netherwroldme

[netherwroldme]

by jiji-de-jiji (猫)

via Photo Line

[netherwroldme]

Your whole life came and said to everyone how insecure I don’t your are looking for what, a compliment? no one made you feel that yet yourself and you can’t completely change to a different person because the way people around you, and you have complimented yourself a long time ago. You are not a child to say oh I will wait for compliment so I revive or I will be insecure. For a long time you have been compliment and encouraged for what you did good you have been stood by with every single step even if it wasn’t of a value, the ugly and untrustworthy is when you deny things and go around with lies to yourself and others.

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It’s is where you were left with nothing doing it all alone and when credit comes you see them around you. It’s the way you try to camouflage their acts and they throw it in your face. It’s the outs, rotations and everything I don’t know if you see. I don’t care what you see me and I don’t want anything from you, and I hate me for saying that yet please don’t fall behind please open your eyes know your people and place. With deep fortune I know how cruel you could be yet I don’t know how I worry.

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You could give everything, yet you would still be a nothing. You could give nothing, yet you would be everything.

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Never blame or credit things on people, admit and know who you are and be good.

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We aren’t three, it isn’t like a child drew a drawing, it is far more easy to tell them oh it’s the best drawing I have seen and he will believe it and go sleep. We are twenty, it is actually taking the drawing and you pin it on your heart before the wall, it is waking up to it and sleeping on it, it you going through it day by day by day.

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Your self value shouldn’t be defined by others or the words they say because one day they will make you or break when someone would tells you something on a performance whether good or bad they only saw what you gave them for a period of time, this isn’t who you built for the past two decades. It’s when you sleep at night and knowing by yourself what you did and you didn’t, “painting or burdening” is just a way to get through with yourself to make you feel better for a period of time till the other word come to you. I am not saying you are bad or good, no matter of what you did it’s the concept. Own things, learn to love the question, admit who you are what you did, being thing to others and another to others is not you changing or you bad or good because you are the same person. Values/morals what makes you, adjust them makes you nothing, isn’t gonna make you a different person.

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Enoki Toshiyuki [榎俊幸] (Japanese, b. 1961, Tokyo, Japan) - Black Cat  Paintings

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when sylvia plath said: “i am aware, sure, i am aware; catastrophically aware.”

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it’s the way they appreciate you not the other way around.

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