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“When you’re on the verge of giving up, remember that everything happens for a reason and things work out the way they should be. You may have tons of questions but they’ll be answered in the right time. Just keep the faith burning. Be positive because what you’ve experienced now can be the most awaited and the best turning point of your life.”

— thousand-miles-lovestory

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“Salute to those who feel empty, alone and broken but they still manage to give encouragements to others.”

— thousand-miles-lovestory

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This is why I don't want to get too attached to people.

Circumstances beyond our control make them come and go. Most of the time they go..

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I want to be alone and I want people to notice me - both at the same time.

Thom Yorke (via help-n-quotes)

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정말, 내 마음이 아파.

My heart hurts.

It hurts so bad everytime reality hits me.

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What's gotten into you?

Once again, you are your insecure little self.

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The hardest lesson I have learned this year is never stop working to improve your happiness.Your happiness needs to be maintained. Try to put yourself first. Do what makes you happy. You have choices. Never make the best ones for others, make the best choices for yourself. And remember taking care of yourself is NOT selfish, it is self-care.

tracing-the-infinite,  writing prompt #73: Write about the lessons you learned this year. (via wnq-writers)

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Here’s to the sacrifices made for the dreams we build and the goal we aspire towards. Knowing we are more than our failures makes us unstoppable.

annewrights  (via shareaquote)

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I don’t think feelings change, nor people, I think situations do. I know that it’s possible to dislike someone after loving them so much or to love someone after feeling so much hate towards them, but it’s not because people change, it’s because it’s not the same. It’s because something made you think differently, something opened your eyes. Something caused you to see everything the way it is at last. It’s like days. Days can be cloudy or days can be sunny. Days don’t change, the weather does. And nothing can play a part in that or fix it, they can just let it be.

dauntless-dandelions (via wnq-writers)

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It has been my habit to eat spicy food whenever I feel sick or sad. Aside from the fact that it tastes good, I like the 'pain'. I prefer the spice that hurts to the extent that I'll have a runny nose afterwards. Sometimes, if I feel like I'm at rock bottom, I'll eat a lot and cry from the spiciness. Haha! For some reason it gives me comfort.

And tonight, I need some chillies.

P.S. Why is it called "chill"ies when it's so hot? Heh. Brainfart.

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Crash into your bed. Stare at the ceiling. Focus on your breathing for a little while. And then cry. Cry until the weight of the world leaves your shoulders. Cry until the fear leaves your body. And then focus on your breathing again. Take each painful moment as each of them passes by. It won’t last forever. You’re healing. You’re surviving. And you’re still alive. Tomorrow could be better.

Juansen Dizon, A Bad Day  (via theprocast)

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It was a dream, and I do not know what to feel.

A person walked past me, and I shouted "Yoongi Saranghaeyo!"

And another "Jimin Saranghaeyo!"

I cannot believe my eyes! They are walking in front of me. It was like a backstage scene or something. I was waiting for the other members. However, I was informed that they already left. While regretting not being there early, I. SAW. YOU.

You were practicing for a fashion show (?) if I am not wrong. I walked near you, expecting, wanting you to notice me but you were too busy. You are now leaving.

I chased you as I shouted "Kim Seok Jin! Kim Seok Jin!! Saranghaeyoooo!!!"

And you looked back!

*Shit I'm crying deep inside*

And I shouted even louder. You stopped walking. Catching my breath, I continuously say "Saranghae, saranghaeyo, jeongmal nomu nomu saranghae!" You were smiling.

I cannot beleive this!

We are now talking about our lives. We're happy knowing each other deeper. We had that connection and understanding (I would like to assume). Then you needed to go to work, and you asked me if I want to go with you. I did. We arrived there, the venue was full of artists, celebrities, beautiful people. I took a step back. I suddenly felt strange.

*Look at this, you do not belong here. He's out of your league. You expected him to like you in this sea of beautiful people. Who are you kidding?* -- my innerself told me. I took another step back and ran away ...

And I woke up.

Ah, I don't know how to feel about it. It feels good to see you up close, to talk to you, to actually see you smile even if it's just a dream. However, I did not expect feeling down after. The last part of my dream was just reality hitting me in the face. *sigh*

Amidst the pressure of final examinations, I did not expect to dream of you. Ah, I have always wanted to see Bangtan Sonyeondan (BTS) in my dreams but I did not expect it last night. It was the first time in the whole 3 continuous years of being a fan.

I would like to think that it means I need to work on myself more, be a better person. So if that chance would come in real life, I will not run away and that I'll find the courage and confidence to stay.

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Five years later, I'm still making my way out of the pile of books and readings required, drowning myself in caffeine and reaping those eyebags. ©tto of the photo

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A friend was taking herself down to memory lane then she accidentally bumped into this 'blog'. I thought 'nadjaecent' was long gone. Once again after x number of years, I'm here. I updated things a bit (a lot has changed), reread and tweaked my blog entries. There were things which remained the same but some are now just memories.

I was feeling half and half about how I write about things before and even had an identity crisis in the middle of everything. Like who was I back then? And why am I like this now? 🙃 Whether it is for the better or worse, I don't know. Haha.

I always say this everytime I stumble upon tumblr "I miss the old times, I miss the old friends I had here." And today, I am left to wonder where are they now?

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