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“What lies behind anger is grief that demands to be understood.”

— 10/13/20, anastasiasyah (via anastasiasyah)

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Better to admit you walked through the wrong door than spend your life in the wrong room.

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People who wound us get no say in how we clean up the blood.

Harriet Selina

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To you who is afraid to walk away:

(And keeps coming back when they reach out to you)

I just want you to know that loving someone does not require self-destruction. You love someone so much that you could give everything just to make him stay. You love someone so much that he is now blinded by your worth. Losing someone can hurt a lot. Letting go will never be easy. Missing someone can make you feel crazy. Seeing him with someone else can break your heart instantly. But hey, have you ever seen yourself recently?

You look different. You got a weak smile, tired eyes, deep thoughts, and a heavy sigh with a sad face. How long do you want to hold onto someone who destroys you? A person who cares for you will be bothered by just seeing you unhappy. A person who loves you will never find ways to hurt you. A person who is truly in love with you will always be faithful to you. So please stop. Stop wasting your love on someone who can't respect your feelings. You've already done your part, and that is to love him beyond measure.

Loving someone does not require uncountable 'forgive-and-forget' the damages that he has caused you. If someone can hurt you repeatedly, then what makes you think that it is still worth it to stay? Look, your pain is now consuming you. Save a little love and mercy for yourself because, at the end of the day, you'll only have yourself, and all those people that you've been trying to keep will take their different paths to leave. Sometimes, you just have to let go and stop delaying your healing process. Why do you keep coming back? You may have made some mistakes but is it worth the disloyalty you receive? You know he's moved on. You know he's stringing you along but you keep hanging on a loose thread. You're strong! Get on with your life. LIFE is too short to waste on people who takes your feelings for granted.

LET GO.

You have lived this life years before you've known them.

You can do it.

I know you can.

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“I lost my way, I lost myself, and I’m trying to find myself again, but it’s hard.” - Spencer Hastings

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Please don’t ever go back to anything you had to pray your way out of.

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THIS should be SEEN and HEARD

A person who values themself has standards and remains exclusive

They don’t need attention from the masses because they know their worth

They understand that being accessible to everyone lowers their value

They are selective with who they date because they know it’s a reflection of them

They aren’t seeking superficial validation online because they don’t need it and most likely get it in real life

They make career choices that align with their passions and beliefs and don’t comprise their morals for a dollar

They understand that quality friendships are more important than a large circle of acquaintances

They love themselves and take care of their body, they don’t partake in hobbies that are unhealthy

They invest in their personal growth and education because they understand that expanding their knowledge and skills increases their value

They are mindful of how they spend their time and choose environments that nurture their growth rather than drain their energy

They don’t settle for mediocre and always strive for excellence in whatever they do

They avoid toxic relationships and environments

They are intentional with their energy and choose to share it with people that align with their values

They practice self discipline

They like being alone and understand that being alone is a time for reflection and recharging

They have very strong boundaries and demand respect in all interactions because they respect themselves first

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Sad Last Words

"Tell them I loved them more than all the stars in the sky."

"Promise me you'll keep laughing, even when it hurts."

"I wish we had more time—so much more."

"Don't let my end stop you from beginning."

"Remember, not all who wander are lost, but I guess I was."

"I hope you find the happiness that eluded me."

"Forgive me, for I have loved too deeply to live lightly."

"Keep our memories alive, they were the best part of me."

"It's so dark now, but I used to be afraid of the dark."

"I'm not scared, just sad to be leaving you."

"I'd do it all over again, just for one more day with you."

"Don't cry for me; I'll be waiting in the quiet places and soft moments."

"Say my name sometimes, it'll sound like music."

"I'm letting go now; please hold on."

"I wish my words could have told you all the love I felt."

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the urge to deactivate everything and go missing

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Which one is worse: falling apart from the reality that surrounds us or falling in love with the delusions that we created for each other?

— 10/31/23, anastasiasyah

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Abilities that will forever benefit you

The ability to walk away

The ability to manage your time

The ability to remain consistent

The ability to self analyze

The ability to learn how to learn

The ability to understand others

The ability to listen

The ability to express your thoughts and feelings

The ability to break down tasks

The ability to adapt

The ability to control your mind

The ability to ask for help

The ability to act upon facts not feelings

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let me kiss you in all the places you are broken.

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Maturity is when you realize people can't give you what they can't give themselves, so you stop expecting loyalty from people who betray themselves, stop expecting honesty from people who lie to themselves, and stop expecting peace from people who are at war with themselves.

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"MAMATAY KA NA" -0405H Sabi ng pinakamamahal ko sa buhay.

"ANG TAGAL HA"

Yan ay pagkatapos kong sambitin na hindi ko siya bibitawan kahit pa anong hirap at gulo ng sitwasyon sa mundo o sa aming dalawa.

ARAY?

Teka nga.

Tila wala na ako nararamdaman.

Hindi na ba kumikirot?

May pait. Sobrang pait tila kumapit na ang panlasang ito sa kaibuturan ng kaluluwa ko.

Nasanay na. Nasanay na ako sa mga walang kasing sakit na pananalita mo.

Pero Putang*na. Hindi ako ang demonyo na sumira sa buhay mo. Bakit ako palagi ang nasisisi dito?

i hate that moment when you hear something that kills you inside, but you have to act like you’re fine

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I want a mf who constantly wanna see me & hang around me

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it's not overreacting, we all have different levels of sensitivity. if it hurts, it hurts. no explanation needed

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enjoying my single era until love is worth risking for.