nanovk

[nanovk]

I go through phases where I'm online a lot, almost all the time, to disappearing for 8 months & forgetting what all I was doing. I need to stop that</3

[nanovk]

Nano likes cats.

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Acheron, the previous emanator of Nihility - a woman who guided those passing on through the river of sorrows. The woman who took back what was lost & taking her place as the true Aeon to Nihility. She seeks to redeem the path, to help those she can & save herself from a void of nothingness.

Acheron took pity upon the vampiric subject - giving this individual another chance at life. Quickly becoming their reason for EXISTING & waking up every morning.

Despite being sent into the Dreamscape, it is a place where Nano has been able to succeed, to strive. It is the first instance happiness existed in their life.

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It is said that vampires are night walkers - rarely, would there ever be a case of one walking in the sunlight. However, Penacony is the land of dreams. Anything is possible. A night walker can exist in both Shadow & Light. No harm caused. However, the physical body is kept in a safe spot; in a quarters custom to Nano's needs. Specially crafted in order to compensate for what nutrients is needed in order to survive... Acheron personally appointed care takers of Nano's body for this.

The cycle blends itself when staying in the Dreamscape. Nano's stay has been on going one year.

Behind the scenes, a special ring is being made in order for Nano to exist as they do within this dream.

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        Such ferosity within one's tone, unexpected ; however, this is a job that sees many facades    &.    many personalities. Coquelic - Already, a one of a kind. Not only in attire, but the way she carried herself, a tone of voice not often received outside of intoxication. It all all part of the job, to be friendly    &.    to not push buttons. Sometimes, such as now, a conversation is so striking that the little vampire wish to push further, prod into another's mind. Their guard had been let down, mere few seconds    &.    by the looks of it, they'd already revealed too much by body language alone. A small annoyance, yet something that can easily get past. For now, Nano falls silent    &.    allows their patron to ramble away. Spilling her own blood in this ; gaining both a numbness    &.    excitement to confessions. Penacony is drenched in religious imagery, populated by those that mimic angels - Haloviens. One in particular came to mind, a self renowned God amongst their people.

          A rush, feeling as though they've taken the place of a confessions booth. It's    ...    exhilarating. Much akin to that of a hunt on an empty stomach. Nano had the nagging thought ; Does Acheron, too, feel such elation?

          A thought that ran short, breaking away upon having small praise on the beverage provided. Crown tipped downward, nodding    &.    smiling softly. Form slightly lifts, with such confidence in preparations for another pour ; were it desired.

          ❛  It pleases me that you enjoy our selection, miss. But, what you said before    ...  ❜         Silver haired recalls to the words before mentioned, an intimate anger to the statement of revenge. A hand came to fix the tie loosely fit 'round neck, it felt both cold    &.    hot. Perhaps an anxiety coming on, alongside previous feelings. Premonition of an event yet to happen - the strings of destiny may be at play here. This is not accident nor coincidence in meeting such a lovely woman.    THEY    certainly had plans for the likeness of reds all along    ...

            ❛  You    ...    aren't. This may be the best place for the nature of this matter. It's loud, everyone's drunk or socializing with the folk around    ...    no one pays attention to others, if it doesn't favor themselves.  ❜         Clearing their throat, Nano continues on. The wine bottle set aside for now    &.    they'd lean forward, head is sunken in a bit beneath shoulders - their gazes upon one another mere inches away. Pupils of a frosty blue fixate on another's of crimson - reminding her of a blood sea. It's mesmerizing, to say the least.    &.    that smile previous, turn something a bit more sinister. Revealing another second of just what truth may lay below such a not so ordinary bartender    ...

             ❛  I did away with what tortured me, mind    &.    body alike. However, the things done had left me with an ever lasting want for death. For the fall of others - of course, brought upon my own hands. Drained of life from my very fangs - otherwise, what's the point? It's all so    ...    boring.    &.    here, especially? This doesn't have any genuine effect on those outside of the Dreamscape. It's    ...    frustrating. But, I must remain here as the orders of My God demanded it, until I can overcome the desire to kill mindlessly. She fears I'd become what's called A Ripper if I don't get myself, my urges, under control.    &.    it's hard. So hard.  ❜        &.    as Nano carried on, there's exhaust in tone. Grinding teeth between words, clenching the jaw. As if trying to relax their soul while spilling guts so their patron. However, there's a sort of freedom in not needing to keep it all locked inside.

❁ | 𝐂𝐎𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐂 𝐖𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐋𝐋 𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓, the sound of clinking glass and pouring liquid vim filling out the quiet as they take their time to respond. the icebreaker she's chosen appears to have hit a nail on its head.

she casually scrutinizes the glass of wine when it slides before her, lifting it to sample its aroma. it doesn't smell particularly cheap - good.

( ' and what of you? ' ) ⸻ ❝ what about me ? ❞ a mild bite to her tone, an indication that they're being just a little brave in inquiring after the mentor. regardless, coquelic must feel like indulging them a little. they'd come up with such a good answer, after all. may as well meet the effort.

❝ medicine in its best form is a means to 'cure', not to 'cope.' i avenged any meaningful grievances of mine a long time ago, and as such, i've cured myself of that weight. ❞ she gently swirls the wine in its glass, watching the faint ripple on the surface as a tiny, fleeting whirlpool comes and goes.

❝ but the world keeps turning, and there will always be people who get bold and think they can cross me. i'm certainly still in the business of settling scores with those sorts. ... still, you sound quite intimate with this 'anger' you speak of ⸻ am i wrong ? ❞

at last, she tilts the glass against her lips, permits a few drops of wine to slip over her tongue. ❝ hm... not too bad. ❞ ⸺ ❁| @nanovk , cont. !

[nanovk]

Nano had visions of an individual from across the galaxies, from another universe. A connections with this person, this entity, reliving the very masses of destruction caused, as if she were there. It felt all too real, as if they'd been her own memories. It brought on confusion, however, a pleasant escape from what harsh reality they'd be put in upon waking.

The blood of a Kaslana filled their very veins, by extension, as did the Void Herrscher's hatred & own anguish, own goals.

Soon, by their Creator's orders, a medicine was given in order to suppress such illusions, or rather, memories. As the confusion would bring on hysteria & further the already made identity crisis.

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This will serve as a masterlist to story progression & tidbits for when I decide to post them.

Summary.

Prologue i. Prologue ii.

Religion. Vampirism. Emanator. Aeon of Nihility.

Path & Elemental Analysis.

Penacony. Dreamscape Illusions. Reality.

Astral Express. The Garden of Recollection.

The Scientist. Experiments & Creation. Present Day.

Herrscher of Finality. Herrscher of the Void.

Mental State. Identity. Amphoerus. Chrysos Heirs.

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revenge is the best medicine ! :}c

      ✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐂𝐔𝐋𝐓 𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐒 .    / /    coquelic, @rhoeade.

          Words rung true, a motive long    OBSESSED    over. An obsession that wrapped its way around their heart that it almost became blinding - Fortunately, the act of revenge became a reality long ago. But, not without it's repercussions ; what felt good, great,    FANTASTIC    in the moment? Left the little vampire with emptiness, a hole with now, no other purpose. Such routine practice    &.    forced upon her had now been broken, it was time to pick up those pieces. Eventually finding their way again, into the hands of an Aeon, the God of all that is nothingness - Nano would cherish this path, consuming as much as she'd like, until it's all gone.

         An obsession of    REVENGE    turned into the greed of blood lust.

         Purpose    &.    survival bleed together, blurring the lines of both.

         Lids close, the rag from beneath Penacony's counter is retrieved    &.    used to clean the glass. In preparation to pour their beloved guest another drink    ...    Ruby pearls peek through, a smirk formed. Nano hums, grabbing the finest bottle of wine this Dreamscape had to offer - whilst pouring the magenta contents, the bartender would get lost in thought. This Dreamscape has since changed from all that time ago, a place where it'd be    PETRIFIED    to allow such a creature in its contents. Disrupting whatever corruption of Them, it's a sort of peace Acheron placed upon this individual. An area to consume    &.    devour whomever, without any    REAL HARM    ...    She'd be lying if there still remained a sort of missing piece due to this. This act of a cruel kindness blessed upon thee, to do with such freedom    &.    return to the    WAKING WORLD    with a more stable self control.

        Perhaps, this is just one of those things that made God such a beautiful creature. One worthy of such devotion     &.    praise.

        Once glass is filled, it's pushed toward the woman in white.

         ❛  Hm. You aren't wrong    ...    Pain killers, alcohol, drugs, which ever you choose can only help so much. But, humans are addictive personalities - they don't know when to stop. Corrupting their very beings, in hopes to satiate the    ANGER    that boils within.  ❜        Nano continues, even projecting a bit with their words.

          ❛  So, what of you? Do these feelings reside in a woman of such beauty? I'd hate to see you burn up    &.    fall from grace.  ❜

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✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐂𝐔𝐋𝐓 𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐒 . ( a collection of horror - based dialogue prompts . adjust phrasing as necessary . mature themes present . )

you'll never get what you want .

we need to stay together . no 'splitting up' bullshit .

nobody ever prepared me for this .

so you've just been lying to me this entire time ?

there's too much blood , i can't stop it .

this is over when i say it's over .

[ name ] , be careful . i've already lost enough people that i care about .

i never should have trusted you .

this is getting really out of hand , okay ?

i feel like we're not alone .

revenge is the best medicine !

put your head on straight , this isn't over yet .

maybe we should ... y'know , check it out ?

run . run and don't stop .

i thought i saw something ... i - i must be going crazy .

you couldn't pay me to go down there .

the cops are on their way .

would you rather stay here and die ?!

there's no such thing as [ ghosts / demons ] . it's made-up .

you aren't going anywhere .

i'm putting you out of your misery .

i know you think you're untouchable , but they will kill us .

you shouldn't have touched that .

we aren't going to make it out of here , are we ?

why are you following me ?

there has to be a medical kit here , somewhere .

i'll go with you . strength in numbers , right ?

don't move ... a fucking muscle .

fuck , the door is locked from the other side .

don't get ... dead , okay ?

that was the only [ bullet / round / flare ] we had .

did you really think it would be that easy ?

we've come too far , we can't turn around now .

put down the [ weapon ] . please .

come on , help me barricade the door .

[ name ] , is that ... blood ?

haven't you seen a horror movie ? the blonde always dies .

it was you ? YOU did this ?!

you are gonna fucking pay .

i'm going to give you ten seconds . nine , eight ...

i want you to admit what you did .

hey , look at me -- it's not real . it's not real .

do you think they're watching us right now ?

we're in this together . no one gets left behind .

let them go ... please , just let them go .

oh my god , what the hell was that ?!

you know i'm capable of this .

i had to ... i had no choice .

you don't have the guts .

this is fucked up , this is so fucked up .

what we're dealing with isn't even human .

you need to hide . find somewhere & don't come out .

stop ! don't touch that . we don't know what it is .

i've done bad things to good people .

if they catch us , they will kill us .

why are you covered in blood ?

i can't ... i can't feel my -

[ name ] is dead . i saw it happen .

what , you're gonna kill me ? i don't believe you .

there is an evil in you . i see it .

this shit only happens to people in horror movies .

forget about me , just save them .

what's one reason i shouldn't kill you right now ?

you aren't supposed to be here .

please don't . i'm begging you .

are you scared ?

whatever happens , don't let go of my hand .

[ name ] , this isn't you .

well , what the fuck are we supposed to do ?!

get out of my house before i call the cops .

you're going to regret that .

there's that smile ... i'm glad it's the last thing i'll see .

if we make it out of here , tonight will haunt me forever .

[nanovk]

Stats, Lightcone & Abilities;

abilities coming soon.

[nanovk]

Hello, & welcome to my blog. This is a WORK IN PROGRESS, cross-over/multiverse inclusive & plot driven roleplaying account for Nano Kasura. Primarily set within the Honkai Star Rail & Impact 3rd worlds respectively - with other media inspiration into the portrayal of the individual itself. They are heavily intertwined with my Acheron & Yuri's Kiana Kaslana.

    Right off the bat, I'd like to say I'm quite new with world building & character building. A lot of things may not make sense, may change, may get twisted on my own accord, though this is part of the process. Things here will continue to be added or removed as I see fit to, in order to perfect what I wanted to do.

Please do not follow me if you have no real intentions on interacting with Nano & being apart of the building process.

    Nano is a lesbian portrayed character on this blog, however, she may 'flirt' with male characters as a way to achieve what she wants - which is ultimately their blood supply. ( As they are considered a vampire in common, this is something that's needed in order to survive. Otherwise, it is a way to boost sales during her work as a bartender, or to satiate boredom & see what all the receiver could do for her. Please don't mistake this as Nano genuinely coming onto your character. )

To add* Nano is multiship, though everything is kept in an au sense unless plotted otherwise.

I want nothing to do with callout culture, hateful messages, or coming to me as an unknown person to warn me about how apparently horrible someone is. That does not account for those I'm close to, & consider friends. I know how a majoring of dash vaguing commentary goes, how hurtful it is because people tend to make assumptions & point fingers at others without a shred of proof, or they often splice screen shots to look worse than they are. I've had many things said about myself & friends that I have that are just simply not true, due to jealousy, among other things. & for this, I want nothing to do with those who are overly dramatic & take issue with 99% of what they find online... I will block you if you like to stir the pot for no other reason than to do it & get clout. If you share callouts, or try to tell me who I can & can't talk to. I'm pro-free mind, as in not following the crowd on harassing someone over a callout. Please respect this. Otherwise, block & be on your way. Thank you.

    Too add on to the above: On blocking/soft blocking/unfollowing: Sometimes I don't wish to see content I no longer care for, or remove others when we never became close nor interacted. I tend to keep my following small. Please do not bombard me with questions on why we are no longer following each other, either. It is not personal, especially if we are still connected through other blogs/social media.

    The PSD used here is a mixture. One is from my good friend, S. Plus, my own. / / Everything in design, such as blog layout & icon border - icon splitter, are made by myself.

    The overall aesthetic & icon border creations are of my own. & while I know character themes can run similar to other canon-character blogs, please do not come to me saying 'you're stealing' or 'you're copying', etc. I will block the anonymous message/blog that approaches me with this.

I think that's all, so here's a little bit about me: My name is Shadow, 1995 is my birth year. My favorite color is red, my favorite Pokemon are Gengar & Umbreon. I also write a few characters, mostly known for Makima, Dame Aylin, Mei Raiden, Shadow & Dante... Currently, I am casually re-learning & learning the following languages: Spanish, Japanese, Chinese & German - I am no where near fluent. I may make mistakes with these languages.

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Quick information about the character under the cut;

Name:  Nano Kasura

Voice: Mamiko Noto

Face: Jalter (Fate Series)

Path:  Nihility

Element: Physical

Rarity: 5*

Title: Emanator of Nihlity ( Chosen by Acheron )

Age:  28 ( physically ) / Unknown Age

Height:  5’7” / 170 cm

Eye color:  Blue pupils, Bright red irises

Eye design -> temp place holder.

Hair color: Snow white / silver highlights

Hair design -> formerly shorter, grown out over time.

Species:  Chemically enhanced human / Considered a Vampire amongst common fantasies

Sexuality:  Lesbian  (  Sexually  /  Romantically attracted to those who are born as or identify as / align with a woman  )

Gender:  Nonbinary  /  Femme Aligned  (  She - Her - They - Them  )

Marital Status:  Single  /  all & any r-s will be au .

Personality / Identity:  Someone who used to be kind && caring , but not for long as they had an identity crisis shortly after being ‘ alive ‘ Being a recreation of a human that once was , but the process had mixed up their DNA. Rejecting that of what a normal human may need to sustain life - Thus leading to a spiral . Now walking an eternity of taking the very lives for herself in order to satiate hunger … Acheron, the Aeon of Nihility , chose Nano as one of her first Emanators. Another chance at this so-called life - the decision to redeem herself or simply give in to such disastrous desires . 

Current Location:  Penacony ( Primarily ), Traveling/Non-specific

Occupation:  Bartender.

Outfits:  Casual ->    ||     Battle Ready -> || Bartending -> || Business ->

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Things are hazy pre-emanator ... flecks of the past flood the mind of someone so detached from what was once real. Perhaps it's a curse disguised as a blessing - with such a troubled, terrible up bringing into the world. That which is called NANO, didn't come to be as naturally as any other life form did. Rather, an experimentation, someone - something made out of mere curiosity. To satiate the LONELY OBSESSION of a man that couldn't let go of his own possessions, his own past.

Forced to starve, beg, treated lesser than a dog for mere amusement - for results. To see what made the individual tick, what set it off. How long could it go without the sustenance needed in order to survive? Walking around in sunlight is possible, but not without it's side effects. Causing nausea, rashes &. light burns.

Neither could cold be withstood for long periods of time.

Their very being that's meant to be made as apex predator had instead been so FRAGILE. Adjustments were dire, replacing some parts of the body with metal, more excruciating pains were endured, agonizingly. What became greater didn't go without it's expected suffering, not without the sacrifice of what HUMANITY inhabit Nano.

However, patience became Nano's virtue - learning silence, to obey in order to proper observe the surroundings of this .... cage. This prison.

&. at the very first chance taken, she killed him.

Ravaging his very body, picking the meat from bones, draining the very veins coursing beneath flesh &. holding the sweetness of ichor ultimately desired from this creation. Savoring every moment of his long, awaited &. exciting death.

Everything after that became dark ... going on an unhinged path, causing chaos where ever pleased. Nano spiraled, deeper &. deeper. Unable to swim out of the hole created - causing an uproar upon their own planet.

If there were an estimation, fifty years passed since this incident.

Fortunately, the Aeon of Nihility became her saving grace.

Granting true prowess in order to with stand that which she couldn't - gaining a sense of control. Leaving with this woman in white, Nano devoted herself to the Aeon. Worshiping her in every shape, every form. Forming her own religion centered around Nihility, they'd then set themselves on a path to redemption. Walking in the steps as an Emantor of the new age - a real chance at life, while enjoying the simple pleasures &. indulging in the hunt when the need arises.

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general info. stats. story. headcanons. read me.

violet rai / Iit / 1995.

blogs: sinaeter, angelosix, chaosrot, lesvox, elysiea.

🦇 tied into nano's story ; acheron. kiana kaslana. coquelic. black swan. ruan mei. kafka. jinx. ... tba.