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I hate first impressions because the first impression I always give people is “the girl who doesn’t talk”

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*remembers*

*gets sick to my stomach*

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“I am awfully greedy; I want everything from life. I want to be a woman and to be a man, to have many friends and to have loneliness, to work much and write good books, to travel and enjoy myself, to be selfish and to be unselfish.”

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Simone de Beauvoir

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Vita Sackville-West, from Complete Works of Vita Sackville-West

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I love you, just like that, though I’m not hopeful. This doesn’t prevent me from loving you. I love you the way I love certain memories. Sometimes I think our life together was more of a dream than something we actually experienced. And on top of that I’m feeling like I lost you. I’ve lost you, though perhaps I never even had you. And the worst thing is I know I’ll never win you over.

Gabriela Mistral, tr. by Velma García-Gorena, from Gabriela Mistral’s Letters to Doris Dana; “November 24, 1949”

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Im surrounded by people who are annoying and stupid and also people who are so much smarter and more hardworking than me and basically im going to die

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Joanna Karpowicz — "Lonely" Anubis Series (acrylic on canvas, 2023)

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The Erlkönig Hanno Karlhuber, 1993

German, b.1946- Oil , 70 x 100 cm.

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I keep making the same mistakes!

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there’s actually nothing sweet or nice about being an extremely sentimental person. feeling wistful and romantic about everything is also a great way to be let down by…….. everything

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my ability to be scared despite literally nothing happening knows no bounds

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Wet Beast Wednesday

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[the darkness is spreading earlier and earlier] by Hanif Abdurraqib

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therapy can't replace getting so angry alone in your room you feel lightheaded

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Those Feratu

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last time i was home from college i went to the dentist for a check up and they always give you a toothbrush after and the toothbrush sitting on the counter was yellow when i came in but at the end of the appointment i went to get it and it had been switched to orange and i asked why it was changed and the hygienist opened my file and handwritten on the inside cover it said “favorite color: orange”