notesfromthemouse

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I am ready for fall.

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Don't give anyone the right to judge you, for you. You do that for yourself.

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So, I'm still undecided about sharing the more intimate parts of my spiritual journey. But, for the time being, if anyone is interested in trying to become more connected to the Spiritual World, I recommend this book I'm reading called "Dreaming with the Archangels: A Spiritual Guide to Dream Journeying" by Linda Miller-Russo and Peter Miller-Russo. The authors show their readers how to open themselves up to divine communication and how to make sense of the messages we receive in our dreams. If you end up going on this journey and would like to share your experience, I'd be happy to hear about it!

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Don’t see yourself through other peoples’ eyes

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Here Goes Nothing

Hi there, Anybody. If anybody even uses Tumblr anymore

I'm going to use this account to blog about my thoughts and broadcast my shitshow of an emotional state. Maybe someone out there will be able to relate; or maybe someone will be entertained; maybe someone will find my words repulsive. Most likely scenario is that I will be typing away into a void. But that's ok, as long as one person is reading this, it's making difference. Even if that one person is me!

It's a thing I'm doing now, journaling and meditating. And I find that I have a lot of conversations in my head that would be great to have with other people. But even if I don't, I much prefer typing to writing.

I'm a very private person. But for some reason, I feel the need to share what I'm going through and how I'm dealing with it. That's probably why I chose this desert of a platform - a part of me is worried about oversharing and making myself vulnerable. If you stick around, you'll be able to piece together that I'm quite paranoid and not trusting. And not in a way that is ever helpful. You'll see

If I had to describe the inside of my head, I would say it's Stranger Things Vecna's feasting ground. I won't go into specifics, at least, not yet. But, don't worry, I've got a pretty solid battle plan in place.

What's my battle plan, you ask? Therapy? Medication? Talking to other humans? Finding a hobby? Hm. Sort of. Yes. But, I'm also trying something quite unconventional...

I'm going to try to communicate with the Archangels in my dreams.

You're right, I have lost it! But not for the reason you think. Well, at least not for the reason I think you think, but I don't know what you're thinking.

Anyways, tune in for my next rambling session on how I plan to do this and how you too can foster your own delusions.

Ok, I'm trying to be funny bc that's how I cope. But in all seriousness, if you're going through a hard time, or maybe you want to feel more connected to the Spiritual world, or maybe you just want company - maybe I can help. And, if you want, maybe you can help me too.