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            PHOTOGRAPHY isn’t really something he does to make money or for any sort of educational purpose - it’s only to keep a personal catalog. Carter’s been plagued with memory problems since he was about seven - taking pictures helps when his brain falls short. And knowing that he only has a few months left at Hendrix , he’s keeping as many photos as he can. SNAP , the camera sounds , before Carter looks at the photo and back up at the blurry face caught in the frame. ❝ Oh shit , uh - hey , I’m so sorry , I think I caught you in my shot ?? I can delete the photo - just - just don’t think I’m PURPOSELY taking pictures of you without your permission. I’m very sorry. ❞

nina missed home. she hadn’t really considered that she’d be homesick while at hendrix but she missed the security that came with being surrounded by familiar things in a more permanent place. she hadn’t felt this uprooted in years. she wanted to enjoy her time there, she really did, but she’d be lying if she said she wasn’t already counting down the days until she could go back. dragged out of her thoughts by an apology she’s only half sure is for her, nina looks up, nose scrunched up, until she realizes what he’s apologizing for isn’t really something to be sorry for. “it’s fine, you’re good.” nina gives a careless little wave of her hand. she doubts he got her bad angle, but she figures it’s fine to double check. “actually, lemme see. what’re you taking pictures for?”

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alexandcrjamcs‌:

the male looked at the girl who laughed and he was able to let out a small chuckle himself as he ran his hand through his hair. he downed the glass he had in his hand and ordered another drink. “i was trying to say something along the lines of calling her pretty or something. but i think i said something with the word fuck in it. this is why i don’t attempt dutch.” he chuckled a little bit and shrugged. “i’ll have to take a dutch language class this summer maybe.”

"i always found the curse words easiest to remember,” nina admitted. while not fluent in much of anything outside of english, she’d always purposely sought out swears—maybe that was why they came to her a little easier. knowing vocab for simple conversation? impossible. “thank god the people i’ve talked to know english too.” it was only a matter of time though, she figured, until she wasn’t so lucky. “d’you know anything else or is english the only language you speak?”

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alexandcrjamcs‌:

Alex sat at the local pub as he tried to find a way to get high. He was slightly high already, but he knew he needed to do a little bit more. He was sitting at the bar and ordered his usual drink and glanced over to some of the girls who were talking and he leaned over for a second as he introduced himself. He still had some game out here in Amsterdam he hoped. “ik wil je neuken.” He let out trying to at least speak the same language, but the girl was looking at him and putting her drink down, slapping him right in the face before walking away with her friends. Alex furrowed his eyebrows and looked at the other. “Did I say something wrong, shit?” He let out and rubbed his cheek as he sipped at his drink.

the slap startled a loud laugh out of nina, though she quickly composed herself right after and looked down at her drink while the women walked away. she wished she’d been able to comprehend the mistake he’d made—she’d done her best to learn, she really had, but her understanding was more limited to writing. “wish i could tell you,” she muttered, faux sympathetic, before taking a sip of her own drink. “i hope you weren’t too confident in your dutch. what were you trying to say?”

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quiviktories‌:

         It is not safe in the slightest to be out so late - or well , it feels like. Time is only around 8 or 9 PM , when the sun has performed its daily grand finale and the few embers of sunlight on the horizon are dying fast. She’s perched herself high up on a building’s ledge - unreachable by any doorway. No - she’s gotten here by CLIMBING. Parkour is something she’s done for years and hasn’t yet slowed down enough to lose that talent. It’s too routine for her. She sticks a spoon of milky white ice cream into her mouth , the McDonald’s mcflurry cup damp from the condensation. And as she sees maybe someone else , she waves - not saying anything , but knowing fully well that her position will catch any wandering eyes.

it’s tough not to notice someone hanging out well above eye level but it’s the wave she gets at a distance that draws her attention sooner than it would have otherwise. eyes narrowing curiously, nina closes the distances and stops. she’s in no rush to get anywhere. “are you just... hanging out up there?” she pauses and briefly looks down, then presses on when another thought occurs to her. “how the hell did you even get up there?” she’s not cautious. if anything, she’s impressed.

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I don’t relate to her [Margo] necessarily – we are two extremely different women – but she has courage and takes risks and I like to think of myself as someone who has taken risks in life. Not always, but on the stuff that matters like pursuing my passions.

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cartixbcby‌:

“if only it was a few degrees hotter and then perhaps i would join you, keep you company.” Cartia semi offerred, but only tossing the idea around like it was nothing. the art major was about to argue a point but bit her tongue, knowing no one wants to hear her ramble on. “ah no actually, can’t say they are hugely common back home, but like we do have a lot more sharks or so people think.”

"i can imagine.” nina held onto the rail a little tighter, deciding she didn’t really want to think about what could be waiting for her in the water. “it’s my first time on a boat. shockingly? not going as bad as i thought. but i guess i imagined a more...” she gave a vague gesture around, “...rickety ass thing, not something that feels like it costs as much as a small country.”

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miriamalden‌:

Glass of wine in hand, Miriam danced recklessly in flashy, spinning circles, lack of care showing in her beaming features. There was a terrifying chance that the red wine in hand could splash onto her crisp white dress at any moment, and still she jumped in the air when she noticed a familiar face watching from a small distance, “Come! Join me!” she insisted, approaching them as she made grabby hands so that she could tug them onto the makeshift dance floor with her.

nina was hovering—she wasn’t fond of it, yet she had gravitated towards the edge of any space she found herself in. she figured it was because she was on a boat and, having never been the greatest of swimmers, she found herself more nervous than she wanted to be. the tiny, lost-in-thought scowl that had been on her face faded quickly as soon as miriam was in front of her, and in a second she noticed the wine she had on her as she was being tugged away. “honey, you’re gonna waste that all over us,” she pointed out. “finish it and we can dance.”

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cartixbcby‌:

hand gliding across the railing that was supposed keep the many students aboard through-out the night, even those who are tempted by substances, “boat parties always seem fun in theory. but who’s going to be the first overboard?” cartia glanced back at the other curious to their thoughts, her long dress causing a small stumble in her once graceful step as it caught on the wooden boards slightly.

leaning against the railing, nina only looked up from the water when cartia spoke up, lips pursed. “might be me,” she answered, turning in favor of staring across the deck instead of into the water. “who knew real fashion wasn’t invented ‘til the 19th century?” though, nina could concede, she had never been a fan of dressing up. themed parties weren’t her thing. “you ever been to one? a boat party?”

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( cis female ) haven’t seen NINA VENKAT around in a while. the SUMMER BISHIL lookalike has been known to be COMPETITIVE & GENEROUS, but SHE can also be MANIPULATIVE & SPITEFUL. The 25 year old is a JUNIOR majoring in BIOCHEMISTRY. I believe they’re living in PEREGRINIS but I popped by earlier and no one answered the door.

ok im teag and idk what im doing ever but here we are

GENERAL

raised by her father after her mother was deemed unfit by the state—has virtually no contact with her father now and is working on forming a relationship with her mother. she’s not interested in getting to know her mom’s kids.

halfway through high school, she started dating her best friend. though cautious about ruining the friendship that meant the most to her, nina was genuinely happy. young and stupid, they both thought it was a forever kind of thing—so when her girlfriend asked her to leave things behind, travel the country in her van, and try to get her name out there, nina didn’t think twice even if it meant ruining her relationship with her dad in the process.

the years she spent relying on her eventual fiancée and her money were carefree and fun and a huge waste of her time. nothing lasts forever and their breakup was a long time coming. it had been on her fiancée’s mind for months before it actually happened. the love just wasn’t there anymore for her like it was for nina, no matter how badly they both wanted it to be. it wouldn’t be fair for either one of them to drag things out.

left on her ass, nina ended up crashing at her grandma’s house while she tried to figure out what to do with herself. school had to be part of the picture, that much she was sure about—everything else could be worked out along the way.

heartbreak didn’t break nina. it didn’t change her for the worse. the manipulation and the cynicism was always there and it isn’t going anywhere. the only thing the end of her relationship taught her was the only person who wasn’t temporary was her. nobody else was worth sacrificing years of her life for again.

SOME OTHER GARBAGE

aries (april 14, 1994)

gay. mega gay. ULTRA gay

a smart bitch without an artistic bone in her body

copes with everything by getting mad honestly deserves a gold medal in misdirected anger

hates sitting around at home about as much as she hates being at school

cocky lil fuck

abandonment issue central

works part-time as a student research assistant in cell therapy

CONNECTIONS

Give The Bitch A Roommate

she was born in new york and grew up in new york so gimme some old friends that she abandoned that she’s trying to make things work with

some soft friends that nina’s gotta learn not to be so mean to

some mean friends that can give as good as they get

some buddies with STEM majors that nina can flex her big sexy brain at

enemies.......pls.......

its super possible that her mom’s kids arent that much younger than her at all so i dig any half siblings that ended up at lockwood

fwbs / hookups / flings / etc etc etc etc

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Are you stronger than a mountain?

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