notcoolnotfunnynotguy

[notcoolnotfunnynotguy]

you know what you shouldnt do? constantly tell your child how expensive they are to take care of. because eventually, that child gets scared of asking for money, and doesnt feed themself at school, doesnt go places with their friends that require money, because she doesnt want to be expensive. it really does get into their minds, that theyre too much money and that they shouldnt do anything.

[notcoolnotfunnynotguy]

why are we alive if everyone just dies?

[notcoolnotfunnynotguy]

every time someone is late to plans, i am eight year old begging my sister to play monopoly with me and she says “okay set it up while i go for a walk with my boyfriend and we’ll all play when we get back!” and then i set it all up and sat at the table and waited for 2 hours and she came back and was like “lol i didn’t think you would take me seriously”

[notcoolnotfunnynotguy]

i have this mentality where i dont think anybody will do anything nice for me so i never think to do anything nice for anybody else. but then people are nice to me anyway and i have this deficit. i need to do better.

[notcoolnotfunnynotguy]

just checking in. yeah still crazy. that time of the month. nobody will ever love me. i don’t love anybody. that shit

[notcoolnotfunnynotguy]

do you think anyone would tolerate your hijinks if you weren't hot?

[notcoolnotfunnynotguy]

i think i need to kill myself. i don’t want to be an accountant. i don’t think anybody will ever love me. why am i doing this

[notcoolnotfunnynotguy]

it’s so hard when people try to help me!! i get so offended by it!! i know i shouldn’t like i think my friends just care about me and want to help me, but it makes me feel stupid and helpless and dumb baby!!

[notcoolnotfunnynotguy]

i hate it so much when you say you wish you were normal like me. just because you don’t listen to me talk about my problems doesn’t mean i don’t have them

[notcoolnotfunnynotguy]

eye fink im unlovable

[notcoolnotfunnynotguy]

god i want to kill myself im such a fucking loser when am i just gonna be fucking normal

[notcoolnotfunnynotguy]

i think i’m all alone on this planet

[notcoolnotfunnynotguy]

what the FUCK did my parents do to make me like this

[notcoolnotfunnynotguy]

god it’s so hard. trying to be perfect all the time. knowing i’ll never get there. hating myself for it. trying anyway. exhausting.

[notcoolnotfunnynotguy]

IM NEVER GONNA LOOK LIKE A MAN!!! IM NEVER GONNA LOOK AS COOL AS A MAN!!! MEN SQUANDER!!!

[notcoolnotfunnynotguy]

WHEN IS IT MY FUCKING TURN

[notcoolnotfunnynotguy]

imagine how nice life will be when i live with someone who thinks about people other than themself