nensi

[nensi]

Stelle and me are the same person, cuz i too would stare in awe

I keep thinking about the fact that Phainon just casually wears an armlet under his outfit only visible when he rips his clothes off. okay.

[nensi]

POV: you're a fan of a ship with phainon in it

[nensi]

nensi give me your luck and wishes so I can get saber e6 s5 ❤️❤️❤️❤️ PLZ I NEED IT???

Uhhh i can give you like half of my licer to sell for stellarjades BSBSBSB

[nensi]

i'm literally pregnant.

i love my white boy.

[nensi]

I desperately need to a see a top stelle or reader x bottom phainon....

Whether it be a fanfic or fanart

[nensi]

mikage daki pops in through a secret blog

smooch

MWA MWA DAKIII

[nensi]

Kura pucker up

THE WAY U WRITE RIN IS SO SUGOI

“𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠”

a/n: AH I LOVE YOU, TAKE THIS RIN ONESHOT 🤍 also for my lovely gf @nensi

i could win, i could lose, but that’s a look i can’t refuse

(ac goes to Haoy57332364 on X!)

you see rin itoshi again on a wednesday, the kind of grey afternoon that feels like a bruise. the sky is low. the wind is cold. your coffee is lukewarm and too bitter, and then, there he is. standing at the edge of your life like he never once shattered it. 

he doesn’t say anything at first. he just stands across from you at the small café table his friend dragged him to, looking like silence in human form. you don't breathe. not really. you just watch him, cataloging every feature you thought you’d finally forgotten – his long lashes casting soft shadows under his eyes, the slight twitch of his jaw when he’s unsure, the way he still wears his sleeves pulled over his hands. it’s been almost a year. and yet, it takes nothing, nothing, to bring the ache of him back. like a song you didn’t realize was still in your bones. 

you don’t speak much. not at the café, not after. but when he asks if he can walk you home, you say yes, because your heart is still stupid enough to hope. 

the walk is cold and quiet and full of all the words neither of you said when it mattered. the ones that rotted in your throat when he started slipping away from you, slow and steady like he wanted to disappear. 

the memories creep in – how he used to touch your wrist gently when he passed by you in the kitchen, how he'd mumble you’re here. okay. with me. after a hard day like your presence alone was enough to anchor him. how he looked at you like you were a soft place to land. and then one day, he stopped looking. or maybe you stopped being soft. 

“i missed you,” he finally says when you're standing outside your apartment, and it hits you like a wave crashing into everything you spent months building back up. “even when i tried not to. even when i said i didn’t.” 

you want to scream. you want to ask him why he let you drown in the silence he gave you, why he made you feel like loving him wasn’t enough, why he let you become a stranger to the boy you once memorized like scripture. but all you say is, “you left.” 

his eyes flicker. and for the first time, you see it – the regret. the weight. the ache that mirrors yours. “i didn’t know how to be close to you without losing myself,” he whispers. “and i didn’t know how to tell you that i hated myself for it.” 

you swallow around the lump in your throat. god, you had loved him. still love him, probably. despite everything. despite the breaking. despite the long nights where you curled around his absence like it could keep you warm. 

you don’t say anything. just turn the key in the door. he steps back like he’s ready for this to be the last time. 

but then, softly, barely louder than the sound of your heart breaking, he says, “can we try again? not the same way. just… something new. something gentler. i want to earn it this time.” 

and that’s what undoes you. 

not the apology. not the years of missing him. but the fact that he’s still rin, awkward and quiet and honest in the way he only knows how to be when he’s terrified. 

so you nod. once. small. fragile. hopeful. 

and maybe this is what forgiveness looks like. not perfect. not easy. but honest. and maybe, just maybe, it’s enough. 

© 𝐤𝐱𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐢

[nensi]

(hsr 3.4)

I love them

[nensi]

May include spoilers !

THROW BACK TO THIS MOMENT WHERE KAFKA TOLD US WE WILL FACE NANOOK

and who do we have in Amphoreus that wants to face nanook?

Ye wrap it up hoyo and bring phainon back aso we can beat nanook

(i am so fuckin delusional)

[nensi]

THIS IS SO CRULE HOYO GIVE THIS MAN HAPPY ENDING WITH HIS PARTNER

this was also so cute it goes like hand in hand with his little tour

[nensi]

Wait hear me out bllk boys(Add shitdough🥹) smau where we send them a thigh pic 🤑🤑(ESPCIALLY ISAGI THIGH FETISHH GO BURRRR😂✌️

*Throws a rose* Heh.. a rose for u 🤤✌️

GREAT REQUEST TWIN here u go❤️‍🩹✌️

ˋ°•*⁀➷ how the blue lock boys will react when you send them a thigh pic

itoshi rin, itoshi sae, isagi yoichi, michael kaiser, nagi seishiro, shidou ryusei

[nensi]

Holy this is perfect description of Amphoreus

i know we all hate lygus but i can’t disrespect the man’s dedication to his fanfic. he stood in front of nanook with a twenty slide presentation on why his childhood friends to lovers time travel au phaistelle fic was crucial for propagating the destruction

[nensi]

GET WELL SOON @chviee ( @chevxyn )

[nensi]

hope u like the gift

Bro yk i do!

Me when my bro spoils me

[nensi]

MY GOAT RAAAAAAAH

HI HI HIIIII

I just saw requests were open soooo

Id like to ask if its possible to write hcs on Dan Heng, Sunday and Phainon(yes im very biased) like during their wedding?

If it makes sense

IF ITS LIKE TOO MUCH DELETE THIS SJDJSJSJ

wedding hcs

ft. dan heng, sunday, phainon

tags : weddings, marriage (??)

a/n : HI NENSI tysm for the request!!! i know almost nothing about weddings in general…and im sure diff cultures have diff wedding customs so im trying to keep this as ambiguous as possible. and i also don’t know how weddings work in the hsr universe either LOL anyways hope u enjoy!

DAN HENG

is pretty chill during the wedding planning

there’s only like 6 people at the wedding and that’s the astral express members + jing yuan (he lacks friends…)

since both your jobs is literally to travel, you’re able to pick out wedding venues that no one else would ever dream of, but in the end he allows you to choose (it’s probably earth then lol)

welt is obviously the pastor/host, himeko just acts like your mother the entire time, march goes crazy with the wedding photos, and pom pom is the flower girl (it was march’s idea)

dan heng doesn’t really get emotional like most other people on their wedding day, but he definitely shows more emotion than he usually does

you see him smile brightly when you walk down the aisle and even his kiss is more passionate

for the first time, he complies and joins you on the dance floor, actually letting himself behave more freely

you drag him around, eating all the food, laughing and talking (& catching up w/ jing yuan), and taking a gazillion photos

by the end of the night, dan heng even gets a little bit tipsy, and everyone is shocked witnessing him being a clingy drunk LOL

SUNDAY

you two get married in private — like literally zero quests, no wedding venue, no plans, just two rings and a dream

sunday actually does a 2 in 1 proposal and marriage

you’re laying next to each other one night and he just goes for it : “(name), will you marry me?”

you’re shocked at the abruptness but you’ve been waiting for this moment as well. so you say yes like any other lover would and he gently slides the ring onto your finger

you want to ask him whether he wants to have an actual ceremony, but after what happened at penacony, you know better than to rub more salt on his wound

sunday gets very shy afterwards and his wings briefly cover his face (to which you have to pull them off)

he also takes off the gloves he usually wears to fully admire your wedding bands, still in disbelief that you two are now married

shows his affection by pulling you into an embrace and disclosing his most vulnerable, real self to you

it’s cute, and now you two are soulmates for life 🫶

PHAINON

even during the planning, phainon’s already more fussy and picky than you are, so you can imagine what he’s like at the actual wedding 😭

it’s a relatively small wedding, and you two invite only the one’s you’re closest to (such as the chrysos heirs)

tribbie, trinnon, and trianne are the flower girls (so cute!!) and alglea is the pastor/host (HELP)

phainon ABSOLUTELY starts crying once he sees you walk down the isle in your beautiful outfit

he’s just constantly overwhelmed by his emotions and your beauty

says the sweetest vows ever and kisses you with salty tears running down his face still

once he’s over all the emotions, phainon goes wild on the dance floor and at the after party

now, his sentiment is replaced with bewilderment at his married status and he’s more excited (and drunk) than ever

definitely yells “WE’RE MARRIED NOW OH EM GEE!!!” for everybody to hear

the wedding pictures turn out so funny because the first half of the event is the sweet, romantic wedding atmosphere and the second half is just pure chaos

that’s just how phainon is, and you wouldn’t have it any other way

masterlist

[nensi]

@jasminesocks @sevarchive

WHY DID WE MAKE A THREAD IN COMMENTS GEHEGRBUCJG

SO I JUST HAD 2 SCREWS PULLED OUT OF MY GUMS AT ORTHODONTIST, HURTS LIKE A BITCH

and i feel miserable 💔💔🥀

[nensi]

SO I JUST HAD 2 SCREWS PULLED OUT OF MY GUMS AT ORTHODONTIST, HURTS LIKE A BITCH

and i feel miserable 💔💔🥀