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good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

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Debating whether to post the outfit styles of my main characters or whether to introduce the characters of Daughters of War 😅

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AIN'T NO WAY A SILLY AHHH FANFICTION IS WHAT SOLVED THIS

What upsets me is that because ex-friends always fetishised my gay male characters, I genuinely feel so uncomfortable writing them 99% of the time, but I'm not uncomfortable writing wlw. And it makes me look bad like I'm sorry but quite literally my ex friend is the reason, because I used to have so many until she fetishised them and it made me uncomfortable.

I'm not friends with her anymore & I'm trying to work on it so there are some gay ships (Arsenio & Lazaro, Piotr & Emiliano, etc.) but tf she have to ruin it for, I'm going to be the one cancelled because of her shit 😭✋️

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Montecito: has a law against LGBT

Montecito: has a reputation for being incredibly homophobic

Montecito's king: has been with a man

Montecito's queen: has made out with women

Montecito's princess: is ace spectrum

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🔞 NSFW WARNING 🔞

Do you want a fun fact about this deity couple in my fantasy novel? I'll tell you... Storm (deity of storms) uses lightning on Kaia when he fucks her.

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"Would You Fall In Love With Me Again" is Athena & Avain because Avain was kidnapped & believed dead. In the four years he was gone, he was tortured terribly, and in the torture, his memory was erased.

Athena, as a royal, was forced to remarry.

But Avain finally escaped.

And somehow, as if fate pulled them, he found Athena again. His family allowed Athena to stay at their home. Athena, knowing Avain might never remember her, still divorced her new husband because if there was a chance in which she could be with Avain again, she wanted it.

Athena stayed with him through everything, even when it seemed like his memories would never come back and everything. Avain had one memory— that he had a wife. He didn't know it was Athena. He just remembered he had a wife that he had loved. But he started to fall in love with Athena, and he decided he'd tell his wife when he found her again.

But then, through magic and assistance and exposure, his memories started to come back. And he remembered that Athena, the woman he'd fell in love with, was the woman he'd fallen in love with before.

Their first marriage was an arranged marriage. Their second was a chosen marriage.

And the sweetest part?

As soon as Avain had his memories back... Athena told him he was the father of a four year old girl.

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Alloces is one of the worst kings, truly. Sibyrea, his wife, gave him a son and a daughter. Talari, the daughter, didn't look too much like her family; enough, but not a lot.

Prior to The Cessair Revolution, Alloces had Sibyrea accused of an affair, claiming Talari wasn't his daughter, and Sibyrea was executed. Nobody except Azura noticed two major issues.

All royals are subject to a DNA test to prove their lineage at birth, and it would be practically impossible to have falsified results with the extreme security taken

If he genuinely thought Sibyrea had an affair... why would he have waited for Talari to be 17?

Azura is hated in Vereint because she's smart. She has knowledge that doesn't align with her young age, and in a way, I believe that there's something unknown about Azura.

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So what makes a butcher knife more butch than other knives?

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pretentious moment incoming but why is everyone's idea of fashion so fucking boring these days. why the fuck did my manager just ask me "what's with the scarf". "what's with the scarf" fuck man do I need a reason to wear a faggy little scarf now? you could just say "nice scarf man". what's with your attitude

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told my girlfriend that if she proposes i want a secondhand wedding ring. i explained i don't want to contribute to a vanity-based industry like diamond mining, and that it would be important to me to continue marriage traditions in a way that causes minimal environmental and personal harm. she asked me if i was just trying to roll the dice on obtaining a haunted object, and i told her i can want two things.

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I remember such small moments sometimes because sometimes those small moments do shape how I view my friendships. I became close with one friend because after I removed their friend from my group after their friend mentally drained me, they apologised for their friend and didn't get mad or be rude. I remember how I first found out about a friend of mine because they replied to someone's story with a line from my book to compliment it, and I remember that. I remember how, towards the end of Season 1 of my friendship with my best friend, they helped me with the Creativity dorms (which, in the rewrite, I'll explore more as Ms. Dai is the new mc) in Rahasia. I remember how one of my first interactions with a friend was that she wanted a group to join, so we let her join ours, and she's been my best friend since. I remember such little things & I love my friends.

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Over a month later the productiveness and motivation hasn't left holy fuck this... this is gonna be bad (tbf the bipolar theory and a LOT of behaviours and stuff plus the time I started on meds that CAN trigger episodes just leads me to think episode! I fr need that diagnosis)

I've been WAY too productive and motivated these last two weeks so holy fuck the next crash and burn is going to be fucking insane

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Nastasia and Malachai committed ultimate friendzone. The ultimate slowburn.

THIRTY YEARS.

THIRTY YEARS AND.

TWO. DAUGHTERS.

It took them THIRTY YEARS AND TWO KIDS. IT TOOK FOR THEIR KIDS TO BE ADULTS. BEFORE THEY ADMITTED THEY LOVED EACH OTHER.

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It's so weird that one of my favourite TCR couples is a couple that isn't actually in love

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Some dialogue in my books is so funny, but here's one between Adi & his cousin, Ariadne (technically, she's his mom's cousin, but generation wise she's closer to him!). Context is that Adi's currently broken up with his girlfriend.

Ariadne: If you just talked to Chorin, you might feel better, because that's contributing to your depression

Adi: You don't know that

Ariadne: You were looking at her photos and crying

Adi: No I had something in my eye

Ariadne: ... seven times?

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**giving you bad dick** yeah you dislike that bitch?

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And maybe I'm fucking crazy but I swear on my life it's helping

"I'm not that spiritual" I say, and then I put on 7 specific necklaces & a white crystal ring to help calm my anxiety