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I have had the same 3 best friends for 13 years. now they they have a bf and they don't choose me anymore. WHY I have always done everything to them, now that I need them. they have disappeared...

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I hate my friends

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A few days ago my best friend's dog died.

That reminds me of my childhood dog that died 2 years ago, lately my best friend and I have lost touch a bit, but i remember my pain so i'm trying to be there for her even if she still prefers the company of her boyfriend.

Now I'm here with my cats in my bed thanking god for still having them here with me🤍

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I'm 18 now and in my life (besides my cat) I have 3 best friends, and I would do anything for them.

However, I have never had a relationship or anything, and I was quite happy with that. I always wanted my first relationship to be special and not rushed. Now my best friends all have boyfriends and they don't pay much attention to me, don't get me wrong im happy for them.

Last night I found myself thinking (crying) that I am the problem and that no one will want me (acrid as I am with people who try to get close to me) after all I am just a teenager who wants to be loved and appreciated without feeling inferior and ugly to all those girls who just to be boyfriends take the first asshole who uses them.

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A little and sad remainder

Tao and Elle will break up.

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I’m like Tori Spring if Michael Holden didn’t exist.

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Michael again bc he’s the only thing I can draw without getting boorreedd 😭 also Alice if u do see this by some chance TYSM for reblogging my art it means so so much 🩷

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what i just spent the past 40 minutes doing

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i just realized the cover of solitaire says "this is not a love story" and tao in season 2 mentions the movie 500 days of summer which starts with the line "this is not a love story".

Am I crazy or is it all connected?

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am i a person or just a bunch of Alice Oseman characters glued together ?????

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Thought for the day: Is there a person that USED to be in your life for a very long time, that you still think about?

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I'm waiting for the train from 20 minutes with headphones. I'm returning home now from 7am, I'm tired I can't take it anymoreee

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thought of the day: why the school exists!?

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what my father brought me after the session with the therapist❤️ love him🥹

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this wednesday i feel so tired of life, this morning my teacher asked me if i was ok (obviously not)

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this night i dreamed i was in a relationship with a friend, when i woke up i was confused because i never wanted a relationship with anyone. maybe this is a sign? I have to look for someone to be with ?

and then i think i've never found someone where i could find it? so i give up, but it shouldn't matter that much right?