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watching one piece is a strange experience because every character is a weird little freak

but they also all have unspeakable trauma

and it’s real tonal whiplash when you’re watching the saddest scene imaginable and then remember you’re crying cuz of a character who looks like this

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A challenger approaches.

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Artorin Damara is a relatable character because I, too, would fall instantly and irrevocably in love with Cliopher Mdang if he made eye contact with me one (1) time

something about a dream come true

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victoria goddard my beloved <3 embarrassingly obsessed with her gross sappy queerplatonic old man yaoi

i love when fantasy novels are about 35 year olds…why is everyone in books 20 or 16 all the time

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manifesting this energy for me (if I don't finish my 5 year old WIP by october 12 2025 somebody needs to put me down)

8 days of fic updates, two fics completely finished, and 45k words written. i would like to thank the academy

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From the zine

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Being arrested at a protest is scary, but knowledge is power. Preparing ahead of time gives you more control in the moment and helps protect your rights.

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Hey! Just wanted to pop in and say ‘Blood Moon Rising’ was so GOOD. It is so well written. Sad to see that it probably won’t be updated.

I wish you good luck with your next endeavours,

You are an amazing writer. Lots of love xx

Hi! Thank you so much for reading! However, BMR definitely will be updated, continued, and finished. I'm not sure if you saw, I just posted an update a couple of days ago. Thank you so much for the love, and I hope you stick around til the end of the story! ;)

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My heart is bleeding every time I see update in your other fics :p I am a terrible person I know, so please don' t hate me, but I just want to ask, are you planning to continue bmr along with other fics? Or are you planning to write them one by one? No matter what its good to have you back:) Take care!

Hi anon! Don't worry, BMR is DEFINITELY being continued—it's my favorite of my fics that I write, which in a weird way, is probably why it's taking me so long to update it. I want the next chapter to be up to par because I care so much about the story, where some of my other fics I care less. Not to mention that the new chapter is kicking my butt for whatever reason lmao, it happens sometimes but I just need to push through. I'm planning to update BMR along with my other fics, and I'm hoping to get the next chapter done soon. Sorry it's taking so long! Hope you're doing well <3

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im forcing my sis to read bmr less see how it goes

Why do you hate your sister lol

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I hope things start to look up, take all the time you need. I hope you mom's condition gets better and I'm praying to that it isn't terminal. I'm also sorry that your best friend broke up with you, you a wonderful person and there is someone out there for you (I hope that at least you both can maintain your friendship and if not that you can make new friends and create new bonds). Good luck with school, wishing you the best :)) <33

Hi! I'm sorry I've been gone for so long, but I'm finally getting around to answering some asks. Thank you all for your kind wishes regarding me and my mom—she's doing well considering the circumstances, but it's still a stressful time. I'm sorry I haven't managed to update BMR yet but I promise I'm working on the new chapter!

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orpheus looks back at eurydice and it’s not a tragedy. eurydice knows she’s loved.

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Mr. Loverman chapter 2! Click to cry over Banana Fish

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Hey y’all, I’m posting this on BMR but I figured I’d post it here as well.

I’m so sorry it’s been so long since the last update. I am here to reassure everyone who loves this fic that it is NOT discontinued—I love this fic too much to abandon, and I will update as soon as I can. There are a few reasons why it’s taken me so long, and I’ll explain a bit, but it’s not super happy, so… TW.

My life has been very, very crazy recently—I moved across the country, started college, and I’m basically starting everything from scratch. I’m obviously trying to focus on school and new friends. Another reason that I’m slow to write rn is because my laptop is broken and it’s taking awhile to fix, and I am incapable of writing on my phone.

But probably the biggest reasons it’s taken me so long to update is my current life circumstances. In short, I found out a couple of weeks ago that my mom’s cancer came back and it can’t be cured. We currently don’t know if it’s terminal. My best friend of four years also “broke up” with me the day before I found out. So my life is a bit of a mess and my support system is in shambles. I’m okay, but my focus is currently on my family, and I just haven’t had the opportunity to write overly much for the last couple weeks.

So, this is my way of saying that I’m sorry this fic is taking awhile to update, but it WILL be back, and hopefully soon. Thank you guys for all the support and lovely comments—I’ll be back with more angst once my computer is fixed. I’m hoping to post within the next two weeks, although no promises.

Thanks for everything, and I’ll see you soon!

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In the darkness, two shadows, reaching through the hopeless, heavy dusk. Their hands meet, and light spills in a flood like a hundred golden urns pouring out of the sun.

—Madeline Miller, The Song of Achilles

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It is Kana Watanabe fight week people

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as much as the concept of Jesus being a fairly normal lad has its charms, im personally very intrigued by the idea of him being just… extremely weird. not even in a mystical sense, just…….staggeringly BIZZARRE. 

you go to the well to get some water, and here’s Miriam’s boy, staring at the sky, completely still. his expression is unreadable. you hazard a hello and ask how he’s doing, and he slowly, unblinkingly, lowers his gaze on you (he’s 8 and is missing his frontal teeth, not that this is making you any less uncomfortable) and says “I cannot speak of the state of my being, Nathan son of Saul, my brother, but rejoice for the water you shall take today will be as pure as the soul of the children of Heaven”

…you start sweating