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i need a british person to make tea for me, there's no way it tastes bad like that i HAVE to be doing something wrong

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“To each their own forward”

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i've come to the realisation that most people don't have strong opinions about almost everything like i do

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tmagp smirke’s 14 just dropped holy shit

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t shirt that says if you do not give me written instructions i will kill myself

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I love the word “innit” british people cooked with that one

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i always think is so fun when people are named Sienna like that's a color!! youre named after paint!!!!

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we should have more body horror pregnancy movies, no demon, just baby

the thought of someone growing inside you is insane to me, how are we okay with this? and then you have to take care of It and It has your face??? it warps inside of you and come out to becomes it's own person with thoughts and feelings????

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I FUCKING LOVE INFORMATION!!! I WANT TO LEARN EVERY THING AND KNOW EVERYTHING!!!!! I WANT TO UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING ABOUT LIFE, THE UNIVERSE, AND EVERYTHING!!!!!! I AM UTTERLY CONSUMED BY MY THIRST FOR KNOWLEDGE!!!!!!!!!!!!

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you know when you change the channel on the tv while your dad is clearly asleep on the couch and he immediately says "i was watching that", i feel like John would do that

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People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.

I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.

I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.

There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me

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tape recorder

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Hit that shit white boy

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having anti punitive justice morals sucks because you want to say "man that guy sucks he should get hit with hammers until he dies" but you also want to make it clear you don't think anyone should be put in charge of the 'hit people with hammers until they die" machine.

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it should be socially acceptable to roll around on the ground groaning in pain . it wouldnt help get rid of the pain but i would feel a little better about it

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i do 5 minutes of work and then 20 minute scroll break like a reverse pomodoro method that makes all tasks longer

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Everything is so hard all the time has anyone else noticed that