noparty-allpoison

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drinking water when I have a headache should give instant relief. it should go away. what's even the point of drinking water if it can't do that

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propaganda a lot of y’all should fall for:

whispering “thanku” to your tea or coffee before the first sip.

telling your friends you love them when they least expect it. especially then.

googling “what kind of flower blooms twice” at 3 a.m. to feel hopeful again

deleting apps every two weeks and calling it a spiritual reset.

naming your plants like they’re ur friends. apologizing when you forget to water them.

believing ur younger self would still think you’re cool. even on your worst days.

using perfume before bed. for no one. for you.

making eye contact with yourself in the mirror when you cry. giving the pain an audience.

taking selfies when you feel awful. proof you existed even when the light wasn’t flattering :-)

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anyone else wish they would get roped into a freaky friday body swap situation just for the hope that the other person will go "oh jesus fuck how do you live like this" and instantly validate your feelings of being Strange and Built Wrong.

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i don’t think people understand how much of life is grief. not just people dying, but losing the version of yourself you thought you’d become. grieving the city you had to leave. the friends you lost not in argument, but in silence. the summer that will never come back. the feeling that maybe you peaked at 12 when you were reading books under the covers and believing in forever

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i miss his fuckass bob

i want to chew him up then spit him on the ground

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day 1 of trying not to think about gay sex

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Woah. has anyone tried smoking weed and listening to music after? I think this might be big

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Wood like water (by The Inadvertent Gardener)

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STOP! before you decide you are irretrievably doomed, try one of the following options:

transition

bdsm

iron supplements

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99% of ramblers quit right before they conceive of a coherent thought. KEEP TALKING

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does anyone have that quote that goes something like 'white germans under the nazis lived just fine as long as they were loyal to the state, gave their children to the army, and paid their taxes, and in this sense many americans would be comfortable living under fascism' trying to find who said it but google is giving me jack shit

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do not leave the concrete city

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I don’t think people understand how bad Trump cutting research funding is. People keep assuming there will be no research at all continuing on…false! This will almost certainly lead to an uptick of biased, privately funded studies (think: leading dog food brand funds study that finds their dog food to be the most nutritionally complete)…it’s going to be a mess trying to determine what’s real, accurate scientific information.

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"I should be posting this on Patreon."

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what if it GETS her though 😥

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i like that 13 reasons why's cultural impact is how poorly it handled suicide and sexual assault as well as inventing a new way for people to say they're going to kill themselves

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the rotting body is god to the worms! The rotting house is god to the rats! The rotting planet is god to man! We’re eating it from the inside out, picking the bones of heaven clean!!!!!! who will save us when there’s no one left to eat?!?!?!