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Lifting

English added by me :)

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You do realize that you're talking about a guy that has and will, jump from a moving car?

gonna start telling neil josten i know a place and drop him off at therapy

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occasionally enjoys the others company

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quick lazy mornings andriel sketch (Im going insane)

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andrew "i want nothing" minyard certified yearner of all time. wants a mother so bad he'll do anything to keep cass, even suffer her son. wants to protect his brother so bad he does whatever it takes, and that's before he even meets aaron to begin with. wants to take care of all the people who matter to him so bad that he always takes it a little too far. wants to be known so bad he'll give a boy he doesn't fully trust yet a key while telling him to stay. wants to be understood so bad he can't help but give ground to the first person who's really starting to, no matter what the deference does for his reputation. wants to have things to live for so bad he agrees to let people try to give him some. wants to be loved so bad he has to stifle the feeling and can't handle it when he actually is. wants to want nothing and wants more than anyone will ever know.

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there's something about the fact that neil barely remembers his time at evermore and doesn't really talk about it and the fact that he just knows it was horrific and the fact that when wymack picked him up from the airport he looked beaten halfway to death and the fact that he was waterboarded and tortured so fucking badly and we only find out about it from jean's pov and the fact that jean describes him in the car ride to the airport "violently disassociating from riko's farewell party" and the fact that andrew asks jean "did grayson ever touch neil?" and the fact that no, grayson didn't, but if neil had been raped or sa'd in the nest he probably wouldn't even know it something about it just makes me want to curl into a ball and die.

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neil's sexuality is so interesting and complex, i love it so so so much. he doesn't swing. he has trauma from his mom trying to beat all interest in women out of him. he experiences a degree of attraction to women but doesn't feel anything kissing them. he jerks off sometimes and basically sees it as system maintenance. it never would have occurred to him to be attracted to andrew if andrew didn't bluntly say he'd blow him and then later kiss him. he doesn't think to initiate anything sexual, it just doesn't occur to him to do so, andrew has to cue him in and then he'll drop everything to make out. he still doesn't swing, it's just andrew.

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me and the guy i hate with every fiber of my being

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i remember saying then, "this is the best cigarette of my life"

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Happy pride month cause I know you gay and stuff

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Girls🥺💞

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everything in its right place? yeah i sure hope so doctor aaron minyard

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The people. They yearn for Tiny Andrew

he has seen your responses to tiny neil

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tiny neil. what would you do.

no you're not allowed to chuck him across the room or planet

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andrew minyard and the art of denying himself (close ups below cut)

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it’s so funny to me that andrew dressed up as an inmate for halloween. please.