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Wolfstar in my style (if I can really call it my style, this was pretty far outside my comfort zone, art-wise).

Had to draw the busted lip makeout scene from Black Mass over Highway 90 ❤️🌙✨️

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i need a fic where harry is looking through old pictures he finds at grimmauld but then he gets to that one sophithil fanart of mwpp where remus has sirius bent over and james is against the wall with his ass poked out

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random marauder headcanons

James

6′2″ish, constantly brags about being taller than Sirius

mother hen of group

basically has a stroke anytime he sees Remus

first to find out about Remus’ furry little problem and labels it as such until Remus hits him with a book for it halfway through third year

doesn’t tell anyone until Sirius and Peter ask him about it at the beginning of second year

big researcher, always does way more than asked for assignments because he’s very curious

loves to read and joins the book club until Remus kicks him out for flirting with Lily too much

loves fall

early bird because of quidditch

very light sleeper and always sleeps with a foot out or else he gets too hot which drives Lily crazy because he still hogs all the blankets

loves to cook and bake

great at giving gifts

spoils all of his friends for holidays and birthdays, especially ones he made up

“Prongs, you can’t just pick a random day each month and call it Marauder’s Day”

“Yeah, Pads is right, you just had one last week. It’s getting a bit fucking old, Prongs”

“And we didn’t even get you anything!”

“You don’t have to get me anything, Wormy, but would you all just shut up and take the gifts!!”

would walk into walls as a kid before he got glasses which were way too big for his face

horrible at making pranks, spectacular at executing them

allergic to peanuts

and bees

favorite subject was a tie between transfiguration and charms, but best at potions, obviously

favorite color is red 

has asthma

certified momma’s boy

eats cake with a spoon and noodled soup with a fork

first and only tattoo is the number 15 (Sirius’ quidditch number) done by a drunk Sirius in fifth year

undiagnosed ADHD and doesn’t know what it is until Lily tells him about it in seventh year

knows the most healing spells after living with and pranking with the marauders for seven years

fascinated by all muggle things except toasters/microwaves

“Lily, how does it know when my bread is done?”

“It’s on a timer, James.”

“That doesn’t even make sense!”

“… wizards literally have talking portraits.”

“Muggles don’t?”

had a mullet

had a jean jacket gifted by Peter in second year and was genuinely heartbroken when he no longer fit in it by the end of third year

until Sirius magicked it to grow with him which Sirius would later do to the leather jacket he gifted Harry on his first birthday

lost a bet to Remus in fourth year and was forced to get a perm which Lily secretly loved

Peter

very small,, 5′5″

left handed

gets very bad allergies,, eyes swell, constantly sneezing unless Sirius casts silencing charm

incredibly disorganized and messy. at first he tries to appease his roommates, but by the end of second year, he stops because Sirius ends up telling him that he cleans wrong

“They’re my clothes, Pads, how are you going to say I’m folding them wrong?!”

“Because you are, Pete! Plus no one folds their socks”

“Remus does”

“It’s a werewolf thing, now move before I stop helping”

does most of the animagi research

favorite subject is herbology and it’s his best too but becomes interested in dark arts halfway through sixth year

found half of the secret passages from getting lost while Sirius and Remus found the rest from sneaking around before announcing their relationship in seventh year

relied on a map for almost the entirety of first and second year, which sparked the idea for the marauder’s map

came up with the idea to put names on the map

favorite color is blue

was always forced to play quidditch with James and Sirius and is pretty good, but too insecure to join the team

has photographic memory and just spits out random facts

hates attention

had some of the highest grades in the year up until the end of third year when professors pointed it out and he began to choke up during tests afterwards

allergic to grass

first to become animagus and immediately wishes he wasn’t since his animagus is

“A rat?! How the hell am I supposed to help when I’m a rat!”

was the tester for the majority of the pranks

usually helped Remus come up with the pranks since he always knew random pieces of useful information

had the most books checked out from the library, but Madam Pince never knew, the other marauders doubted she even knew who Peter was

always carried around specific things for his friends (an extra eyeliner pencil and nail polish for Sirius, dungbombs for James, and chocolate for Remus)

always had a muggle first aid kit

observed more than he spoke

originally wanted to be resorted into Hufflepuff until James insisted he had been put in Gryffindor for a reason

thought the other three marauders were stronger/braver than him 

Sirius for leaving his family, Remus for being a werewolf, and James for sticking up for everyone, especially for what he believed in regardless of the consequences

disliked mushrooms and olives

not picky about much, but only about his food touching on his plate

“There’s nothing wrong with Pete separating his food, Jamie. No one but you wants their food to be mush like yours. You can legally apparate yet you still play with your food, Prongs, don’t be gross”

“Thank you, Pads. At least someone here gets it.”

“Wouldn’t be too proud of sharing the same habits as incest boy, Wormy”

“Prongs, eat your fucking mush”

Remus

tall,, like 6′5″-6′7″ very lanky

loves fall

tied for messiest with Peter

favorite subject was  but was best at DADA because werewolf

constantly neglects homework

grew up cursing like a sailor, but pretends he doesn’t

mastermind of pranks

hates white chocolate “Because it’s not real chocolate, Pads”

despises chocolate covered fruit more than white chocolate,, will eat the chocolate and leave the fruit

“It’s a fucking disgrace, James, I’m not eating it”

loves muggle literature and creates book club with Lily

also tries to make debate club with Lily, but no one wants to debate against them, not even James or Sirius

knows how to braid and goes along with Sirius pretending not to so he can braid Sirius’ hair

apart from full moons, he rarely gets sick, not even allergies

best at charms out of marauders, which is what the majority of the pranks rely on

always warm, but uses cooling charms in order to continuously wear his sweaters to cover his scars

favorite color is yellow or forest green

laughs very loud until he physically cannot breathe but only around the marauders and maybe the girls

was the first to find out about James’ crush on Lily

was the first to find out about Lily’s crush on James

worked on the map when his friends were avoiding him in fourth and fifth year because they were becoming animagi without telling him

smoked a lot of weed

literally always high

especially after full moons

has his tongue pierced 

Sirius almost died on the spot the first time he saw it

learned French in fifth year when Sirius kept speaking to him in it and was not disappointed

Grew up speaking Welsh

very passionate about muggle politics

“Just because this isn’t happening in our world doesn’t mean it isn’t happening. Plus, there are so many fucking similarities, Sirius. Open a fucking book for once”

James was the first person he came out to (he came out to James in fourth year, then Sirius and Peter in fifth) and it wasn’t the best

but James eventually came around only after Lily punched him, not that Remus ever found out about that

loves oatmeal and eats it every day except for mornings of full moons. then it’s a full plate of everything, put together by Sirius of course

spent the entirety of the summer going into third year learning muggle magic tricks with Peter to prank James and Sirius

secretly loves confrontation even though he hates the attention

worst prefect

only flirts with Sirius and is damn good at it too

secretly loves being the only one who can get Sirius flustered

grew up watching quidditch with his dad and briefly commentated it at Hogwarts throughout sixth year until McGonagall couldn’t handle the excessive swearing at the end of the year

Sirius

5′8″ max

ambidextrous,, originally right handed with perfect calligraphy, but taught himself how to write with his left hand to piss off Walburga

sometimes still uses right hand to write notes for remus during full moons because it’s easier (remus never mentions it because he loves the calligraphy)

king of puns, especially those relating to their animagi forms

scared of spiders but refuses to admit it and instead not so casually points them out when he finds one in the dorm so someone else peter can take care of it

never wanted a pet owl because they’re too much upkeep and shit everywhere

wanted something elegant like a cat

very neat!! partly due to pureblood upbringing, but most of it due to his OCD which isn’t diagnosed until after Azkaban when Remus takes him to a muggle therapist for his PTSD

“For fuck’s sake Remus, things have order! There is a specific way to do things and you can’t just leave your shit like this!!”

favorite subject is DADA, but is best at astronomy

secretly likes herbology and divination, finds them both very interesting

first professional tattoo was Leo the Lion constellation for Regulus right next to Canis Major on his left arm where he would have had the Dark Mark

first actual tattoo was the number 7 (James’ quidditch number) on his ankle done by a drunk James in fifth year

the one who actually confronts Remus about being a werewolf at the beginning of second year

comes up with animagi idea, but hates doing the research

favorite season is spring 

definitely not because he loves to watch James run away from bees, no that would be not at all like Sirius not to mention rude, Pads

loves throwing parties for people, hates having parties for himself

always keeps at least one of his fingernails painted and it’s usually the ring finger on his left hand being painted red

knows how to braid but acts like he doesn’t so Remus has to

has random rings and says they’re for when he has to punch Slytherins for picking on marauders & co but really they’re for aesthetic

halfway through fifth year, after running away, he found an eyeliner pencil and immediately begs Lily and Marlene to teach him how to use it once he’s told what it’s for

by sixth year he does it better than them

smokes with Remus in the astronomy tower after full moons

the only time he bakes is to make edibles for Remus

hated strongly disliked Lily the moment James told him about his crush on her

has glasses but refuses to wear them

thick French accent as it was his first language, but by third year, he’s trained himself to not have it

will curse in French and flirt with Remus in French

got an eyebrow piercing which drove Remus absolutely crazy

became Lily’s best friend the first time James tried to woo Lily and she called him an arrogant toerag at the beginning of fourth year

hates mac and cheese

and cheese in general

really any dairy product Lily tells him it’s because he’s lactose intolerant, Remus tells him it’s because he’s overdramatic

was vegetarian since third year and only stops when he runs away to the Potter’s because he doesn’t want to inconvenience them

sensitive skin,, i.e. always dry and lotion makes it flare up even more

breaks out in hives when anxious and cannot stop scratching them until they bleed or James transfigures mittens on his hands

steals all the other marauder’s clothes (especially Remus’) 

by the end of seventh year, he doesn’t even know which clothes are actually his and which clothes belong to the others

cast a silencing charm on peter in second year when his allergies were bad and got sent to the common room for the night as a punishment by James while Remus hysterically laughed 

Peter might’ve definitely cried

starts dating Remus at the end of fifth year

after he runs away in fifth year, McGonagall talks to him about it and they have weekly tea time 

comes out to her first during one of their first tea times in the middle of fifth year and cries when she says she’s proud of him

always cold, but especially his hands. they’re always freezing even after warming charms

came out to James last in march of seventh year right before him and Remus officially announced their relationship to the group

James was only upset about not being told his best mates were dating for almost two years without him knowing

was the first to find out Lily was pregnant and begged for Harry to be named after him

flirts with everyone, but only gets extremely flustered when Remus flirts back

enjoyed doing homework and always had it finished first

except for third year when they had to write an essay on werewolves, which was the only essay all four marauders never turned in

lost a bet to Remus and was forced to wear a skirt for a week didn’t mind it, even liked it and wished the bet was longer

continued to call Lily “Evans” after she married James and refused to call her “Potter” unless using her full name

Lily

tall,, very long legs, 5′8″-5′10″

does not like quidditch, but loved Remus’ brief commentary in sixth year

does not like Sirius at all, in fact, hates him even more than James

only comes around after witnessing him writing notes for Remus during the first full moon in fourth year

and after he highfived her for calling James a toerag

the second person (but first friend) Sirius came out to

the second person Remus came out to

the first and only person to punch James for being rude about Remus coming out

truly and drunkenly bonded with Sirius at the end of fifth year over their siblings hating them

and decided they would be each other’s siblings from then on

shared clothes with Sirius in sixth and seventh year

excelled at potions, but charms and transfiguration were her favorite subjects

was a good flier, but not coordinated enough to play quidditch

right handed, but throws with her left

not superstitious, but wrote with a specific quill during exams

compromised with James on naming Harry after him by letting him use “James” as a middle name

cannot spell Bartholomew, always forgets an O

took muggle studies to see the wizard perspective about muggles

keeps up with muggle news and politics with Remus

paints Sirius’ nails every Thursday after dinner and continues the tradition after Hogwarts when the five of them have weekly dinners at the Potter’s

needs a blanket and fan on to sleep, regardless of the time of year

took Sirius and Remus to their first PRIDE

only came out to Sirius and Marlene about being bi

not a fan of peanut butter

favorite season is summer

favorite color is maroon 

definitely not because James looks hot in his quidditch uniform

wanted to be a professor or a healer before the war started

started liking James in fifth year, didn’t act on it until the middle of sixth year

loves bagels

never smoked weed, but did accidentally have an edible meant for Remus

can cook, but cannot bake

stopped trying to talk to Petunia by the end of fifth year because now she had a brother, Sirius

never called Sirius by his last name, no matter how many times he called her “Evans”

instead calls him “Pup” as a reference to the constellation, until she was told of his animagus form, then it was “Pads”

was the only girl allowed to use the marauder’s nicknames

which basically inaugurating her into the group, but Sirius would never admit it

only got drunk if Remus was also drinking

becomes vegetarian in solidarity for Sirius and remained one until she died

had a small big crush on Dorcas until she saw her with Marlene

Sirius did his best to comfort her when she cried about it that day

gushed to Remus about James, but of course she didn’t like the toerag

loved ice cream

hated ice cream sandwiches

allergic to pineapple

didn’t have morning sickness while pregnant, but did crave Hogwarts food

“Lils, I can’t apparate into Hogwarts”

“James, I am carrying your child. Find a way.”

wanted to reach out to Petunia when she heard her sister was pregnant at the same time, but didn’t know how

told Sirius first that she was pregnant

refused to name her son after him, but compromised and insisted Sirius be the Godfather

helped Remus pick out the engagement ring for Sirius that he never had the opportunity to propose with

scolded Remus for being a bad prefect more than she scolded other students

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If nobody ship wolfstar, it means i'm dead

I’m not even the biggest wolfstar shipper but I know for a fact that it’s going to stick around for fucking FOREVER

Like as long as people interact with hp and want to make gay fanfiction- Wolfstar will stay alive. Most marauders fans today don’t even talk about ‘the shoebox project’ which is a fanfic that used to be the literal wolfstar bible. Nowadays it’s atyd and eventually it’ll be something new

It hurts to say this but jegulus, dorlene, pandalily, marylily, rosekiller- pretty much every big marauders ship will eventually die out. The day Wolfstar dies is the day humanity dies from nuclear fallout….and even then someone will have saved copies of Harry Potter and the new age readers will be like ‘damn! Harry’s godfather and teacher should bone’

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Youtuber Sirius part 2

Because a few asked for it :)

Read part 1 here!

This is set in the future (roughly August 2021) so who knows how things are then really, BUT in this blissful fantasy world, people have been super dedicated to getting the virus under control the whole year and the travel bans etc. are lifted so this can happen!!

CW the pandemic (& long-distance relationship if you don’t like to read about that <3)

It’s been over a year of twelve-hour daily phone calls and video chats. Birthdays and holidays celebrated over Zoom or FaceTime. Hundreds of “I love you” and “wish you were here” changed over the phone.

It’s been over a year of getting to know every detail of the other, a year of sharing secrets and dreams. It’s been over a year of laughter and ever-growing love, but also yearning and tears and words of comfort whispered into the speaker in the middle of the night, when the heartache of not being able to be together got too much for either of them.

But they have found ways to feel closer to each other. Sirius orders Remus a rose delivery on the door every Friday, sends him almost weekly packages filled with lovely gifts (usually a bunch of his own clothes—Remus rarely wears anything else these days, because oh god they smell like Sirius and it’s SO good). Remus still writes music for Sirius’s videos, and a half of his other songs are about him.

Keep reading

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i'm in lovvv

I’m absoluetly obsessed with the idea of Sirius being a youtuber so maybe a headcannon about that if you’re up for it

This got… long. Also like a big part of this kinda ended up focusing on something else than the fact that Sirius is a Youtuber... but hopefully that’s okay hahah.

Also 1. this is probably inconsistent as fuck so sorry about that. 2. I have no idea how the real world works so please have mercy if something just doesn’t… add up.

CW: the pandemic and financial struggle, some cursing

He first started at eleven years old, filming random videos on family vacations and uploading them. Back then, those videos never got more than just a handful of views. Later on, those early videos become some of his most viewed ones—the only thing better than Sirius is an eleven-year-old Sirius, who was probably the cutest child ever, not even knowing how to zoom out on the camera.

He grew out of it, only to return at seventeen with a professional handle. And now, four years and thirty million subscribers later, he’s one of the most beloved faces in social media.

Sirius Black.

His story has touched many people: escaping a toxic home and building a new life from scratch, meeting a chosen family on the way. These days, Sirius makes travelling vlogs all year round, exploring the world and its wonders, always on the go. He’s got tons of charisma, and it’s nearly impossible to get tired of his videos. They are hilarious as well as beautifully detailed, and often pretty educational. Some of them are even used in history or geography lessons in school.

A few things to know about Mr Sirius Black: he is hardworking. Publishing fifteen minutes long vlogs almost daily, keeping his editor team (the found family of his, Lily and James) busy too, but they always do a fine job. Sirius does half of the work himself these days, though, as the couple has a baby on the way.

Sirius is also known for his warm heart and generosity. He donates most of his income to varying organisations and funds and has helped many of his viewers to pay off their student debt or medical bills. He is actively fighting to make the world a better place by using his massive platform.

In every June Sirius travels around the globe attending all the biggest Pride parades—it’s not a secret he’s gay as fuck, and one of the best known young faces in the community.

But then March 2020 happens. Sirius settles down, cancelling several flights he already had booked and decides to show a responsible example to his viewers, even if it means giving up his whole lifestyle for… who knows how long.

His video about his annual trip to London, his home city, is the last travelling vlog he publishes. He has to start creating new content from home.

Sirius is delighted to see the last video does well. It blows up, actually, and even he has trouble believing the number of views the video earns in twenty-four hours.

It seems that what people are freaking out over is this single brief clip of a young man performing in a restaurant Sirius had visited on his last night in the city. He was incredibly talented, Sirius remembers, playing acoustic guitar and singing and then leaving the stage with an awkward bow. Very humble, very sweet.

The viewers love him already. Many are determined to find out who he is. Sadly, Sirius doesn’t have much information about him. He doesn’t remember hearing his name, as the boy’s gig had already started when he’d walked in.

Not a day later someone on Twitter says he knows the boy. He tags his account. And yes, Sirius can confirm, that is definitely him.

Remus Lupin is just as average of a guy as it gets, or so he thinks. He’s a university dropout and currently spends his days writing songs and making his living by touring in bars and restaurants around London.

He isn’t expecting fame and glory. He doesn’t need to be the hottest new name on Spotify's playlists or sell out stadiums. No, he could never pull that off even if he wanted… or so he thinks. The few dozen people witnessing his shows at a time are just enough.

When the pandemic hits, Remus finds himself having a really hard time making money, and he’s stressed how he’s going to afford even the tiny, cold flat of his. Finding a new job in the midst of a global pandemic isn’t easy, especially with his health and lack of experience slowing him down. He has to find another way because he sure as hell isn’t going to risk his or anyone else’s life by keeping performing in public spaces.

One morning Remus wakes up to hundreds of messages on Twitter and Instagram, all saying some fucker called Sirius Black is looking for him. Remus has never even heard of him. At first, he thinks it’s a mistake of some kind. He finds the man’s Instagram account and is startled to see he has millions of followers… yep, must be a mistake, or a joke.

Everybody’s saying he’s in one of his videos. Remus finds it, watches it, and cringes—not one of his best shows at all. The clip is blurry and barely thirty seconds long, but he’s there, and according to the comments, definitely the star of the whole video.

His confusion only grows as he notices this man has messaged him personally. Remus opens the chat with shaky fingers. Sirius playfully blames him for stealing his spotlight on the video, but then thanks him and promises to include credits to his description so everybody can find him. Remus doesn’t think it’s necessary—it’s not like any of them could even come to see him anywhere now, nor does he have anything in any music streaming services… But this guy seems fair and sweet, and Remus lets him do as he wishes.

It all could’ve ended there, but somehow the conversation keeps flowing. Sirius compliments Remus of his skills, Remus thanks Sirius for liking the performance enough to share it, and soon they’ve talked enough to find out they grew up in the same area in London, still never meeting or knowing each other as kids. A few hours later they’re texting like old friends.

Sirius is shocked to find out how the pandemic has affected Remus’s financial situation. He offers to donate money to pay his rent for a few months, but Remus strictly refuses. He knows how much easier it would make things, but he doesn’t know how to accept help, preferring to figure things out on his own.

But Sirius can’t just let his new friend struggle. So he suggests Remus could start posting his songs on YouTube. Sirius could offer him advice, give him as many shoutouts as he needs, and Remus could earn some of his own money from the ads.

Remus still hesitates. Social media would be a new platform for him. He’s only ever had a couple of hundred followers anywhere—until today, at least, because he gained quite a few after Sirius’s followers found him. He’s insecure and isn’t sure how to make all of it work.

Sirius is determined to find a solution to help him. So they make another kind of contract. Remus sends Sirius some old demos, writes him new songs, and Sirius starts to use them as the background music on his vlogs, paying him a generous portion (way more than I deserve, Remus thinks) of the income of those videos. They both benefit from the deal.

Sirius himself has now moved to new content. After checking in with his followers to find out what they want, he’s got a long list of things to try. He actually enjoys getting to do all these things, and to actually sit down while filming instead of running around airports or hotel aisles. James and Lily make a hell of a job making Remus’s songs work well with Sirius’s content.

Remus keeps slowly gaining followers of his own, but it’s Sirius’s My Day vlog that changes everything a week later. Many people haven’t been paying much attention to the background singer’s identity until that video, but they recognise the song from Sirius’s famous London vlog. Everybody freaks out about them working together, and Remus gains tons of followers overnight. He’s a bit overwhelmed by all of it, all the messages and comments and questions.

Remus asks Sirius for help because he doesn’t know what to do with this kind of attention, and who’s better to answer that than Sirius Black? And Sirius is always there for him. Only hearing his voice as he picks up the phone makes Remus feel a thousand times better.

Sirius encourages Remus to film a Q&A to answer some most asked questions—just telling who he is, what he does, the very basics. Such a Youtuber solution, Remus grins to himself, but as there are no better options, he decides to give it a try. He sets up his phone and goes live on Instagram. He finds live streams much easier than posting pre-recorded videos. It’s kind of like performing in front of an audience.

Sirius watches, obviously. Remus is bashful and modest, seeming genuinely surprised by all the love flooding in.

“I’m Remus Lupin, twenty years old, and I make music for a living… I guess.” Remus proceeds to thank Sirius for his friendship and endless support (Sirius blushes) and for making it all possible. “It’s a lot to get used to, all of this,” Remus smirks. “But not quite as scary as I thought it would be.”

And so Remus’s own career kicks off. Encouraged by Sirius and all the positive feedback, he goes live quite often, performing a few songs and saving the videos on his account. Sirius watches (and rewatches) every one of them, getting to witness Remus gradually relaxing and learning to be his lovely self in front of the camera. Sirius is proud… and obsessed.

He’s got his hands full of work, himself. He usually films a week worth of videos in a couple of days, saving himself some time to focus on other things. He has a lot of online meetings to attend to and emails and comments to answer to, but whenever he’s not doing any of that, he’s talking to Remus, FaceTiming Remus, counselling Remus. It feels unnatural to go a day without talking to him. Luckily Remus doesn’t seem to be going anywhere.

The time zones are making it a little bit of a challenge, though. Sirius currently lives in California, so he is eight hours behind Remus. Remus wakes up around the same time Sirius goes to bed. Sirius wakes up when Remus is finishing his lunch. Sirius schedules most of his work late in the afternoon, so he can work after Remus has gone to sleep.

It isn’t a secret that they are best friends by now, and people are very curious about the relationship between these two stars. One day Remus decided to answer some of these questions in his new live stream.

“I, er… haven’t watched them, actually,” Remus blurts, when he’s asked which of Sirius’s videos he likes the best. “Oh, I watched the UK vlog I was in. But yeah, have yet to see the rest.”

There are like 500 of them. It’s just too big of a project. Remus has thought about watching some of them, though. The Pride vlogs he spotted when scrolling down Sirius’s page seem interesting enough. But his answer to the question doesn’t satisfy the viewers.

What? How? Why? Everybody in the comments is screaming. You have to watch them! How come you haven’t watched them?

“It’s called having a good taste,” Remus says, and five thousand miles away, Sirius shrieks in laughter.

(He is far from realising it at that point, but this was the moment he fell head over heels for Remus Lupin)

Some of his viewers, on the other hand, have worked it out a long time ago… partly. How Sirius has been so much happier for quite a while, how he glows, and they speculate he has found someone. To which Sirius, oblivious as he is, always responds lmao no, and then proceeds to daydream about the warm smiles of one sandy-haired boy.

It isn’t until three months into knowing each other, when Sirius asks if Remus would like to stream video games with him. After a little persuasion, Remus agrees.

And it’s not like Sirius hasn’t always known how cute Remus is… how funny, and how sweet… but in the heat of the game, five rounds behind them and Remus finally beating Sirius for the first time… it all hits him like a train, without any particular reason. Sirius Black is in love, and has been for a while.

How the fuck didn’t he notice earlier, he’ll never understand. Remus is all he’s been able to think about for weeks. And he doesn’t even know what to do about this now—does Remus even like boys? He keeps gaming, now all flustered, struggling to keep his head in the game. Remus wins all the next rounds.

Sirius, the gay icon, is too shy to ask Remus about it, so he hopefully pines. Always until Remus’s next Q&A, and some blessed person asks the question for him. Remus laughs, reading the question out loud, “Are you LGBT+? Wow, guys, I thought it was pretty obvious, honestly,” he says, and Sirius nearly faints. “I mean, most of my songs aren’t about men loving men for nothing.”

Sirius facepalms, scolding himself for his blindness. These songs have been playing on his own videos, for heaven’s sake, he’s listened to them a million times.

And later that day, when Remus is off to sleep, Sirius sends him a long heartfelt message and properly asks him out. He doesn’t get an answer until hours later, which he can only blame himself for, really, sending the message knowing Remus is asleep. He’s been a wreck, feverishly waiting for the answer.

But when Remus finally responds, Sirius almost yells out loud in relief and excitement. “Took you long enough.”

As usual, the fans work this turn out at their own pace (very fast.) Remus’s newest song, the first he uploads on YouTube, is suddenly very specific about his love interest.

Read part 2 here!

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Au where sirius is a famous youtuber and he is married to teacher remus but they've kept it secret so nobody knows it. But then one day remus forgot his lunch and sirius couldnt let him starve, so he go to remus school and everybody is freaking out bc SIRIUS BLACK IS HERE OMG, and sirius takes a few photos aND THEN HE SEES REMUS AND HE KISS HIM AND PEOPLE ARE FREAKING OUT omg i need this

Okay omg this is amazing as it is but I’m gonna try and do it justice

Remus thinks it’s hilarious to hear the kids freaking out the day after Sirius has uploaded a new video - they barely pay attention whenever he sets them off on a task because they’re too busy enthusing about it

For this reason Remus makes him swear to never upload the day before any tests or exams because “Goddamnit Sirius, these kids need an eduction”

Sirius is asked to make merch and OBVIOUSLY he makes stationary just so Remus can never forget that his class love Sirius more than him

Non uniform days are always a game of ‘Spot the one kid NOT wearing a Padfoot T-shirt”

Remus has to change the background on his phone from a selfie of him and Sirius after a kid sees it during catch up and starts a rumour that Remus is a superfan

“OMG did you hear Mr Lupin has met Sirius Black?? He probably went to Summer in the City or something I heard he’s a proper fanboy”

The kids start trying to talk to him about it - asking him whenever a new video has come out if he’s watched it and whether or not he enjoyed it

He just shrugs and tells them to get back to work - he’d rather not let them know that he’s had to watch 4 different versions of it in the last 2 days to help Sirius decide which to upload

On the morning he forgets his lunch he actually stops and swears mid-lesson (thankfully it’s with the sixth formers otherwise he’d be in big trouble)

He and Sirius live too far away for Remus to be able to drive home during his lunch break, so the only other option is…

Oh God

Oh no

Sirius can’t come here

Remus decides he’d much rather go without, and so he continues with his day teaching until break, when he checks his phone to see a text from Sirius

You left your lunch so I’m going to come drop it off xxx

It was sent half an hour ago - Sirius would be there by now

Remus had thought the corridor outside his classroom seemed louder than usual

He peeks his head around the classroom door to see Sirius taking selfies with his class, who are waiting to be let into the next lesson

Sirius looks round and sees him, a huge grin spreading across his face - “Hey, babe!”

Remus groans, “Did you just call me babe in front of my students?” 

He would never live this down

The kids are all staring in awe at the scene - some are whispering. It’s pretty well known that both Mr Lupin and Sirius are gay (Sirius’ coming out video has well over 12 million views), but no one saw this coming

Sirius holds up the lunchbag he has been carrying and waves it in front of Remus’ face, “You forgot this, nerd.”

“Sirius please stop embarrassing me in front of the year nines”

“Never.”

He waltzes over and kisses Remus on the cheek before placing the lunchbag unceremoniously in Remus’ hands, then turns and walks back down the corridor as the school bell rings, leaving nothing but the faint smell of expensive aftershave and a sea of gaping 13 year olds behind him.

Remus flushes red and clears his throat before pushing the door open fully and calling the class in,

“If I see anything about this on twitter I swear I’ll get him to delete his channel”

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A class at Hogwarts

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“Don’t romanticize wolfstar”

Remus was eleven when he met a boy who made the monsters in his head go quiet.

Fifteen when he realized he loved him and swallowed it whole.

Seventeen when he kissed him for the first time and the world finally made sense.

Twenty-one when everything exploded and he was left with ashes and silence.

Twenty-five when he stopped hoping.

Thirty-three when the door opened and there he was... older, rougher, but still Sirius. His Sirius.

Thirty-four when he let himself believe in second chances.

Thirty-six when he lost everything, again.

But sure. Not romantic. They were just roommates.

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“If some historian ever writes about us,” Sirius said suddenly, head on Remus’s chest, tucked beneath the curtains of his dorm bed, “I hope they lie.”

Remus hummed, fingers carding through Sirius’s hair. “Why?”

“Because,” Sirius lifted his head slightly just so he could see Remus in the eye, “no one needs to know how long it took me to admit I was in love with you.”

@wolfstarmicrofic | Historian | Word Count: 67

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Remus: *wants a book at the top of the insanely tall Hogwarts library shelves*

Remus: *levitates himself up to get it*

Remus: *realizes several first years are watching him*

Professor Lupin: You are not allowed to do this. And don’t tell Madam Pince.

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My Wolfstar is so extremely obsessed with each other nobody understands. Nobody “fell first” or “fell harder” they fell just as fast and just as hard, simultaneously like two idiots tripping over the same rock. It’s not only love but mutual insanity. They’re so obsessed with one another it’s embarrassing and maybe even a little concerning.

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Remus, at an awards show: Well, first of all, I’d like to thank Sirius, the love of my life, for telling me James was going to win so don’t bother to prepare a speech.

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Ded after reading "Dear your Holiness" from @mollymarymarie

Best wolfstar of my life.

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moony

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TCOPTP CH.64 ANIMATION (link below)

There is no better way to start animating than doing a whole 5-minute scene from your favourite fic.

Thanks again @motswolo for your work. EVERYONE GO READ CADENCE RIGHT NOW.

I didn't put a spoiler warning because honestly, I don't think it spoils the plot. My guys are just hugging 💔

Also, I know some things are not a 100% fic accurate, but you get the vibe

I love you all, thanks for watching :)

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