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are you ok?????

SEO GAVE ME A CANE AND I ACCIDENTALLY HIT THEM WITH IT IM SORRY SEO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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NO IM SORRY SEO I DIDNT MEAN TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SEO GAVE ME A CANE AND I ACCIDENTALLY HIT THEM WITH IT IM SORRY SEO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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SEO GAVE ME A CANE AND I ACCIDENTALLY HIT THEM WITH IT IM SORRY SEO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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nick, hanin, and seo left the room all at once!!!!! they wont talk to me :(

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hello hello

i am back!!!!! hello!

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OO O O!!!!!!

new thing!!! on my other arm!!!!!!

"one two three four

every letter goes one to the left/right on a qwerty keyboard!

'pmr yep yjtrr gpit' right

the direction is the way the original text goes!"

thank you rosalin youre da real mvp!!!!!!!!!!!

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nick told me not to interact w marie so i wont

he says that if i do i might get upset again and i dont need to be stressed

and i trust him so ill ignore her!!!

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i got another code!!

"SWKRP left"!!!! my arms getting crowded hahaha!!!!!

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hi hi im here!!!!!!!

hi im awake is anybody there!!

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Listen, Marie. You need to stop while you're ahead. Drew is recovering, and he won't recover well with the stress of a stranger claiming to be his mother always asking to talk with him. He's already so upset - please, just leave us alone.

This is Nick.

Drew fell down a slope and fractured his leg in the process. Hanin carried him while Seo and I looked for medical supplies in buildings. For some reason, there was one that was decked out like a hospital. Which was weird, but I’m not going to question it - things have been weirder. Seo treated him, and now he’s resting because of the painkillers he’s on.

I’m… so glad he’s OK.

Also, he’s got a code in marker on his arm. “RADOZPM right”.

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This is Nick. Stop talking to us, Marie.

This is Nick.

Drew fell down a slope and fractured his leg in the process. Hanin carried him while Seo and I looked for medical supplies in buildings. For some reason, there was one that was decked out like a hospital. Which was weird, but I’m not going to question it - things have been weirder. Seo treated him, and now he’s resting because of the painkillers he’s on.

I’m… so glad he’s OK.

Also, he’s got a code in marker on his arm. “RADOZPM right”.

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nicky................... :(((((( are you ok?? im fiene see!!!!!!! i justs got a big fhonkin thingy on my leg!!!!! dont worry!! im here!!!!!!!!!! dont cry.............

im gonnsa give dyou a kiss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

seo told me to not gett out fo bed so i wongt but ti wanna hug nicky!!!!!!!!!!

NICKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my leg hurts!!!!!!!! :) GIV ME KISSD!!!!!!!!!!

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seo told me to not gett out fo bed so i wongt but ti wanna hug nicky!!!!!!!!!!

NICKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my leg hurts!!!!!!!! :) GIV ME KISSD!!!!!!!!!!

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nciks here and i kisss him i love dhim so mchxh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KISS SKSISS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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h hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im awkae now hi!!!!!! hello i am herew

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This is Nick.

Drew fell down a slope and fractured his leg in the process. Hanin carried him while Seo and I looked for medical supplies in buildings. For some reason, there was one that was decked out like a hospital. Which was weird, but I'm not going to question it - things have been weirder. Seo treated him, and now he's resting because of the painkillers he's on.

I'm... so glad he's OK.

Also, he's got a code in marker on his arm. "RADOZPM right".

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.........

im not even going to acknowledge how you got that information. honestly? i dont want to think about it!!! i dont want to think about some middle aged creepy woman stalking me and my family!! i really dont!!!!

what i am going to acknowledge however, is the honest to god balls you have for even thinking about impersonating my mother when i am in purgatory, a place i didnt even know EXISTED until this point after i killed myself because my mother was never around to help. when im struggling with myself so much, you have the absolute unnessecary GALL to step into MY life as my goddamn mother, WHO DIED!!!! IN CHILDBIRTH!!!!!! when you, a complete stranger, tells me that my father lied to me about my mom dying? when you tell me that i can meet up with you if i want like this is reasonable?????

i cant. even...... begin to tell you. how much ive gone through with my dad. he grew distant from me when i came out as trans, gay, EVEN WHEN THE RESULTS CAME BACK POSITIVE FOR AUTISM!!! he was. everything to me before that. hes a good dad. hes just........ he has problems. and that might be on him for having a kid. it might be on me for being such a fuckup..............

but for you to tell me. that my dad was lying to me and my sisters about my goddamn MOM dying while having me???? i hate you. i HATE you. STAY AWAY FROM ME. STAY AWAY FROM NICK!! STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME AND MY FAMILY.

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Dont ignore me please . We really need to have a talk .

There are things that i havent told you and that i havent been completely honest about with everyone .

… Do you remember how your father used to buy you toy guns and you both would have fake fights out in the backyard ? He told me about those . I really wish i had been there to play with you .

And do you remember him telling you about me when you were younger ? He told me he described me as short and jewish and too deep in the voice . Im actually quite tall now , he just met me … very young .

The truth is … your father hasnt been truthful with you either .

Im your mother Drew . And im so sorry you had to find out like this . In this terrible place and under these terrible conditions . Hopefully if we get out of here we can start again if youd like . You dont have to leave your father , i can just come back to virginia , ok? Of course , thats only if you want me to .

I love you so much Drew . Please trust me when i say that i wish things had been in better hands than mine and your fathers . You didnt deserve this . You never did .