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When someone tells you you can't do something it makes you wanna prove them wrong...why? Because you know they are right.

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The Unexpected

To y'all who have been in a bad relationship...don't regret it. Not only because at that time they were exactly what you needed but because you learn something in every relationship and after all those crappy relationships you learn one important thing, and that is to appreciate the amazing guy who is right for you.

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I wish

I wish you knew what you still do to me I wish you felt the way I did when I saw you walk into the room I wish you you looked for me in a crowded room like I look for you I wish I was yours again Most of all... I wish I wasn't stuck between two guys. I wish I knew who I was really talking about.

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Real

I have never been afraid of being rejected.   The effect you have on me is unbelievable.

I usually go after what I want, but I’m taking this more seriously than ever and using as much caution as possible.  I’m not one to be afraid when it comes to guys, so you know it’s real.

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When I was younger thinking about spending the rest of my life and marrying that boy was just a dream, something that put a smile on my face. Something I would fantasize about and that would put me to sleep at night. Now I'm older and thinking about spending the rest of my life with that man is something I actually have to consider and think about. That boy became a man but one thing stayed the same, my love for him.

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What do you want!?

He yelled "What do you want!?" The question wasn't directed at me but everything in my head suddenly cleared but and all it took was HIM yelling those words for me to finally realize, to finally step away from all the confusion and confess. You. I want you.

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Not too late

Me and you are still recovering but this isn't how it should end it's how it should begin. I know we said a lot of things we probably didn't mean but it's not too late to take back.

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& that's how it's done.

What was the best part of my day? My bravery My random urge to fix things My hope My positive attitude Me being the bigger person That phone call all of those little things added up to this at the end of the day I got my best friend back.

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All I can do here is wait Just wait, I'll hurry up and wait

Hurry Up and Wait by Making April

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Go back

Can we go back to where we were before I dropped my heart on your floor Cause it was easiest to hide it all away And never say what we were thinking

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I know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes.

Perfect by Hedley

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Date after date

He broke her heart but she won't let it show, she continues to go on date after date with hope that he regrets his decision and becomes jealous. But this isn't a movie, so she goes on date after date hoping that one of these guys will fix what's broken. Date after date she comes home, cries herself to sleep and hopes for the best tomorrow.

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So I'll admit it, I'm waiting for something that won't happen. 7 months ago he told me he'd be back for me in 3 weeks. That time passed and I waited on my steps every day before and after work for him, I waited by my phone with it on loud for a call or a text. Nothing. 7 months and I'm still waiting. There's a twist to this story though, he did come back. Just not for me, he came back home but I wasn't his anymore. He came back as a stranger, and when we saw each other that's how it was. So what am I still waiting for? Him to realize that letting me go like that wasn't smart, sometimes I still find myself waiting by the door hoping he'll show up. It's a little pathetic but I'm a little okay with it because life does hold surprises.

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A Smile

She doesn't know how to be something he misses but when she smiles and laughs she hopes he is watching, not because she wants him to see how happy she is but because she hopes that he'll fall in love with her smile like she fell for his.

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Lead on.

5 years later the night finally came, the boy she was in love with asked to take her out. They were best friends so they've "hung out" quite a bit, just the two of them but this was their first date. They've had feelings for each other on and off but only one remained in love. She lost at that game. The spent the entire week together so she only hoped that he was into her again, maybe finally for good. They went out, he was a sweetheart, he put all his best friend feelings aside and acted like her boyfriend. At the end of the night he held her hand while driving home, when she dropped him off he didn't come inside as he usually did but kissed her, passionately. It finally happened, he set aside his pride and showed her just how much she meant to him. After that night she never heard from him again. Her best friend was gone, her love was gone. She text him and he claimed the night meant nothing to him, he just knew she was hurting so he was there. Her world crashed and she knew after 5 years it was time to move on, time to let go. There's a difference between giving up and moving on. She finally figured that out, & that's when she decided to slowly disappear out of his life with no trace as to where she'd go next.