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psst. elena’s birthday is august 31st.

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elena was raised by a single mother who was also a turk. i just like the idea of elena coming from a long line of top tier female turks. ❨ like her dad is actually in her life, he just couldn’t handle her mother’s lifestyle. and she was determined for her daughters to be turks as well ❩ 

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like this and i’ll make you a starter based on literature / poetry line.

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one of the major changes from canon on this blog is that elena did not get captured by don corneo. she’s a turk. she is capable like her male coworkers. she may be the rookie turk, but she has done intensive training, she’s a martial artist, she’s a crackshot sniper, like she’ll beat the shit out of someone—especially the don, you can’t tell me otherwise. she’s not just a turk for show. she’s not a uwu cute wittle baby girl turk. she’s young, and she hasn’t been doing it for a while.. but she had to mentally prepare herself for what it was going to be like. being a turk is a hard job and i’m going to reflect that into my portrayal. elena sometimes struggles and finds more respect for her sister through this job. she can be cold blooded and take lives, but also go home and feel something about that, cause it’s not easy to take someone’s life. she gets angry and frustrated at her employers and coworkers. also, i don’t think she she joined the turks willingly. her sister was a turk and she swore that she would never be a turk. i think there had to be a bit of persuasion to get her to want to commit to that line of work. she had the highest grades, 5 elite emblems, and was considered a prodigy—expert in firearms and martial arts... like who wouldn’t want her? ❨ despite this, the game fails to reflect his and treats her like she’s a comedic role in the turks... downplaying her skills and her achievements... ❩ 

also, though she may appear naive at times, she’s not. she’s just chatty and rambles ❨ a bit of an over-sharer at times ❩ but this is only when she is off the clock... she is like a different person. sometimes she plays coy to make people let down their guard. because it works. she studies people’s body language to what behavior might work best when dealing with them. its not always successful, but most of the time it is. she knows how to play roles.

[nimis]

this is a roleplay blog for elena from final fantasy vii. this is a sideblog, and follows back from the hub blog @solivgnt. before you follow, read the guidelines

elena is also active on wire @/elenaoftheturks ❨ don’t assume what happens on wire is canon on tumblr. — ask me if you’d like to adapt any conversations into a thread. ❩

if you would like a starter please fill out this form

my portrayal is my own, i roleplay elena through observations and headcanons.

𝐍𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐄 ❨ blog canon ❩ — ❨ headcanon ❩ — ❨ meta ❩

this blog will likely be heavily canon divergent due to inconsistencies that i found in canon. please do not assume you know my portrayal.

[nimis]

right in the guts. angst sentences.

“It always comes back to this with you, doesn’t it?”

“Why can’t you just learn to let the fuck go.”

“Did it over occur to you that I never wanted this to begin with?”

“Why can’t you just look at me for one god damn second!”

“Let go of my hand.”

“I don’t want to talk to you right now.”

“Why are you — saying all these things —”

“You know what? I was wrong. You never really meant anything to me. You’re broken, you’re beyond fixing, you’re not something I want to take the time to handle. Simple as that.”

“You’re a god damn mistake, that’s what you are.”

“I never wanted anything to do with you to begin with.”

“This, us, was a fucking mistake and I should have known the second things went further than planned.”

“I can’t do this anymore.”

“I don’t want anything to do with you anymore.”

“If anything, you were a fucking waste of time.”

“I just don’t feel anything anymore.”

“Looking at you I see nothing but something I need to put an end to.”

“Oh? Really? You thought we had a future? What gave you that idea.”

“Is this even going anywhere?”

“Why can’t we just talk about it —”

“Does it ever occur to you that I am done talking? That I am done with reflecting upon my words and action? Can’t you just take a fucking hint that I’m done with you? I don’t want anything to do with you anymore.”

“We’re through. I don’t want to do this anymore.”

“You were broken to begin with.”

“How am I supposed to ‘love you’ when I never had feelings to being with.”

“Haha, I don’t know who gave you THAT idea, but we’re not an item. We never were.”

“I’d like for you to leave now.”

“Just get out. Get out and leave me alone.”

“Why are you — saying all these things??? Where did they come from???”

“If you never were happy to begin with, how come you never told me?! I would have listened, I would have helped —”

“I don’t need, or want help, what I want is for you to get the fuck away from me.”

“You’re damaged goods and I can’t find the patience to take on you as a project.”

“You’re the kind of crazy I don’t want to deal with.”

“Lately you’ve become a burden, and I can’t handle it anymore.”

“If you’d just leave me alone, that’d be great.”

“Oh come on, the second we got to know each other, the due date were already set on us. We were never meant to last forever. Our relationship had a deadline, and now we’re at it; so, what you gonna do?”

“This is all on you.”

“Save your tears. I’m done here.”

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like for a small thing.

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DROPS THIS HERE... this is elena’s wire yall. @/elenaoftheturks

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@rei_reikarameru

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🖋️ @ nimis / elena

SEND ME A 🖋️ . I’LL HANDWRITE YOUR MUSES NAME!!

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so... should the turks start a band ? i mean or???

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throp : what’s gonna happen to me?

elena :

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this is a permanent stater call! for those who don’t know, by liking this post you’re are saying it’s okay for me to.

make you random starters

i can send you unprompted asks

send you memes

approach you for potential plots

discuss dynamics

bug you about our muses together

JUST SCREAM AT YOU IN GENERAL.

basically just communicate and feel like i’m not bothering you ; __;

if you’re okay with the above then please like this post so i know. also note that if you want to unlike this post at anytime it’s perfectly okay. i won’t take it personal and there will be no hard feelings.

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@highgear

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so just think you all should know that elena and roche / @speedance fought when they were younger and she usually beat him up. it’s how they became friends. also he runs from her laughing when he makes her mad. ❨ he better run istg if she catches him he’s not making it into soldier ❩ 

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elena is a tomboy, she’s rough and got into fights when she was younger. she beat up boys twice as big as her and made sure everyone knew she was not to be messed with. ❨ though she did get beat up herself, left unconscious, patched up by a friend; which she didn’t have a lot of. all of that being said. elena does like girly things, and will paint her nails, do her make up etc. she also knows she has sex appeal. ❩ 

she would do things her parents didn’t want her to do—like getting a job as a bartender in wall market, getting a tattoo, dating girls, etc. she wanted to be the furthest away from her sister as she could, so that no one would ever mistake her for her sister. she wanted to surpass her sister in a lot of things, but more so, she wanted to become her own person, claim her identity. 

though inside of the turks she has a hard time finding her footing. she’s surrounded by pros. they’ve been in this job a whole lot longer than her and she gets nervous and anxiety thinking about it and messes up often, but takes her job seriously—she will do her best to snuff out her own emotions and personal feelings about certain things to complete her mission, because she strongly believes in the turks she believes they are necessary. that being said, there are times where the job gets her down and she’ll go home and sob by herself or take it all out on her punching bag. ❨ if she goes out drinking it’s gotta be social cause she doesn’t wanna get addicted ❩ 

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how come no one ever talks about how elena was considered a prodigy at the shinra military academy?