwich. A book. And I want to die turns day by day into I want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friends, I want to sit in the sun. I want a cleaner room, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else, I want to live.

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"Would you peel an orange for me?"

I would peel a pomegranate for you.

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i want to date..i want a boyfriend.

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just got my first iphone. didnt like it that much. will see over a week, if i want to switch back to my s22 ultra or not

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Also i need a holiday. i need rest. i m tired. but i already had taken a day off yesterday. now i just cant. i have to deliver this project on time. also my manager thinks i dont work.

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today sucks. i woke up early. i was supposed to go to my yoga class. but i didnt. i dont understand where i have lost my motivation. nothing makes sense anymore. nothing excites me anymore. not even the though of moving to bangalore.

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Created a TODO list for this quarter. ☑️

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Learning how to love myself day by day. 🌻

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Can someone please find my soulmate? I really need him today. this very day.

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“I have a deeply hidden and inarticulate desire for something beyond the daily life.”

— Virginia Woolf

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REACTIVITY IS ENSLAVEMENT.

RESPONSIBILITY IS FREEDOM.

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they say when your heart aches, be patient enough to let it all out. but they fail to mention how long you will have to hold up to that pain, when it feels like you can't breathe. you are all alone here. you want to scream. but you are afraid no one would understand your cry. but in that moment, in that very moment, give yourself a break. just sit down. and please listen closely to the silence. when i sit down & listen to it, it feels like that silence is sincerely begging me to never cry again and just be patient to listen to what she has to say. and I'm listening.