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"i asked chatgpt -" well i asked misha collins and he said he was bisexual & then took it back 3 days later so maybe you shouldn't trust unreliable sources

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"This might be the best thing that's happened in a while." ↳ 6.06 - YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH

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BIG STRETCH

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dean died younger than john

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cut the fucking cameras

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thinking about jack in cas’ coat and dean’s robe tonight!!!!!!!!!

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No Exit by Jean-Paul Sartre / Supernatural 4x22 Lucifer Rising

"What? Only two of you? I thought there were more; many more. So this is hell. I'd never have believed it. You re-member all we were told about the torture-chambers, the fire and brimstone, the "burning marl." Old wives' tales! There's no need for red-hot pokers. Hell is—other people!"

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Six weeks after Cas' death, Dean buys a wedding ring.

It's not a conscious decision. He's been on autopilot since Chuck's defeat, going through the motions of living while feeling completely hollow inside. The last thing Cas did was die so Dean could live, so Dean's gonna pretend until it's true, because he can't let Cas have died for nothing.

The enormity of his grief is overbearing and he can't even put into words everything he's lost. How can he explain what they were to each other when they never spoke it out loud, not until Cas' last, awful speech that didn't even allow Dean time to respond?

The silence is swallowing him up, everything he didn't get to say.

And then Dean sees the ring.

It's a battered thing, shining dully in the glass counter at a pawnbroker's just outside of Topeka. It's one of a pair, and Dean snatches both of them, stuffing one far into his pocket and the other on his left hand.

The weight of it settles something in his chest.

People start treating him differently. Well-meaning strangers will start conversations in friendly, cheerful tones, catch a glimpse of his ring and the flatness of his eyes and put two and two together. Their voices will go soft, their whole demeanor shifting to a gentle carefulness. Like Dean has a terminal illness.

Good, Dean thinks. He doesn't want to be pitied but it brings him some type of satisfaction, knowing that the grief gnawing at him from the inside has become visible.

If his love couldn't be acknowledged while Cas was alive, at least it is now.

And later, when Cas finally returns to him, Dean doesn't say a word. He just reaches into his pocket, pulls out the ring still resting there. It's warm, and Cas' breath catches when Dean takes his hand and slides it onto his finger.

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A cruel and bisexual god doomed him to be forever choked by men but never kissed by them. Honestly surprised he wasn’t worse

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DTA illustrations, part one: a couple of chapter openers!

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Map of the World, ch. 8 (based on the Flammarion engraving)

The world tilts sickeningly in a starburst of colors and sound before it settles again, the corporeal world ghostly outlines beneath a superimposed reflection of the multiplicity of reality of which it is only a single, tiny part.

It’s the Stars That Lie, ch. 11

Luck is chaos, in a sense; its function is to disrupt order and facilitate change.

A Thousand Lights in Space, ch. 5 (inspired by this Mucha illustration)

The space around [the light] is in abeyance–potential, unused, still waiting for form. What will be infinity once it’s filled.

A Thousand Lights in Space, ch. 12 (based on this chapter decoration by Alexander Nagy)

[T]here’s nothing to be done but jump. That’s what cliffs are for. “Race you?” Two laughing, waterlogged steps, and Dean falls like a pebble into the limitless depths of an infinite ocean.

The Game of God, ch. 8

[H]e watches in surprise as black lines begin to appear on the starkly white stone, curving into shapes before his eyes, brilliant color following in long streaks, and stepping back, he watches five pictures form one by one, scenes torn from mythology and brought vividly to life.

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Hello tumblr.

supernatural has taken me like an illness.

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Castiel in On the Head of a Pin 

- thee Shots

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say what you will about jensen ackles but in 2005 he made the active decision to pitch dean’s voice lower not because he felt like dean’s voice was naturally low but because JDM’s voice was low and he thought dean would try to talk like his dad

he’s the ultimate dean studies enthusiast. he said dean is a performer from day One.

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river of life

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SUPERNATURAL -> 2x11 ❝ playthings ❞ / 14x20 ❝ moriah ❞

+ bonus:

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Deancas Valentine's Day Conversation Hearts