nowbequietmind

[nowbequietmind]

"Some days i feel like im waiting for death to take me. like i am already dead but they just forgot to get me. There is something weighing me down from above. Like water, like pressure from the whole ocean. It feels like im sitting at the ocean floor just trying to get a peek of light from up above. Waiting for the choking to stop. But there is a pulse in my veins and a anvil on my heart and i keep waiting. "

[nowbequietmind]

no love is ever lost. i used to feel like I wasted my love on the wrong people but in the course of my healing, not only have i felt the love I've poured out come back to me in different ways, but i have been reminded that love is not expendable at all. love cannot be measured nor contained. discarded nor wasted. it has no form or shape. it surrounds us. love is essential. it's abundant. it's powerful. its potency makes it capable of finding its way back to you. again and again and again. love is a whole phenomenon. don't ever regret the love you give to anyone. it's theirs. it's yours. it's everywhere. the cycle is infinite

[nowbequietmind]

HYUNA RULER OF MY HEART COVER?!?!?!?!

ITS SO GOOD i love hyuna's more sultry voice, and the desperation in her voice leaking through-it feels much more emotional than luka's, who is a character who is always projecting a certain image. Hers sounds a lot more raw emotion-wise, and i just love the sound of it, its so good!!!!!

[nowbequietmind]

I made the mistake of being social now im gonna go regret it in that corner for the rest of eternity

[nowbequietmind]

Sooooo crazy to harbor hate for others when the point of life is literally reading books & learning the piano & appreciation of the body & being one w nature & sunset reflecting off bookshelves & laughing & friends & drawing & eccentric podcasts & music & WHIMSY

[nowbequietmind]

Purrints&Purrtreon&Book😽

[nowbequietmind]

Late night scrapbooking✨✨✨

(This looks aesthetic and all but the truth is, I've put off doing this page for 9 months (yes i am that lazy))

[nowbequietmind]

"I dont know whats wrong with me", i say

Except i do

But I'm too much of a coward to face it

So i run away

And i run and i run and i run

Until my bones ache and my feet give out

( I'm lost)

I turn to ask someone where i am

But the people i thought would guide me

And the ones i was told would have my back

Are nowhere to be seen

(They've left me in the forest)

It's dark now

And so quiet that its loud

I dont know from which direction i came

Nor where i was heading

(I'm scared)

So i sit and wait for an older wiser being

To tell me where i am

To tell me where i went wrong

To tell me which direction i should go

(I dont know what to do)

[nowbequietmind]

They were like a pair of stars- meant to shine together but stay forever apart. Never getting too close for the fear that their gravity would crush the other to them. A dazzling supernova that could never be. So, they would stay like this. With shifting eyes and longing stares. Watching each other shine from afar but hiding away when the lights come out. Watching- always watching. Pretending that they aren’t orbiting each other. Pretending that they won’t inevitably collide.