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gay people can never flirt normally its always 'i killed ten thousand versions of you and your forgiveness is God to me and i would be happy to live in your ribs until the end of time' and 'i wish i could have comforted you as you killed the thousand versions of me, i wish we would never be separated' like ok

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from this

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i think that's what this i saw the tv glow did honestly.

that moment when you're watching it as a trans person, and every cell in your body is begging her to not stop, to not run away, please please please. you need to see it more than you've needed anything. and then she does. she sees everything inside herself in a bathroom all alone where we've all been, and she closes it all up, her emaciated and sickly body barely holding her up, and she walks back into an arcade room apologizing for her outburst to a building full of people who refuse to see or hear her.

and then you realize, while your chest feels like it might just cave in under the pressure, that this film refused to afford you the relief of seeing someone else do what you must, to give you that false and fleeting pressure eased. no. if you want this film to have a good ending, you have to make it yourself. you have to do what she could not, because otherwise, well. you just saw your future.

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oh how i missed them

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OMG????

And what if I drew Hot Pants as Mia Fey and Diego as Godot.

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Silly sketch of a silly idea

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no way I lived to see the sbr announcement

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"alla gloria di Dio"

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happy steel ball run anime announcement everyone

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HAPPY SBR ANIME JOJO FANDOM 🙏🙏🎉🎉

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Sketches

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HAPPY JOJODAY AND MERRY SBR ANIME ANNOUNCEMENT TO THOSE WHO CELEBRATE, WE WON

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STEEL BALL RUN TV ANIME CONFIRMED!!

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HUGE DAY FOR ANNOYING GAY PEOPLE (ME)!!!

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Redraw of my favorite casebook manga panel 🌌

Here’s the piece without text

This chapter is so funny by the way. I love Miles and Gumshoe paling around.

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And today we have - Troy Themed Collage: