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happy 10th anniversary of this episode to those who celebrate! 🥳🎉

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I am fat and ugly but at least Jesus Christ still loves me

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when my mutuals think about sex it hurts me. When you think about sex it sticks a thousand million pins into my heart . When you HAVE sex i get caught in a mouse trap and die. It’s not funny.

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I'm in so much pain and I need to be unconscious immediately or I'll kms

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i want to climb inside her bones and never leave

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can my hyperfixation hurry the fuck up and go back into hiding so i can be normal and go to bed

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sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

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Wilson really kept marrying those women thinking “maybe this time it’ll stop”

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Prelude to my account

shameful art, mood, and whatever I feel like

I’m 13.8 billion years old (2010)

interests : house m.d., hannibal, anything pre-20th c. history, infinity frequencies, thom yorke, offputting and strange stuff

not that active sorry

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i think one of the most astonishing things about house's character is how he does love. house, a misanthrope, untrustworthy, abrasive, antisocial, is one of the biggest romantics in the series. house, who can only deal with basically 1 close friend. house, who pushes everybody way -- the one thing he doesn't completely push away or outright reject is romance (or otherwise committed relationships depending on how you read hilson). he was so deeply in love with stacy. head over fucking heels. they moved in together after a week. he stayed with her after the betrayal of her not getting his consent for the removal of his leg muscle, however bitter. he stayed in love with her for 5 years after they broke up. he cured her boyfriend despite the fact that he didn't even know if he wanted him to live out of love for her. he memorized her habits, went on and on about the necklace, boy was he devoted. house, who didn't date again, not properly, for 10 or something years after her. house, who completely rejected the advances of a woman as smart, caring, and beautiful, and young, as cameron, because he just couldn't -- whether that be because he thought he was unlovable besides as a pity project, or something else. then lydia came along. she changed him, in his own words. and then she left and broke his heart again. and yet again, fresh off heartbreak during one of the hardest times of his life, he trusted cuddy. in the deleted version of the s7 premiere he remembered every time cuddy missed an opportunity because of his antics. he got her her desk from med school. he remembered her lock screen. she made him believe that even someone like him could find happiness. house who said 'i love you' back on the first day of the relationship. house who could NOT tell cuddy no after they got together.

and then she broke his heart, again. and however you interpret him riding off into the sunset with wilson -- romantically or platonically (i'm kind of on a platonic relationships kick right now, i'm not denying the subtext whatsoever, i'm just also really into them as friends) -- he fakes his death in one of the grandest sacrificial gestures of the series just to give wilson his last few months, together.

house, who, according to the show, believes in monogamy. house doesn't love often, but when he's in it, he's the biggest idiot. just like everything else he does, he can only do all or nothing -- he's obsessive. he makes me sick. cameron said he knew how to love and she was fucking right.

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more wilson wips from january

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this has been in my head for weeks