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i hope luo li and liang long beat the shit out of each other at some point

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to be hero x | episode 22

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Yue Qingyuan deserves to fall into subspace during sex and have Shen Jiu try and figure out what the heck is wrong with him

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Sasuke is such an atypical rival.

From the start he does the “I don’t care about you all, you just get in my way” act which typically would lead to the good guys proving him wrong and him changing his attitude but that’s not really what happens, he defends Naruto when Sakura makes an ignorant comment, he stays by Sakura’s side when she passes out in the bell test, he shares his food with Naruto against Kakashi’s orders, he’s the first to jump in front of Sakura when she’s attacked, he takes Haku’s senbon to protect Naruto, etc… and that’s all in the first arc, it’s so different from other characters of this archetype and even when he goes bad he still follows his own personal story line instead of being dependant on the protagonist’s, that’s what drew me to him as a character.

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You can’t write Nieyao without Lan Xichen being somewhere in between them. He doesn’t even have to be there. They don’t have to say his name, they don’t even have to think about him, but you just know from the way they act Lan Xichen is laying right in the middle of their bed.

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“Nobody’s going to want to sit on high-speed rail for fifteen hours to get from New York City to LA.”

Me. I will sit on high-speed rail for fifteen hours. I’ll sit on it for days. I’ll write and read and nap and eat and then do it all over again. I’ll stare out the windows and see America from ground level and not have to drive. I’ll see the Rockies and the deserts and cornfields and the Mississippi River and your house and yours and yours too. I’ll make up stories in my head about the small towns I see as we go along. I’ll see the states I’ve yet to see because driving or flying there is a fucking slog and expensive to boot. I’ll enjoy the ride as much as the destination. And then I’ll do it all over again to come the fuck home.

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LMAO

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Psst. Psssssst. Your tags about any kind of bdsm being bound to fail between jc and wwx. *drags a chair and chinhands* wanna talk more about it.

:D let's rotate!

oh god you've done some...explicitly-recognized-as-bdsm and Ye-Olde-Fantasy-BDSM that works, I think? so this is not like. criticism.

bottom line: they lie to each other too often and they love each other too much

let's see. I was bothering sprite about why I thought JC "bratting" in a chengxian context would never happen but "aggressively pushing to find the point where wwx would give up on him sexually (just like wwx has given up on jc in real life)" absolutely would happen in any kind of post-wens/post canon situation.

which is *hard work* for a dom! which is *not fun* for a dom!

like, most sexual fantasy focuses on the sub getting what they want (and if it doesn't, it focuses on the sexual satisfaction the dom is getting out of an obedient sub or how much fun it is to hurt someone who loves being hurt – and these are all fucking top tier) but all of this requires a level of trust that I just don't see in any kind of post-canon chengxian.

(pretty much – oh – any time before jiejie's death? sure –

– well. no. even post-golden-core-pre-yanli-death, for example: jc could still sub for wwx but wwx would get the world's worst case of topdrop, is my considered opinion.

mildest simplest barely kinky "tie his hands behind his back" shit would have JC hard as nails and loving life. AND trigger wwx's mental breakdown about how *much* jc trusts him, how stupid that is, what that says about wwx as a person who's still getting off on it, what that says about *Jiang Cheng* as a person, like.

too much there for Fun Boner Times!

and - to use this as an example - if jc goes on his knees and let's wwx tie his hands behind his back and then wwx (for absolutely no goddamn reason from JC's pov) has a fucking meltdown, JC is in the unenviable position where (as far as he can tell), he's being the perfect sub and it's making wwx upset/angry/worried. which means that jc is Doing Something Wrong (what? how? what the fuck is wwx's *problem*. (what's wrong with Jiang Cheng?))

different angle (problem/issue) is: if you subscribe to the character dynamics I do, wwx's position in jc's life/yunmeng jiang is unstable/poorly defined enough that "pushing JC's boundaries" is wwx's way of. hmm. testing jc's love for *him*, and jc is not...unaware of this dynamic. which sets them up for a shitton of...hmmm.

if we're using modern vocab for this, I don't think jc would *ever* use a safeword.

moving to a hypothetical modern au to make the point: I think you could drag JC to a bunch of lectures and safety meetings and for literally anyone else on the planet, he's the sweetest, easiest sub in the world: communicates what he wants clearly, establishes boundaries, safewords when he needs to, lets anyone give him aftercare and keeps an eye on his top to make sure they're doing okay as well and having fun –

– and all that shit goes out the fucking window when he gets within 20 feet of wei fucking wuxian, y'know?

doing shit he doesn't want to (competitively and to prove himself).

(and I think this would be a point of pride for wwx (like. he would be aware that it *shouldn't* be. but that wouldn't change the reality of the situation.)

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Might have been done before but silly tag game. Who is prev's blorbo?

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Might have been done before but silly tag game. Who is prev's blorbo?

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Might have been done before but silly tag game. Who is prev's blorbo?

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Might have been done before but silly tag game. Who is prev's blorbo?

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Might have been done before but silly tag game. Who is prev's blorbo?

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Might have been done before but silly tag game. Who is prev's blorbo?

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