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I failed. Bile and curses and terror is building up inside my mind. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm a terrible host. In the morning I will not recall this. Whether its because I genuinely forgot or am. Pretending not to know? You'll be the one to find out. That's my most used trick after all. Playing stupid so they don't realize that sometimes I'm not playing. Playing innocent so sometimes they question if I'm really the one at fault. I am a walking bluff. Coated in deceit. Spot the lie. Go ahead. Not like you'll even see this. Not like I'll notice if you do. This is who I am, after all

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There is something deeply, fundamentally wrong with me. In a way I struggle to comprehend and cannot fix. /pos

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a "mutual" is a type of animal predomenantly found in michigan, serbia, and the north of england

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Maybe I disappoint by reblogging 400% more than I post

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I find it kind of stupid how 'half full' vs 'half empty' is framed as an optimist/pessimist thing. If it starts full and gets halfway drained, it's half empty. If it starts empty and gets halfway filled, it's half full. If you don't know the starting state it's both simultaneously.

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What’s the pole story

I think this is best told as a greentext.

> Be me, romantically clueless

> Seeing spiderverse 2 with friends. Get dressed up all cute. > Girl taking tickets is extremely cute. Exactly my type. 100 GF soulmate electricity type cute. > Sees my xenoblade shirt. > "Oh, you're into XB2! It's my favorite game! Also, your skirt is so cute!" > "Hey, thanks!" > Walk into movie theater.

> See movie. 7.5/10, suffers from Act 1 syndrome, ends right when it's starting to pick up. > Leave theater. Girl is still there. > Girl stops me again. > "Also your hair is lovely. Everything about you is gorgeous. You're a gorgeous girl."

> Don't clock what's going on > "Hey, thanks!" > Turn to leave room > Run into pole > Say "Whoopsie doopsies, there's a pole there" out loud with my human mouth in a place people could hear me > Notice friends are leaving me behind > Run to catch up

> Days later realize she was flirting with me, then watched me turn, say "Whoopsie doopsies," then sprint out of the building at full tilt. > Never see her again

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all of your friends need a sort of creature or fellow associated with them., so you can send them images when available

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fish among fish,,,

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careful of what you say to rhythm game players characters

a poster later hung in the cr:

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Hi Luchia! :D

One of our alters comes in and our of dormancy from time to time, and guess who is around again! Everyone, please be nice to Luchia! シ

(also, you are always welcome to ask or chat with us through our askbox! We are open to meeting new systems!) — 🐍

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Pride is never over, bitch - 🐉

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Like a ronin?

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So True!

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......just wanted to voice this post

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radiant donqui