nekokorider

[nekokorider]

New frind recommends me that I should not post anything that may be discouraging others. Well, I actually believe I should not do so, however, as I create my accoount in annonymous and even though some - maybe most who read my post knows me as the insider though, this is just personal - and indeed, what I post was very moderate, and truth.

Anyway, okay, maybe I am known guy. so i start to delete past posts - and found someone who I don't know posts very discourage things to my post - I believe this person do not know me in preson, or maybe yes knows me but don't know nothing true. Well, if this person is the one who left my company before, then it is understandable - nop, no, those who has left my company were mostly fuckin shits. they have no rights to say anything to me as I treat them very fair, but they just make really auful things to us. All of current team agree with me definitely.

So is the good chance to post what they did in the real name.

[nekokorider]

激動の一年

日本語やめようかと思っていたけど、めんどくさいから日本語にする。

本当にいろいろありすぎた一年だった。ほぼ犯罪まがいのことに引っかかっていたわけだから、Diaryは証拠になるんできちんとつけた方がいいはずだ。という訳で、日をさかのぼってでも記録したい。そんなことができるなら。アメブロとかだと過去の日付でも投稿できるんだけどな。

[nekokorider]

５0万貸した。

貸したのはナカヤマシャシン。

経緯も何とも言えない。突然電話がかかってきたのは、12月24日だったはず。半泣きの声で、もう仕事が続けられない、お金がない、という。

お金が無くなったのは、たぶん本質的には支払いと回収のタイミングを機hシンと読まずに事業展開をしていたおかげで、未収金が大きくなりすぎて支払いに回せなくなってきているだけのような気がする。詳しくは聞いていない。

本人曰く、今年は父君が亡くなったり、母上が入院されたりと出が多く、予想外に金がかかってしまい手元不如意になったとのこと。秋葉原の事務所の家賃も払えなくなり、今手元に金がないとそのまま何もかもおしまいで、金策のために購入してきた機材なども売らなくてはならないといいう。

そもそもナカヤマシャシンの収入がどういう構造になっているのか僕にはわからないので、調子よく機材を買っていることそのものが不安材料でもあった。が、それは僕の感知するところではない。本来ならば。ただ、ナカヤマシャシンがある日突然消えると、仕事の都合上も困ることも事実だ。とはいえ、今すぐ50万なんとかならないかと言われ、それが返ってくる保証もないしそもそも僕もそんなに金持ちではないからね。まずは今その目先のことだけ考えるんじゃなくて、ちゃんとお金を得て回収できるのかを考えた上でまた相談してくれ、とその場は電話を切った。

その日、OHTの羽石と呑んだ時にその話になり、まあ人物としては逃げるタイプではない気がするけれども、どうなんだろうね、という話をしておいた。羽石もいいやつだから、正月にでも箱を使えるかどうか見たうえで、仕事まわせるのか、いっそちょっとづつでも出資してやるのか考えようか、という話になった。

そのうえで、今日、つまり26日に金を貸した。50万円、振り込んだので���る。25日には連絡がなかったのだが、26日になって、熟考した結果やっぱり貸してくれという連絡があった。考えを巡らせた挙句にクライアントにLineで金貸せってところでもうおかしい気がするけれど。2か月後には浮上するはずという言葉を一応信じることにした。

正月、開けたらもう秋葉原の箱には誰もいなくなっている、ってことが無いといいとは思うけど、どうなんだろう。

[nekokorider]

Although both President of the company and Director of the company asked me to be with the company, I really have nothing to do anymore - only a few little things and is only required 30 minutes. So if they really need me, I can work for them in my home, using my PC with an hour - and I can charge 1 hour every day. I may do a little more, depending on their desire. Anyway, because I have nothing to do anymore, I just come in my office, see internet, spend 2 hours to lunch, waiting normal business hour and leave. Can you imagine? just sitting in front of my PC - this is a huge stress!

[nekokorider]

Cat Diary

Well, its not necessary to use English though, this can be a good practice to use the language other than the mother tongue. Last week, I stated to our Board of Director that I will leave the company as of the December end. Of course he was shocked. He believe, this is what I guess, I have really good job with nice salary, and have no reason to quit. One side this is true - I have almost nothing to do in daytime - this is why I can type this in my office. My assignment is very narrow, very limited, although I also am the member of the board of this company and earn 15M per year. Indeed, sometimes I conduct a really important things for the company, however, mostly such occasion had happen with our counterpart in UK. In the daily operation here in Japan, I almost do nothing. I do have 2 guys - well, only 2! direct staff work for me, in Strategic Planning and Business Administration & Logistics Department, work well and as our sales went bad - not well at all, the team is very quiet. Once sales goes up, then Logistics and administration should be very busy though, because sales is really bad, although I believe even for my team should do something, we are not work actively and just sit in front of our computer. Fuck! I just waster of my time here, do nothing and know my knowledge and experiences has been destroyed every minutes. If I don’t do anything, my brain stop to think anything - loose creativity, and that makes me really sick. I still believe I can do better - far better than most guys in the industry, and I believe this is also a part of the reason why the company head hire me and wants to keep me in the organization. However, just only in such reason, well, with such good payment for me, they can hold me in - and I am very tired to be like this. So - before I completely exhaust and loose my challenge spirits and creativity. I should leave here and work harder to stimulate myself.