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Let me give you the love you give me. I refuse to give more nor less. Let me be your reflection - cause I have been vulnerable before and it left a bitter taste in my mouth. Human nature tells me we take advantage of hearts wide open. It is not you, it is me preserving my pieces. This is me saying I cannot break more than I did.

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I miss you. Despite the lack of words, I hope you know that as of this moment I do.

I hope I passed by your thoughts even once. I hope that despite the lack of words, you miss me too. I hope you are hoping that as of this moment I’ll know you do.

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I notice you. Despite me acting like I do not, believe me, I do. It is just that me being the person that I am always choose to stay silent - cause I am not the kind to even acknowledge anything.

Knowing that I am this kind of person, can you lose out on me once more and just say hi?

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God, give me strength to just let go of battles that are not meant to be fought and to just have the sense of self to know when it is best to keep silent.

I pray for my heart- that it be strong enough to weather emotions and negativities. In a world where it is but easy to go with the flow and be a reflection of people you face, I pray I may be strong enough to choose good.

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Thankful I got to see such a genuinely humble person pouring his heart out today. No regrets waiting by the sidelines and by the barricades just to hear him sing. #calum scott

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Paying forward because I owe it to those people who helped my family at our most difficult time to do so.

Plus it is a great reminder of Sept. 2012- remembering that time and Papa keeps me grounded and reminds me of what is important in life more than the superficial things that blinds me for a while.

I guess I got more than I gave in this bargain. So every three months it is.🙂

#Firstblooddonation

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A very bad case of being in love with your rug😶

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Live for those random moments that slow this fast world down~

Also, to you reading this, I hope you’ll come to a point you realize that nothing is ever that bad- no matter what it is. The view in front of us, the time given, it is but too precious to even consider all other downsides. No matter what it is, you push thru. Just so you can look longer, just so you can breathe in more.

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I have tweeted and tweeted about how sad I am of this recent news but I just cannot seem to appease myself knowing that we have lost such a talented young man to depression. I was never the avid fan but I have watched Shinee by the sidelines and I know they have worked hard to get to where they are now that is why hearing the news about Jongyhyun breaks my heart so bad.. How awful can you possibly feel to decide to just end it?..I cannot possibly know the answer to that, It is just that mental illness is a serious issue, getting lost in your own head is a serious issue. It scares me- to just be lost and be sad and be empty without any reason or with every thing. I just hope that wherever he is he can find happiness more than the sadness he felt when he decided to leave..I just hope there were more happy days than sad.. I just hope that for the next person who felt the same way he did, that person can pull through it, and the next person and the next.. I just hope that all the people who is in the same predicament seeks help instead of just be by themselves.. I hope all the people would be open to lend an ear, to listen to each and every one. Cause each voice is important. I just hope ~

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a perfect night just to stay silent and be an introvert to my heart’s content (while eating tuna🤔)❤️ ... The week was just too loud - need to pause for once and just be a jelly. 😎

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Close your eyes. Take it all in. Life is not a competition. You do one step at a time, at your own pace. These is no need to be hard on yourself. You are not any one else and that is not a bad thing. Whatever expectations the world may have, that is its problem. Do what makes you happy. You are your own priority.

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This is song is so sad relatable and raw all at once. Fear of being left out, Fear of not loving the other person enough. Fear of knowing you’ve ended without both of you realizing your on the edge. Not wanting to go but not having a choice but to do so...