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Excited for Work

So, I have been in Work-Limbo for about a year. A person who is now my CEO ran my work review and told me that I'm not really an EA/PA, I don't really do the work for that role and that people didn't want to deal with my issues. I think I have been flat since then. They are going to re-deploy me into a Team Administrator role for the Projects team. I still don't know how I feel about that, and I honestly don't have enough information about that to make any solid thoughts on the matter. This year's review was rubbish. I was asked how I thought I went, what I thought I could improve on, what I wanted training on and not much else. My CFO said I did a good job in his team. I've been wandering aimlessly through work without any direction or guidance, and the tasks that I need to do, I have to rely on others for, so I have been having a really shit time getting things done, and that really upsets me because I want to be proud of my work!

One of my tasks is to catalog the storage lockers in preparation for the directors to review, so because I got yet another road block from the director that I need action from, I thought FUCK IT. I will go to the storage lockers and get what I need done. I was so fucking productive! Previously, I was trying to work off photos and it was just too complicated! This is way more efficient and I honestly actually feel proud of my work and successful again, Which I have not felt in the longest time! I feel elated and like I could cry with happiness! I'm keen to get back there. This project has been rolling along for a while without any progress, so I want to catalogue everything ASAP and prepare for the directors feedback. It is the strangest feeling. I'm excited and relieved. I can feel it in my stomach. In other news, I have swapped from Ozempic 1 mg to Weygovy 1.75 mg (on Monday). I noticed I felt different on Monday, and I had a headache on Monday and Tuesday. I am actually drinking lots of water which is what you are supposed to do. It is 4 weeks until the engagement party, so I need to loose some weight so that I can fit into a nice dress. :) I also need to plan the engagement party. More to come.