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Honestly it really wasn't even that deep, I remember the exact moment I figured it out when I was 9 and I guess it was always kinda swimming around just along the edges of my conscious periphery, but I was incredibly good at distracting myself and basically forgetting for long stretches of time until I was, what. 21? 22? And the whole also liking boys thing helped, because *clearly* that must cancel it out, right?

I think a big part of why I latched onto Organization XIII so hard, like to the point where they've been living in my brain rent free for almost 20 years now is that they're EXTREMELY easy to project onto when you have any sort of issues or whatever that people are commonly ostracized for, and that's something I, an autistic tween stuck in a shitty southern Baptist school who knew deep down that I was attracted to girls and thought everyone just wanted to be different genders at different times but it was so common and mundane that no one ever talked about it, really, reeaaallly needed back around the time Kingdom Hearts 2 came out.

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I guess schools can’t afford nutritionists AND armed guards as the right dismantles the Department of Education and recklessly cancels *checks notes* FUNDING TO PUBLIC SCHOOLS.

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hi trans people in my phone. The life expectancy of trans people is not 35. That is the average age of Brazilian transmisogyny affected murder victims, taken from crime data from the early 2010s. Brazilian trans women also usually live longer than 35 years; this data comes solely from the subset of trans women who are murdered, and does not account for the majority of Brazilian trans women. Murder victim age averages are not a good proxy for overall life expectancy even of the same demographic group. Take a deep breath. You have a future. Start planning for it.

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curious. anyway,

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bbs replay going great because it made me remember just how much of a fucking batshit wildcard braig is in terms of like “this man is a member of the city guard”. because you have dilan and aeleus who are On The Job Following Orders telling kids to Get The Hell Outta Here

and then you have braig, radiant garden’s own patrick bateman— who has chained an old man up to a post inside the city’s power reactor and is yelling at some guy about how he’s gonna BLOW UP THE REACTOR for…. reasons. you know, reasons?

imagine dilan and aeleus in the scenario. your batshit “voted most likely to daydrink on his lunch breaks” coworker has been MIA all day. there’s giant monsters in town, all these random kids who aren’t from here. and when he comes back he’s severely injured but won’t explain anything.

just an average fucking tuesday in radiant garden.

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Me, aged 12: Wow, people hate you guys because they think something about you that you can't really control makes you intrinsically evil and unforgivable? Gee I dunno why but that makes me feel sympathetic towards you.

I think a big part of why I latched onto Organization XIII so hard, like to the point where they've been living in my brain rent free for almost 20 years now is that they're EXTREMELY easy to project onto when you have any sort of issues or whatever that people are commonly ostracized for, and that's something I, an autistic tween stuck in a shitty southern Baptist school who knew deep down that I was attracted to girls and thought everyone just wanted to be different genders at different times but it was so common and mundane that no one ever talked about it, really, reeaaallly needed back around the time Kingdom Hearts 2 came out.

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an 18-wheeler died on the side of the highway the other day. a pack of scavenging motorcycles was eating its carcass. one of them growled at me

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Except Axel, Axel doesn't live in my head rent free. He can only very rarely visit and then he has to pay a daily rate like your standard hotel.

I think a big part of why I latched onto Organization XIII so hard, like to the point where they've been living in my brain rent free for almost 20 years now is that they're EXTREMELY easy to project onto when you have any sort of issues or whatever that people are commonly ostracized for, and that's something I, an autistic tween stuck in a shitty southern Baptist school who knew deep down that I was attracted to girls and thought everyone just wanted to be different genders at different times but it was so common and mundane that no one ever talked about it, really, reeaaallly needed back around the time Kingdom Hearts 2 came out.

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I think a big part of why I latched onto Organization XIII so hard, like to the point where they've been living in my brain rent free for almost 20 years now is that they're EXTREMELY easy to project onto when you have any sort of issues or whatever that people are commonly ostracized for, and that's something I, an autistic tween stuck in a shitty southern Baptist school who knew deep down that I was attracted to girls and thought everyone just wanted to be different genders at different times but it was so common and mundane that no one ever talked about it, really, reeaaallly needed back around the time Kingdom Hearts 2 came out.

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The Twilight Zone, 1963, dir. David Lowell Rich

SE04E14 Of Late I Think of Cliffordville

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i hope people are aware that the dominant strategy in competitive magic the gathering right now is putting vivi from final fantasy 9 in a witch's cauldron to extract his powers

watch any tournament footage and you will see him being boiled in the corner, often on both sides of the table

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school uniform codes extending to what colours you’re allowed to dye your hair, and what piercings you can have and stuff is so crazy. you HAVE to go to school and you’re not even allowed to have pink hair or pierce your nose about it????

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by @beetlemoses

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tumblr is a pretty tolerable place when you have thousands of people blocked and hundreds of content filters active at all times

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He’s got those big wet eyes and you DONT wanna see him on his knees crying??

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you need to understand that i have two sets of headcanons. there's the set of realistic headcanons based on my genuine reading of the show, and then there's me playing pretend with my dolls.