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nicky15092015-blog · 6 years ago

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There are so many things going on in my life that I start to have so many questions: why are things happening the way they are? do these people like me? why am I being treated differently? what did I do wrong? Should I even go study abroad? Is it even worth it? Are my efforts worth it? Am I worth it? etc.

I most definitely know that I don’t have an answer, and to some questions I won’t have an answer for a long while. It may be stressful at times cause sometimes it feels like you need the answer right away, this moment, this minute, this second, but it’s not there. I am this person that is not a big fan of uncertainty, winging it came be risky at times and you don’t want to fail.

But the truth is that in life we are forced to wing it. I mean, some of us may have a pre-planned life, but sometimes things don’t work out the want them to and then we have to wing it. Really often we will make mistakes and it’s okay, because it’s part of life. We are here on this Earth to learn and grow, develop, become better versions of ourselves, but that would be literally impossible if life was easy and we knew everything. And yes, sometimes we have to wait to receive our answer from God, possibly we asked Him for something we didn’t need or weren’t ready for. Once I got an answer that I wasn’t ready for and I was in shock, after that I learned my lesson.

It’s better to have patience and trust God. He is our Heavenly Father that loves us dearly and knows what’s best for us. And this I testify to you in the name of His Son, Jesus Christ. Amen.

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nicky15092015-blog · 7 years ago

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So my church has this thing where young people from the age 18-19 (depending on the gender) are incouraged to go on a mission for 1.5-2 yeara and serve other people, share the Gospel and bring people closer to the Lord, help them go on the right path and stay on it as much as possible. Every 6 weeks they get a call from their mission president to know if they’re staying in the same area or if they have to go to a different city. 3 months ago 2 of my best friends had to leave to 2 completely different cities and it was super painful for me, I was depressed for the longest time and the feeling was awful. I wanted to know why God let this happen, cause it felt like as soon as I become really good friends with any missionary they got transfered to a different city. Also the transfer didn’t fully make sense to me, cause one of my friends had served in my branch for 9 months and we were sorta expecting her to leave soonish, while the other friend had only 6 weeks left untill he had to go back home and he wasn’t here for that long, only 4.5 months, and I loved both of them to pieces. So like I said, I was depressed for the longest time ever, my other two best friends did their best to help me, but I stopped hanging out with them that much because they would remind me of the other 2, since the 5 of us hung out together all the time. Instead, I started to attend a different branch in my city waaaaaaay more often, kinda tried to avoid my branch due to the pain even though I still attended it on Sunday cause we had choir practice for a conference after all 3 sessions. I prayed and asked God for Him to show me why he let it happen and what did He want to teach me by bringing these people into my life and for a while all I heard was silence. At that point I realized that God wanted me to wait and that He’d reveal his answer soon enough. Later on I got a response: that this transfer helped me to get closer to my family, especially my mom. Usually I’m this kind of person that won’t open up his feelings in front of anyone unless you’re one of my best friends, so I never really told my mom or siblings what was up, but at that point I was in such a bad place that I just had to vent to her and she opened up her heart even though she wasn’t a fan of the church.

#trust #lovegod #lesson

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nicky15092015-blog · 7 years ago

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It’s December 3, which means Christmas is around the corner. Christmas is all about giving, sharing the light and God’s love. I’m a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. I just wanted to put it out there, so that later on there will be no questions which church I belong to. So we have this type of service called “Light The World” where every day we do an act of kindness to share the light to the world, so if you see #lighttheworld you know where it’s from. Today I had this wonderful opportunity to serve with 3 members of my church. We went to the train station and offered homeless people a cup of hot tea, we even offered the Jehova Witnesses some as well cause they were out in the cold trying to get people to join their church, but they declined our offer. But everyone else’s faces lit up, they were happy that they had that small cup of warmth and love in their hands and it gave them a little strength to carry on, to survive. We are all children of God, we accepted His plan in the pre-Earth life, that’s how we appeared on this Earth, and it’s so sad to see some of His chidren out there in the cold starving, basically dying, and others don’t even care about them at all, don’t lend them a helping hand. I don’t think anyone wants to end up like them and any homeless person is dreaming of a small warm room of his own (not counting an apartment or house) where he can sleep and eat. We are so blessed to have a roof over our heads, a bed to sleep on, some food to eat, clothes to wear, a place to take a shower and many of our other needs are blessed as well, yet we take all of this for granted. I invite you to help those in need, it can be a friend, relative, someone you saw on the street.You don’t need to make grand gestures for it to count, for the Lord to bless you. It’s the little things that we do that add up and count. If you think you can’t make a big difference, then you haven’t spent the night in a tent with a mosquito. Spread the word, share the light, I believe in you, you have potential, God loves you and is willing to bless those who follow Him and His will. I testify in the name of our Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen.

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nicky15092015-blog · 7 years ago

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I’m back.

Hey, you guys, I’m finally back. I know that I haven’t been on my account in ages and I did a comeback, but I hope that this one sticks for good. I’ll try to do my best to stay active on this page. So many things have happened to me over this past year that have inspired me to appear again, hopefuly I’ll share with you my thoughts and experiences. ILY!

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nicky15092015-blog · 8 years ago

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Me in a lot of situations: #relatable

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nicky15092015-blog · 8 years ago

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I know that Autumn has just started, but I already managed to get sick, in fact so bad, that I needed an ambulance to take me to a hospital and was connected once in a while to a dropper and multiple liquids would flow into me and make me feel better. At first I was discouraged, but my mom told me to talk to God. After my conversation with him I felt WAAAY better. People nowadays are so caught up with their jobs, the news, latest trends, etc., that they don't even time to talk to God, even just listen to him, so he lets something happen to us so that we can get closer to him and hear what he has to say.

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nicky15092015-blog · 8 years ago

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Inspired by Ashley Tisdale

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nicky15092015-blog · 8 years ago

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Welcome to Cassie's kitchen #cassieskitchen #cassiethecook

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nicky15092015-blog · 8 years ago

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Hey, guys! I know I've created my account over a year ago, but something always happened and I wouldn't upload anything or update you guys. So, I wanted to let you know that I will be posting daily. I know that it's kinda hard to believe, but I want to commit to this.

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nicky15092015-blog · 8 years ago

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Summer is over in a couple of days, so enjoy it. Live it to the fullest, so that when it's over, you won't feel sorry for yourself.

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