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switching Tuesday weigh-ins to Saturday weigh-ins

started a summer college thing which is fun :)

But getting up at 6? No so fun

…

Anyways yeah

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haven’t posted in a while

but ate 560 c@ls today

win

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okay so I absolutely failed and binged trying to stay at 500 so we’re gonna do 600 for a week first and ease into it a little lmao

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Remember how you felt at your highest number?

Remember how you felt at your lowest number?

That should be enough motivation.

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I feel like it’s so hard to lose weight because I haven’t truly been skinny since I was a kid. It feels SO out of reach. Just processing that it will happen, that it IS possible… is both crazy and hopefully enough to keep driving me forward.

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Tuesday Weigh-In

As of June 17, 2025, I am at…

181.8 pounds! (1 pound down from last week!?!)

I am very VERY surprised by this cause I was on my period and binged at least twice, AND was 183 yesterday… but a pound is a pound ig??????

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i don't want to glamourize my experience with @n@ on here. so far, it hasnt been so bad. but the past week...

i know i gained. and this is sthe first week ive dealth with that. the feeling of failure, of laying down in my room and knowing, deep down, that i did bad this week... that i gained. it was a hard pill to swallow.

i cant let it consume me. i just have to do better tomorrow. i can get through this. and so can you.

trust youre not the only one who feels this way, and youre not the only one who has overcame it.

ill probably overcome it eventually.

once the weight is off.

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i burnt the popcorn.

trying 500 cals a day was terrible on day 2, and today... i binged. i tried not to, but i did, i dont even want to address what tomorrows weigh-in will be (definitely a gain)...

but i felt like a failure, thought, 'fuck it, lets make something else to eat' and i went for the one food i havent had since april. popcorn.

its a new microwave, and i put it in with the popcorn button... not enough time. great. cool.

it was only half popped. so i put it in again.

...

i burnt the popcorn.

this feels symbolic of my failure thus far. i cant even textualize the metaphor right now, but i understand it. i dont want to address it.

i dont care if i break myself. i will continue to burn the popcorn until i am skinny. and this time, it will be on purpose.

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i ate too much chocolate...

anyone wanna fast all of tuesday? maybe w a protein shake

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40hr fast today. Ended earlier than usual but still went down, and I ate some watermelon and chicken 🤞

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30 day challenge day 7 (pic under cut):

I started losing weight originally two summers ago, but that didn’t last once the school year started because I was doing it healthily and then went through a break up. As for unhealthily, I started losing a month ago (May) and have been doing it since.

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30 day challenge day 6 (challenge under cut)

i started losing weight because i wanted to stop being overweight. i did it unhealthily because results were coming too slow or itd be too hard to fall back into binging and keep pushing it off.

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was so emo cause I kept binging

just connected the dots

on period

oh!

makes sense

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30 day challenge day 5 (pic under cut)

my fav piece of thinspo is this gif

I want to be this indie whimsy girl soon

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guys I got my period

lowkey surprised but okay fire

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30 day challenge: day 4 (challenge pic under cut)

my workout routine consists of a lot of walking, a lot of youtube pilates / arm toning workouts, and if not those... just dance.

no im not kidding.

try it